survey o127o.

Are you dating the last boy you talked to?
i mean, he's not my boyfriennnd. but we're dating. so.. whatever ha.

When is the last time you took a nap?
first hour today. first nap of the school year. whoo!

What are you listening to right now?
a commercial. i should put on some music though. yeahh. some jason mraz.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
nick. patrick called me tonight though, but i didn't answer it because 1.) i rarely answer the phone and 2.) nick was over.

What was on your mind most today?
school. nick. running.

Something that happened today that made you angry?
umm. cross country practice. people have major attitude problems. like, neither of the nicoles ever do the workouts they're suppose to do all they do is sit there and bitch and it's sooo fucking annoying to me. like seriously. and then when i beat some of the guys during 500s (mind you they started BEFORE the girls) john started talking shit to them about a 'girl beating them.' it's like, wow sorry i'm actually athletic. it's possible for girls.

Are you happier when you're single or in a relationship?
doesn't matter to me. single usually.

Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
hide them for sure.

Do you wear makeup?
yeah.

Are you missing someone?
always.

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
nopeee.

What instant messaging service do you use?
aim. barely.

Would you date/hook up with your brother's best friend?
i don't have a brother.

What color is your hair?
brown.

Who was the last person you hugged?
my bud nicholas.

Who was the last person you talked to in person?
nickkk.

What are you doing tonight?
tonight's going to be over for me soon. i'm about to brush my teeth, put in my young fresh retainer, and just text until i fall asleep.

What did you do yesterday?
school. cross. ANTM. nick was going to come over but he fell asleep instead. ha. it's all good.

Are you happy right now?
yeah.

Is your phone beside you?
of course ha.

Are you cold?
no, i was earlier today though.

First thing you do when you wake up?
lay in bed for 35 more minutes hahah.

How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night?
too long. that's why i'm still up right now.

What do your friends call you?
mere. meredith. merebear. meremere.

What is your pet's name?
daisy lily marleyyy. oh, and pongo ha. but that's technically nick's. that's the only reason why he came over tonight. to hang out with my cat. though he never got to see him.

Do you have any siblings? Do you get along?
yeah, sometimes.

Do you cry a lot?
noooo.

Would you prefer to date a celebrity?
i wouldn't know ha.

Are you good at keeping secrets?
definitely.

Do you participate in gym class?
ha when i had gym i did up until the end. then i started getting lazy. i remember one day when me courtney lindsay leah and someone else decided to hide under the bleachers instead of playing tennis because we sucked and our teacher found us. she was so pissed ha. love it.

What are you doing tomorrow?
cross country. school. shrooms. maybe game. driving around town. who knows. i want keystone though. ha. for suuure.

First person under 'F' on your cell phone?
feeser.

What would you do if your last crush came up to you and apologized for something they did?
i'd say "it's all good." if you even consider him a crush.. ha. yeah i guess he is.

Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
nope. wouldn't that be something ha.

Have you ever flirted with a friend's crush?
maybe. ha. i can't help it.

Last movie you watched?
i'm watching mr. holland's opus right now. i love this movie it's so intense and wow. if i would've watched this whole thing i'd probably cry hahah.

Has anyone ever sang to you?
yeah.

If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
sure would. hahaha. we all know katie would since she said she'd become a cannibal if needed. ew. hahah. not me and michel.

First person to text today?
nick. haha. i woke up at three this morning and had a text from him. ha.

What is your favorite color?
red.

What color are your eyes?
blue.

Who was the last person to say they loved you and when?
i don't know. homan i think. :)

Do you like your parents?
sure do. my dad was crackin me up tonight when me him and nick went to tbell. <3

Which do you prefer, to eat or sleep?
EAT!

How long does it take you to shower?
not very long.

survey o1269.

If something was wrong, who is the first boy you would go to?
corey.

Who is the first girl you'd go to?
katie.

Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it?
chyeah. for the most part.

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
nahh. :)

Were you sad at all this week?
um, not really. i don't think so. i mean, i was kinda bummed. but not really.

