I'm in a wicked good mood today despite one of my best friends being sick.  I just got back from a meeting about my school's upcoming musical, Once On This Island.  There are about fifty kids auditioning for it.  That means that about half will be cut from the play which is pretty scary.  The directors already told me that I'm in, however.  They just haven't decided on a part for me yet.  I'm just glad that I'm in it.  It would be wonderful to get the lead though.  I didn't see much of the girls or Vincent today either which made my day just that much better.  Horehay also acknowledged me when he was with Vincent.  I'm not really sure how Vincent felt about it but whatever.  My classes were great today.  Joey, Claire, Melanie, and I talked like the entire time in every class.  My American History teacher let us compare and change answers on a test I took yesterday too.  Yeah, it was pretty good.  I'm going to go and call a couple of friends now to make plans to see Rent tomorrow.  Thanks for reading!

Love,

Jessica

I'm pretty tired and of course, pissed off at the bitch.  She has decided that being indirectly mean to me is a fun way to insult me.  Great.  I just want her to say what she thinks about me to my face, so I can just beat the shit out of her.  Maybe that will teach her a lesson.  Her fucking little followers are doing the same to me now.  Every time I turn around they are staring at me and whispering quickly.  What grade are they in?  Second?  Anyway, I have Community Band tonight at seven and a meeting on the musical tomorrow after school until four.  My teachers are pissing me off so much right now, especially my fucking French teacher.  They think that they are so cool and pretend to care about us when it's clear that they don't.  A couple of teachers do actually care, but all the other ones are just fucking liars.  What is lying?  Like a fucking disease or something like that?  It feels like everyone is lying now.  Great.  I can't wait for another day of school tomorrow!