Hey guys............... wel yesterday didnt quite go as planned... i ate a salad, and a medium vanilla shake and like a quarter of a sundae... so as usual i sucked.. so far 2day ive eaten 2 corn thins and im hoping that will be the total intake 4 2day... unlikely ill manage it though knowing me....

i have work again 2day. how fun. well it should be ok seeing as the guy i like is working 2day :)

and yer i better go & get ready i have 2 walk 2 work....

Heyyyy guys.......... ok so 2day was pretty damn boring... just school and work. i did ok on the eating side tho wich was good.

i ate 1 small salad, like 3 bites of this curry-type thing i made in home ec, 3 apples and 4 corn thins with various sauces from mcdonalds.. so i think about 300 calories in total? im not really sure im guessing.

and yer.. i hav nothing else 2 say really... im planning on just eating a salad 2moz and thats it... il probly end up eating more though knowing me.

and that is everythign i have to say really. school is going crap im behind on about 4 assignments and everyone is annoying me lol.

WTF??? Wel like predicted yesterday i didnt manage the liquid fast.. however all i ate was an apple and about half a slice of pizza.... yet i look in the mirror this morning and my stomach is absolutely huge. no joke. i feel like i ate an entire pizza not half a slice... i dont actually remember the last time i saw it that bloated. its not that time of the month or anything.. its just bloated for absolutely no reason. so basically that half slice of pizza made me this huge. so im trying the liquid fast again. whats the bets i fail. the size of my stomach is probably gonna motivate me a bit more than yesterday i suppose...

mmm so yesterday was crap.. my retarded 'best friend' was still going on about my ex talking to her all the time and how she thinks he likes her.. i still kinda have feelings for him and she dam wel knows it... she just wants to make me feel like shit and feel jealous of her. and then she was going on about some other guy i used to like and how every1 apparently thinks he likes her..... argh i hate her.

and thats all i have to say really. thanx 2 the people who have been leaving me comments lately.. sorry if i havent replied back on your xanga ive been a bit busy.. i will get round to it sometime though so dont let that stop you commenting me

xxxxxxxxkat

Omg im so fucking over evrything... i ate like a fucking pig 2day... i ate round about 800 calories... im gona gain all that fucking weight i was hoping to lose.

and im so over my so calld best friend.. shes been flirting with my ex, and now she was going on to me about how much skinnier she is than me and how pretty she is.. what a fucking loser... im sick to death of her...

Argh im going on a liquid fast... for the next however many days. i dont spect ill manage it knowing me.. im just a complete failure. im gonna try it tho n see how long i can do it for

wish me luck.... xxxxxkat

Ok so i've come up with a new idea 4 a diet plan... kinda like the 2,4,6,8 diet.. im gonna fast 1 day, 200 calories the next day and 400 the next, fasting the next, 200 the next and so on. i have my semi formal dance thing at school in 2 weeks time so i figured if i followed this diet just up til then i should hopefully look half decent in my dress.. when i bought it i was a a lot skinnier.......

so yer 2day i have work again.. how fun. im really hoping i can manage to stick to this fast.. i really need to after what happened yesterday and the day before. i have a really bad stomach ache 2day anyway from eating so badly yesterday so it shouldnt be 2 difficult 2 manage a fast ...

thanx 2 every1 that left me comments... good luck & stay strong

xxxxkat