Does the last person who put their arms around you mean anything to you?
he's cuuute. :)

Do you like the smell of gasoline?
yeah.

Do you have any obsessions right now?
eh, running. ha.

Is your bestfriend a virgin?
fifty percent.

What friend do you tell the most to?
corey i guess.

Wheres the weirdest place you've changed clothes?
um, wow. like... anywhere. ha.

Do you wear glasses?
nope.

Anything annoying you right now?
nopeee.

Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
nick.

Do you have plans tomorrow?
yeahhh! I CAN'T WAIT.

What kind of bottoms are you wearing?
basketball shorts.

How many windows are open on your computer?
four.

Are you sarcastic?
very.

Are you talkative?
i am.

Where did your last hug take place?
my doorway.

Who was it from?
nicholas. :)

Can you live a day without TV?
yeah.

What is the longest you have been in the car for a road trip?
a long time.

How many months are there until your birthday?
five.

When was the last time you were told you were cute?
tonight! :) he's sooo sweet. ha. aww i like him very much. like, just how he'll grab my hand and kiss it and just little cute stuff like that. i'm not use to being respected anymore now-a-days. and like, i know i said that with JD. but JD respected me almost.. too much. ha. it's hard to explain.

When was the last time you were truly, completely happy with your life?
right now.

Does anyone know your password besides you?
katie.

Do you look at the keyboard when you type?
i don't need to. i'm a typer pro.

How many serious relationships have you had?
two i guess.

Was last New Years enjoyable?
yesss! it was soo much fun.

Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
he texted me today. wtf. like i was sitting in ack's room by myself because her class was in the library and she told me to stay there. so when i was done doing everything i was just chilling, i never bother having my phone because it's in the middle of the school so we don't have service. but then i checked my phone and i had all these texts from court and nick and then i saw fag's number and i was like what? he had texted me like twenty minutes before saying 'hey mere.' (please call me mere like you're my friend) and then he texted me like five minutes later saying '?' and i just didn't text him back. like, seriously. i'm over youuu! leave me alone! and like, i know i use to be dumb and would still text him and want to hang out with him and stuff but after i realized how upset i was that he was there on saturday and when i felt how much i hated him. wow. i'm over it. especially because i've got my bud nicholas. <3 haha.

Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
we're texting right now. :)

Have your parents ever caught you drinking?
ha no. one time my mom found an empty wine cooler under my bed but i just said it was for art or something like that. whatever. ha.

Did you have an exciting last weekend?
yessss! it was amazing.

Have you ever crawled through a window? And when?
yeah. i did a lot last summer. and this summer.

When was the last time you talked to your number 1?
at school.

Has your number 1 on your friends ever made you cry?
nah.

Do you eat junk food everyday?
basically. <3

Describe your bestfriend?
amazing.

Have you held hands with anyone today?
i haveee.

How many different people of the opposite sex have you really cried over?
two.

Do you like your life as of now?
definitely.

How did you wake up this morning?
my alarm clock. then my mom or dad, i don't remember which one. and then my alarm clock again ha. it takes awhile for me to wake up.

What's something you really want right now?
cereal.

Are you afraid of the dark?
nope.

Do you miss anyone?
yes.

Would you prefer a baby girl or boy and why?
i don't want to pop out any babies.

Do you like school?
surprisingly yeah.

Do you care what others think about you?
ha please.

survey o1268.

ANOTHER SURVEY TAKEN FROM 9/4/2007.
old. new.

general questions.
1. How many times did you go to the beach this summer?:
A LOT. since i was down there for 2 weeks.
when i was in jamaica. and thenn. i went to the fake beach with kelsey. and then ideal beach with katie and melissa. :| ha gay.

2. What was your best vacation?:
the beach.!!!!! :D duh.
jamaicaaaaa. <3

3. Who did you see the most?:
um, katie.
marley. <333

4. What grade are you going into?:
well i already am in 11th.
and i'm already a seniorrrr now.

5. Anything exciting happen? If so, what?:
what during summer? HOLY SHIT A LOT HAPPENED.
yeahhh. same. jamaica was ballin. and then just the end of the summer too haha. cedar point.

