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hi, i'm Jackie
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"In the evening, I saw with you the orange sun
You looked like you were going to cry eternal goodbye."
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Member Since:
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| Tomorrow is Not Promised
Tomorrow is Not Promised Sometimes people come into your life And you know right away that they are meant to be there They serve some sort of purpose, Or help figure out who you are And who you want to become You never know who these people may be; Your neighbor, child, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger Who, when you lock eyes with them You know at that very moment that they will affect your life In some profound way And sometimes things happen to you And at the time they seem painful and unfair, But in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles You would have never realized your potential strength, will power, or heart Everything happens for a reason, Nothing happens by chance Or by means of good or bad luck Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity All occur to test the limits of your soul Without these small tests, whether they be events, illnesses, or relationships Life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere, Safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless The people you meet who affect your life And the successes and downfalls you experience create who you are And even the bad experiences can be learned from In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart , Forgive them For they have helped you learn about trust And the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart . If someone loves you Love them back unconditionally, Not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love And opening up your heart and eyes to things you would have Never seen or felt without them Make every day count Appreciate every moment And take from it everything that you possibly can For you may never be able to experience it again Talk to people you have never talked to before And actually listen Let yourself fall in love , Break free and set your sights high. Hold your head up Because you have every right to Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself . For if you dont believe in yourself No one will believe in you either You can make of your life, anything you wish Create your own life And then go out and live in it Live each day as if it were your last
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| it's so hard letting go.
i've been back from miami for two weeks now. it was so nice there. i wish i could've stayed for good. the only thing that was bad was that my cousin's kept asking be about my ex. they didnt even know he was my ex. and that sad thing is i didnt even know how to explain why we broke up.
because i don't even know.
you know the letter that you're supposed to never send? well i sent it. and im damn proud of myself too.
it was the last thing holding me back. my feelings. now that i've sent it, i feel like i sent off my feelings away from me through my words. and even though i can't forget, maybe my thoughts will leave me for a little while to let me heal.
but for the most part, i'm pretty okay.
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hopefully that was right! XD if it's not i'm terribly sorry.
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due to my best friend's ex's new girlfriend snooping her ugly fat nose through my xanga i'm in the process of making a new xanga. so i'll inform you guys of it when it's done. :]
time to start over and start fresh.
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| I'm leaving for the week.
I have to be at the airport by 4:30AM. Oh man. =__=
not to mention I only got 4-5 hours of sleep last night.
im going to make love to my ipod nano on the plane.
oo lalaaa ^.~ hehee
Hope everyone has an awesome Fall Break, ditch the homework for the week and go out and party. Better yet, take a flight down to miami and party with me.
MANI~!! Hope your surgery goes well dear! I'm here if you need anything!
Feel free to hit up the cellie wheneva. :D
Later gatorsss<3 | | |
| hmm. i seem to have a habit of liking guys who are:
#1: out of my league
#2: too shy
#3: more like missing the ppl who WERE NEVER MY BF, but you know that's a lie ;]
oh well.
ITS COLD. aslkdjf;aslkdjf;lakdjf
I need to go shopping need more hoodies >< since i'm talking to ivan so much i'm getting the urge to shop at Abercrombie & Fitch, but I can't give in because I'll get BROKE so fast.
Since it's getting cold so fast, my allergies are deciding to kick my ass. ANNNDDDD i'm going to miami next weekend [nov.5th]. hopefully everything will be back to normal because of Hurricane Wilma, before I get there.
How's your week going? ^.^ | | |
| listening to: Ricky Martin - La Bomba
eating: goldfishhh :]
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oo. yesterday was fun fun funnn. it was the bestest friend's bday yesterday so me, amanda, and nikki went out. Got my dad to get my mom to let me go out and told her not to bother the shit out of me with phonecalls. Happens everytime I go out. Went out for sushi, hit up the mall, played some DDR ((holy crap ... i haven't really played in a few months, and now i SUCK ahhh)), then went to watch Elizabethtown. Got home round midnight and my mom suprisingly didn't bother me, then called up Ivan.
have no idea if i'm going out today. someone should call meee because we were supposed to hang out today. my bday's this wednesday :] yesss! i know i shouldn't be thinking about this but, i wonder if he'll remember. :/ I beginning to feel sad randomly, for no relavent reason. I gotta stop thinking. Whatever's gonna happen will happen. *shrugs* hmm, saturday i should be getting my hair dyed dark brown again, that is ... if the guy that does my hair doesn't go to the dominican republic.
Some creepy dude from parenting class likes me. And he somehow got my screename. This is weird because he doesn't have a myspace, nor a xanga. This is horrible because i like one of his friends. But not him. jeez. Why must things be complicated?
ITS GETTING COLD. AND I DON'T LIKE IT. :[
jackie | | |
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