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Friday, October 20, 2006

Marie and Halloween

I never really understood my own fondness of this holiday, yet I still regard it as the best holiday of the year- tied with the winter hols. Perhaps it had something to do with the heaps of candy I used to get and save for the entire year (or at least until Easter came, in which I would then stock up, yet again with those chocolate eggs and chaco bunnies). Perhaps it had something to do with our ability of to change to whomever we want to, just for one night. Maybe it was that appeal of the dark, vampires, and 'monsters' and the magic it brings to me. I suppose the magic that Disney brought was easily replaced with this dark infatuation I can barely explain. All I know is that sometimes, I still look at the darkened sky at the moon and the treetops and wonder when my vampire would come. It has nothing to do with the goth scene. But the goth scene come close enough, I suppose. For all the wrong reasons. I hope to never grow out of it.

 

Happy Halloween everybody!

 

[yes I do have an understanding of the historie of all Hallow's eve, and the day of the dead that follows it. "All Soul's Day]

 

El Dia de los Muertos .


Monday, September 25, 2006

I wish...

I was able to throw a big 18 Marie-style Debutante ball in which all my dearest mates could all attend. Even the one's that are abroad and/or dead.  : /
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Tuesday, September 12, 2006

I shall be retreating to the recesses of the pit - which is also called my (home)work...

soon enough

 

 

 

Today I met a boy who has an uncanny resemblance to David Bowie.. weird. I never thought much about David Bowie's appearance, but that boy was FETCHING!!!!!

The other day whilst I was at this party at this restaurant that served one of the most putridly atrocious food I ever tasted - saw this 20-some Scandi boy with very light skin. I fancied I had enough courage to approach him, but I was mistaken. I did have enough ballsazks to come open to my party about how I just had to invigorate my unseemingly unsatiable eyes with some man candy.

It made me wonder where and when exactly did I develop this boldlyness. Yes the one absent when I fancied I should go up to him in front of his friends and say, "hi, I don't know you, and it's probably illegal for you to have a relationship with me, but you're really cute".

Speaking of which, I officially can't practise my pedophileness for middleschoolers in 2 months, when I'll be legal. I'm a little scared and annoyed by such laws that prohibit two(or three) people from expressing their feelings to each other expecially with the lingering fear of rejection hovering everytime anyway.

Then it occured to me how Jeaux brought up the fact that I was, quote: "wild". I guess I am pretty  BOLD in cases compared to most of my comrades; in instances. Just not around the mass population of that hell hole that they enjoy calling 'public education'.

Oh wow, I can almost hear Mr. Jonesee say 'public' like pyublic.. hehe..  Speaking of which, I think I've pissed off the ol' hag in so many levels, its ridiculous. I think I've sank in deeper in this sink hole when I came up with my most brilliant idea of going to Prom (most likely homecoming) with Mr. Reinhard - Mr. Jones even.. :D

Lucas pointed out that I could ask him (Reinhard) and that he'd even probably say yes.. (doubtfull) Then I really realised that he wouldn't agree to it. That wasn't what really upsetted me. But the realisation that no guy would probably agree to go to any social function with me (unless I paid them, of course, which in ordinary occurances wouldn't have posed any implications, except I really wanted them to be meaningfull). Paying them would of course kill the whole concept of what I wanted my experience to be. If I wanted to pay someone, it might as well be a very fetching escort. Not that I would resort to that sort of thing anyway.

Considering the fact that I don't see the reason why girls would get this upset over this sort of thing, this is really weird coming from me. I'm not completely grotesque.

.................am I?

 

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Monday, September 04, 2006

CRIKEY!

R.I.P. The Zany, crazy, act-a-foo' mofo, bad ass extraordinaire import from Australia - Steve Erwin.

Well, at least he had the pleasure of leading a very, very adventurous lifestyle.

I bet you if he didn't have his mouth engaged to an oxygen tank, when that stingray smighted him in the ol' thumper he woulda said:

 

"CRIKEY!"

 


Thursday, August 24, 2006

The world's gone kraze-ey

THE MUTHAS CUTT OFFFF PLUTO, WTF?!?

 

I feel such remorse for the man who discovered Pluto - its almost as if all his work has gone in vain.

 

... in other news... there is no other news except I hope none of Yevgen's relatives or friends were hurt nor involved with that plane crash in Ukraine...

OOOOOO!! Eastside Culinary is about to launch the very first Highschool ice carving club in North America! And what are the odd's that its in Florida?!!??! WHOA!!!!!!!!!

I just really hope that this will be a great year. Best if possible. Ey- its got potential - and I've got a lot of libido to go along with it too. Its just really weird to have all your friends leave and go to college and all I'm left with are the people closer to my age or younger, both of which  I have yet to  really get close to.

This will be a great year.



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