6. What changed about you over the summer?:
well, i became a felon. i definitely fell in love with... being a hippie. :D bob marley became amazinggg!!!! my face is probably going to get cancer. um, i had some falling out with friends and people. but i got closer to certain people.
yeah, i became NOT a felon anymore. :) i started enjoying parties. like i've always like drinking but i usually only drink with a couple people, now i go to huge ass parties. <3 fucking love them. umm. i fell in love with coffee. OH! i became a whore. yup, that's what. but hopefully i'm over that. i've met a lot of new people too. and i became a lot happier. like, A LOT happier.

7. Name all the new people you met:
well its not that i MET them, but i became closer to them. except the people i met at the beach. i dont remember them so much. oh, and TEAM DIKE and the colorado people i met too. plus ERTEEEEEL AND BELLLLA.
WOW! i can'ttttt. allll the people at dustin's all the time. and just people at all these parties i went to. <3 people that went to jamaica with us, like laura's brother nate. he's so tyt hahah.

8. What this summer better than the last?:
it had its betters and worses.
eh. i unno. because last summer i went to europe and the beach. but i was also really unhappy because i became a felon, had a fall out with colin, and then at the end of the summer got my heartbroken. this summer i went to jamaica, but then when i came back i was really anti social for awhile. but the end of the summer was fucking amazing. so, i unno.

9. What has been your favorite song?:
anything BOB MARLEY.
redemption song. secondhand serenade songs too.

10. Have you had any summer flings?:
mhmmm.
hahah. OH YEAH.

11. How many times have you cried?:
um, like three times i can think of. honestly not very much.
umm. i think i cried like... yeah. i can only think of like three times too. i unno.

12. Are you excited about school starting?:
it already started and its gay.
it already started and i actually enjoy it.

13. Who are you looking forward to seeing?:
i was looking forward to seeing my frienddds.

14. How many parties have you been to?:
big parties are LAME.
hahah. told you i changed. wow, i can't even count how many parties that i've been to this summer. i went to like two or three at kelsey's house. and like five or six at dustin's house. two..ish at cj and fuck's. um, yeah. like every weekend i partied.

15. What's one random new thing that you learned?:
subtext is an anagram of BUTTSEX.
more rules of beer pong haha. like the rollback rule THAT I SUCK AT.

16. Has this been the best summer ever?:
like i said, it had its UPs and DOWNs.
i don't think it was the best summer ever. but i really liked it. ESPECIALLY THE END. the end was perfect. if my whole summer was like that, wow.

17. What's the dumbest thing you did?:
got a little too close to lyle.
getting a little too close to kenny. ha. i mean, i'm not dumb like i was last year though and i knew what would happen. so oh well. orrrrr NO! i know what the dumbest thing i did. sneaking out to see nate. yup. that was so dumb of me. ha. whateverrrr.

18. Did you grow at all?:
I WISH.
as a person, yeah. but physically YEAH FUCKING RIGHT.

19. Which of your friends haven't you seen this summer?:
there were a couple i didnt see. [ESPECIALLY GINA]
i didn't see a lot of my friends this summer. but oh well, because i see them now at school.

20. What movies have you seen in theaters?:
hairspray; harry potter auf deutsh; simpsons; i dont remember the rest.
um, wow i can't even remember. but i'll try. mama mia. pineapple express. harold and kumar. baby mama. i don't fucking know. i suck. haha. thanks drugs.

21. Who made you the happiest this summer?:
oh gosh. katie. and courtney cunt cutter! haha.
kelseyyyy.

22. Do you think your summer fling/relationship will end when school starts?:
they already did.
i don't really think i had that much of a FLING. like, there was nate. and he was a secret anyways. no oneee knows about me and him except for xanga people. because he was (well still is) with katy anyways. and then, joe. he never was fling either. he just followed me around everywhere after i made out with him. haha. and kenny.. yeah he's definitely done ha. ew. it's so weird to me thinking about that.

