well mi life has changed! 1 good one bad!
the good . . . i finally found a guy i rly rly like hes sooo sweet to me i wuld not be with anyone else!
    
the bad . . . . im so tired of ppl talking shit and makin me feel like shit u think u hav friends but then it hits u most of the ppl that u thot was ur friend rly isnt! mi self esteem right now is prolly at the lowest it ever has been . . . 
 
got a problem with me?
Solve it
think Im tripping?
then tie my shoe
cant stand me?
then sit down
cant face me?
then turn the Fuck around 
Never underestimate the pain of a person because the truth is... everyone is struggling... it's just that some people handle it better than others."
it's just one of those days when I need to disappear - get a w a y from everything - cause i'm not liking it here."
I didn’t want to admit it
It was easier to lie
Hide the hurt and emptiness
To smile instead of cry
I run upstairs, away from my fears
my face crashes on my pillow, covered in tears
WE'LL BE FRiENDS 4-EVER
    
1million memories
10 thousand inside jokes
1 hundred s h a r e d secrets
1 reason
best friends
there was double daring, pinky swearing
and vowing to be friends forever
our interests in toys slowly changed to boys
but we`ve always stuck together
we`ve have our fights at sleepover nights
that didn`t work out as we planned
but we'd try 2 forget, no matter how upset
we'd try 2 understand when i say i love u
i mean it from the heart i'll always care
and always b there like u have from the start
at one point in time we'll say our goodbyes
become adults and live separate lives
but sun or rain, no matter what weather
ur always my friend, * now and forever *
best friends understands when youu say forget it.
waits forever when youu say just a minute //
stays when youu say leave me alone. and openss
the door even before youu say come on in. <3
now thats when youu say best friendss forever
i love muh chadlyn thanx for always bein there you kno ill do the same for you! love you boo | 
