dis sum bull shit rite hea tonite....

dis iss foe ma never Borned.... sumwhere out der u noe i got nuttin but luv foe u... sorri foe da world's schemes and trickzz dese bitchess be pUllin. i dunno wut to think noww... all i noe iss dat i would never wanna bring ma unborn seedz to a world like diss. sorri for ma decisions i guess i have no choice but to live a different lifee. to wut could or have been.... but never existed.

to u frum ma past....how u gone do dat to ur own...take away ma unborn diliberately...Y....?? y choose to let me noe now?? with misery and paIn and agony iss all i feell and breathe..... i will never forgive nor forgettt.....

and now to u frum ma present.... i noe dat the thought of it scares anyone frum thugz to killerz so i am not suprised wen u didnt want it... but the onli tearz i shed was da ones dat witnessed u prayed to GOD not to have ma unborn seedz....but its ok i i dont blame u.....

* 2 GOD... i noe out der u got eyes and earz, chu da onli one knowin exactly wut im goin thru.... wut ma unborn seedz ever do to deserve diss.... constantly now afraid to accidently drop a seed and curse my babyz.... dont ever want dem to grow up with a broken family tree...wut am i to do?? *

so remember disss....as i breathe....remember da lack of mercy as i breathe, remember the lack of compasssion, and remember dis lack of forgivinesss to dis worldd.......

*dONe sheddIN DRiedd TEARzzz* nigka FUCK EM ALLLLL... no remorse

" oH LORD help meeh change my waYz, show a lil mercy on judgement day, i was raised dis way, i never let em play meeh 4 a bustA, makin hell foe a HUStler..."

aY lord hope u can see thru ma  heart and soul...dis world iss colddd wen u all alone....i have sInned, juss pleaze keep in mind dat thru the future, wuteva isss dat i do, i ALOne shall bare it all and no1 else. Cuz nobody can LIVE dis lIFE foe meeh, no1 else can bare it all like meeh....JUSS keep in mind lORd as u watch my lifeee.....dat ITS hard beiN an aNgeL, WEn im LIvin in helll........ AMen *sInNed out on 7-19-03*