23. What was the coolest place you've seen?:
europe.
jamaica. <3

24. How many barbeques did you go to?:
a couple.
like one.

25. What has been the highlight of your summer?:
soooo much. the beach was probably the best though. :D!!!!!!
partying at the end! <3 fucking loved ittttt. AND JAMAICA. duh.

this summer, have you...
[xx] Been on vacation?
[xx] Been to the beach?
[xx] Kissed someone new?
[] Had more than 2 girl/boyfriends?
[x] Hooked up with someone you didn't like?
[xx] Been out of town?
[xx] Been out of state?
[xx] Been out of the country?
[x] Made a new best friend?
[x] Lost a friend?
[xx] Had one of your friends change for the worst?
[xx] Lost touch with someone?
[xx] Cried yourself to sleep?
[x] Been to any concerts or shows?
[x] Seen one of your teachers outside of school?
[xx] Done something you were proud of?
[xx] Talked to the person you like?
[xx] Performed infront of a large audience?
[] Been skinny dipping?
[x] Had a bonfire?
[x!x] Swam in the ocean?
[x] Discovered a new favorite band/store/etc?
[] Forgot simple multiplication and division for a couple seconds?
[] Seen your favorite band live?
[xx] Had sex?
[xx] Got sexually involved with someone new?
[] Changed the way you dress?
[x] Changed your make-up/hairstyle?
[] Purposely hurt yourself?
[x] Made your own survey?
[] Created your own website?
[xx] Learned how do to something?
[xx] Met someone who changed your life?
[xx] Read a good book?
[xx] Done something you regret?
[xx] Saw/read something that changed your outlook on life?

survey o1267.

SURVEY TAKEN FROM 9/4/2007.
old. new.

60 Things You Didn't Know About Me

Where are you right now?
the computer room.
the tv room.

Are you bored?
not really.
nah.

What day is today?
tuesday.
thursday.

Are you happy?
kind of. my feet hurt though.
yeah. my feet hurt too. and my tongue is on fire. ha.

Do you have a lot of friends?
i love my friends.
yessuh.

Are you close with them?
some of them.
depends what you mean by close.

Who do you tell everything to?  
katie, kind of.
no one.

Is that person your best friend?
most definitely.

Does your best friend call you their best friend?
she calls me her bfitwmfw.

Does your best friend have other best friends?
well, not as best as meeee. =]
no. ha. well, katie doesn't. corey might. i mean other than cory. but not really. patrick does, he has brice and kyle. and kelsey has lathanial chelsea and michel.

Do you ever fight with your best friend?
sometimes.
katie not really. corey not really. patrick never. kelsey not really.

Does your best friend know everything about you?
almost.
nooooo.

Do you know everything about your best friend?
almost.
yeah, almost. for the most part.

Are your friends jealous of your best friend?
oh yeah. haha.
yeah, like they really are ha.

Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
nopeee.
nah.

Do you have sex with that person?

Are you close with your boyfriend/girlfriend?

Do you want kids?
not so much.
nooo.

Do you miss being a kid? 
YES.

Who was the last person to call you? 
kelsey.
nick.

Who was the last person to text you?
katie.
homan. ew, nate texted me during third hour. wtf. i never texted him back.. finally. but like, really wtf is he trying to do hahah.

Who was the last person to comment on your myspace page?
cynthia.
hanbyeol.

Do you have facebook?
yes.

Who was the last person to write on your facebook wall? 
i dont know. and i'm not going to go look. probably megan.
becca or lacey.

Which do you like better facebook or myspace? 
myspace.
it's whatever.

Have you ever cheated? 
nopee.

Have you ever been cheated on?
mhm. in like 4th grade though haha.
UM. and jeremy sophomore year. and nate last year.

Would you ever cheat?
never.
i'd never want to do that to someone. it sucks so much.

Do you have any tattoos?
no.

Do you have any piercings?
yeah.

Do you have any regrets?
oneee.
yeah.

What are you wearing?
MY NIGHTGOWN LIKE ALWAYS.
ha, i remember when i use to wear that nightgown every night. i wore it to bed like two nights ago too. <3 ha i love it. buuut. i'm wearing my IU bball shorts. d-unit shirt. and track sweater. i'm soo cold.

