| alotz been happenin. when i turned 18 i got me a job and moved out with
holly. were together again. she makes me happy. im hopin we can stay a
family now. az for my dad, and all of the people from my past, i try to
forget. but derez this voice in my head keeps tellin me i cant. my
brother overdosed. i always thought dat i would go before
him. i shoulda tried to help him...dun think ive ever cried that hard
in my life. cept maybe when my mom went. but dats all behind me now.
thro this i guess i found who my true friends were, and who waznt. who
waz dere for me, and who din care. im gettin therapy for my cutting. i
havent cut for a whole 2 weekz. i guess i just finally realized dat
this kid needz me. i guess i decided 2 grow up n act lyk a man. n quit cryin lyke da lil bitch i was.
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| still alive...
attempted 2 hang miself...
failed
mi fat ass made da whole fuckin celling cave in
well...part of it newayz
thinkin bout doin it again
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| yeh im sorry i havent got on da comp 4 a long time
yeh well
anywayz how yall been doin?
shitz still been kinda hard 4 me lately
like alwayz...
holly let me see chloe a lil bit...which iz good i gues
i
rele thought dat we waz gunna get bak 2getha but i guess not...
i dun
rele feel like goin thro all dat shit wit her anywayz u kno?
i already
been thro alotta shit wit her nuff az it iz
i dun think i could cope wit ne more of her fuckin
bullshit
i got 2 much in mi life goin on rite now...i dun need dat bitch
ah well newayz it dun even matta nemore...so fuk it
datz all
i got 2 rite 4 now...
take care n keep ya head up ite? peace out... |
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| thingz been goin a lil betta now...
hollyz actually lettin me c chloe
mi babi gurlz gettin so big
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| yeh im still alive...un fuckin fortunatly...
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