Do you have plans for the weekend?
have funnn with katie isaiah lance nate and whoever else. well hopefully. unless katie pulls the fag card.
shrooms with katie on friday. i might go to the game afterwards. then probably party on saturday. oh, and cross country. i'm going to hang out with nathan sometime too. soo yeah ha.

Will you be with your friends this weekend?
duhh.
i sureeee will.

When was the last time you were drunk?
awhile ago.
saturday night/sunday morning.

Do you ever lie?
sometimes.
yeah.

Do you enjoy sex?
blah.
ha yeah.

How often do you have sex?
not very often.
mmm. i unno.

What was the last movie you watched?
sound of music?
spice world maybe.

Who was the last person to email you?
myspace.
colleges.

Is that person a close friend?
hm.

Would that person do anything to hurt you?

Does that person know a lot about you?
my grades ha.

Who was the last person you talked to?
my mom.
my dad.

What did you say?  
i dont remember. i think something about the video recorder.
we're going to go to taco bell. :) hahah and he asked when i wanted to go and i said once he takes a shower since he just ran ha. and yeah.

Do you wish you were somewhere else?
jamaica!
i wishhh.

Are you a nice person?
sometimes.
i can be.

Do people like you?
sometimes.
for the most part. i'm kinda more friendly than i was last year.

Do you have friends from out of state?
yeah.
i have friends from out of the country too.

Where do they live?
north carolina. ohio. michigan. places.
florida. california. korea. austria. germany.

Do you have friends from out of the country?
mhmm. many!
oh, well there you go.

Have you ever been out of the country? and if yes where?
YES. jamaica mexico cayman islands GERMANY (duh) switzerland belgium liechtinstein austria...

Where would you like to go?
back to jamaica please.
and switzerland. ah. but i really wish i could live in jamaica. it was amazing this summer.

What song are you listening to?
coffee shop.
positive vibration.

Are you getting bored of this survey?
not really.

Are you close with your parents?
not really.
my mom.

What's your favorite thing to eat?
pasta.
and every day in lunch i've been making myself wraps. wow, it's sooo good.

Whats the thing that you hate the most to eat?
SEAFOOD.

Do you think 60 questions is too many to answer?
not for lame people. :D!
hahha stop.

survey o1266.

SURVEY TAKEN FROM 9/3/2007.
OLD.NEW.

01. What has been the worst day of the week? And what happened to make it so awful?
this whole week was a piece of shit. too much thinking. and too much dad.
wow guess what my dad is still fucking annoying, sitting right here. but my day today was greatttt. so no.

02. Do you prefer Brocoli or Carrots?
either or. depends what theyre in.
broccoli i think.

03. Do you like the band 'I Am Ghost'?
never heard of them before.

04. Have you lost all your teeth?
yup.

05. What colour ink do you normally write in?
black. i hate blue ink.

06. What's your starsign?
pisces.

07. When typing 'Qwerty' do you press each key individually or run your fingers across the keys?
qwerty i just press each individual key because for the y i still have to use my right hand! ahaha gay.
yeah.

08. List everything that's blue, in your line of view:
no too much.
um, my shirt. my dad's blue jeans. the background on project runway.

09. Have you seen some of the videos on PETA.TV? What emotion[s] do they provoke from you?
i wont watch them. id get too depressed.

10. Imagine you actually could, would you change anything that happened in the past?
yes one thing.
yup. definitely ^ that. and kenny probably. and getting pulled over. and nate altogether. ew.

11. Who/what is the one thing that made you the person you are today, other than sex?
all of the mistakes that ive made. i've definitely learned from them and theyve made me who i am today. and of course a lot my friends too.
past experiences.

12. Do you find Avril Lavignes song 'Girlfriend' annoying or awesome?
i liked it at first and now its just wahtever.
ha i remember when belle, a foreign exchange student from last year had to do a dance to that song and it said fuck and ackattack got sooo pissed. it was hilarious.

13. Did you watch any 'Skins' episodes? What was your favourite and why?
what?

14. Do you read a book, or some of a book everyday?
some of a book everyday.

15. How many portions of fruit and veg have you had today?
i dont know. not much.
i hate strawberries in my yogurt today at lunch. but i don't think i've really had any vegetables. i unno whatever.

16. Do you enjoy Easter time? And do you actually celebrate it?
yeah i like it and celebrate it.

17. Do you like driving over bridges?
i honestly never have thought about it before.
i don't mind it.

18. Do you prefer salted or sweet popcorn, and why?
salted. its just how popcorn is suppose to be, at least to me.
sweet popcorn isn't cute to me.

19. Do you, or anyone in your family enjoy Golf?
my dad. i like mini golf every now and then though.
i like mini golf but then once i start sucking when i play, i get sooo pissed.

20. Do you have a cold or any illness curerently?
nope.
nopeee. everyone else is sick though. ANTM IS ON!

21. Have you seen the film '300' ? If you have, what did you think?
no i didnt see it.
i never wanted to see it.

22. What song lyrics appeal to you currently:
i wanna grow old with you.
anything bob marley.

23. Are you an observent person?
very much so.

24. Do you like Linkin Parks new single, What I've Done?
i cant remember it so obviously its whatever.

25. Who's birthday is coming up next?
molly's.

26. Do you share your birthday with anyone famous?
no. george washington's is the day after mine though.

27. What was the last thing you ate/drank?
chocolate milk.
water.

28. Do you have any exams coming up soon?
nope.
school basically just started.

29. Do you know what anti-sematism is?
yes.

30. Who is your most annoying family member?
my dad.
omfg.

31. What colour is your toothbrush?
blue and white.
blue and white and orange. <3

32. Which band was your first concert?
never.

33. Do you think the new Spiderman film looks good?
i havent seen the third one yet.
still haven't seen it yet hah.

34. Have you seen the trailer to 'Harry Potter And The Order Of The Pheonix' ? Do you think it looks good?
i saw it over in germany. and i think it left out A LOT.

35. What song best fits your life/peronality?
well, it WAS stehe und warte. but now... i dont know there are a lot i can think of. hide and seek.. leave the pieces... world of my own. =]
world of my own definitely. <3 awake.

36. Are there any songs that have/do reduce you to tears? Which ones?
there are some that make me sad everytime i hear it but i dont cry very easily.
almost lover almost did.

37. The last book you read was:
the witch must die.
i'm reading wicked right now.

38. Have you heard any Grey Daze? What do you think of them?
noo.

39. Have you got a VampireFreaks account?
hahaaha no i was telling val i was going to get one though and be the only preppy girl on there. hahahaha.
i'm kind of over this survey because i want to watch antm now haha.

40. What's you URL?
fredandsimon.

41. Can you use grammar correctly?
mhmm.

42. Do you know the difference between 'Your' and 'You're' ?
well yeah. just because english isnt my first language, i'm not THAT stupid haha.
haha, it's like duh.

43. When did you first hear about the band Hellogoodbye?
awhile ago. i use to LOVE their songs.
i heard about them years ago when they first came out.

44. Tea, Coffee or neither:
gree tea.
COFFEE!

45. Have you ever felt you might die of jealousy?
nope.
i don't get jealous. like, i really don't ha.

46. Have you kept the tag on this survey?
no i never do.
hahah i always take them off. i use to have like people comment and tell me they were gonna put me on their jocker list if i do it again. i'm like, ok go ahead. do it. see if i care. i'll still get my surveys anyways. hahah.

47. Have you ever been attacked by a chicken?
haa no but thatd be pretty tyt.

48. Did you go the 'Give It A Name' concerts?
nope.?

49. Do you want to see Pirates Of The Carribean - At Worlds End?
yes i still havent seen it.. LAME!
and i still haven't! wtfffff.

50. What colour is your tee-shirt?
i'm not wearing a t-shirt. its a nightgown. and its mostly purple.
blue and white.

I'M ABOUT TO GO WATCH ME SOME ANTM
& EAT SOME CHIPS AND SALSA NOW.

goodnighttttt. <3