xxspecialemilyxx's Xanga

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Sun, 05 Nov 2006 19:48:49 GMT

its been so long since ive been on this. do people even still use it haha. hm. just saying hi after about 5 billion years. latez, EM!

hmmm

Sat, 15 Jul 2006 16:41:50 GMT

wow. long time no write. WHO STILL USES THIS????? lol no, really. maybe ill use it again? haha

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 02:04:11 GMT

NO WAY JOSE! im writing in this xanga of a thing! its been... months. i just felt like checking in. does anyone still use this lol

Sunday, September 25, 2005

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 01:16:53 GMT

oh yes! im not using xanga anymore! i dont think. i mean ill keep this one but yeah. myspace is more cool. http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=12619904&Mytoken=E907E63E-EB59-4EF9-A7CE26BB301FB65B1053234203

haha yeah i dont hvae a name for it i guess.... eh, who knows. maybe i do.

anyhoo, LATERR!

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 20:00:00 GMT

AAH! xanga has gone dead! or maybe i just havent been able to get on. but still. this might possibly be my last xanga entry... haha like ill keep my xanga so i can look at your guyses but yeah. i dont think im going to give this one to people in hawaii. everyone uses myspace here anyway. i had one in carlisle but... i dont know. i might use that now.

anyhoo! schools stressful, im in a bunch of clubs, work is ok, there are some really cool people, XC is great!, i am way super tanner than i was before (i even have tanlines), annd i love you all plus ltos more.

lalala im kind of grr though. its so stupid that someone who was supposed to be one of your best friends completely abandons you once you leave. super not cool. not only that but someone who i cared soooo much about in various ways. someone that was SO special to me just skj.dgfrks.whatever. its kind of sucks though. now that i say that though i kind of think its their problem since ive tried.

hmmm it was really hard moving here but in a way it might be a good thing... its made me grow up some.. or i think. who knows. plus its a cool place with awesome people. so its all good.

hey i must go do more homework. ughy. lata

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 02:30:27 GMT

Hey you guys!! wow long time no chat! well it seems long anyway. yeeah. so last week was good. lots of homework. and other stuff. hmm. i have silly teachers. well some of them. like my chemistry teacher. but its ok i mean shes a good person. ok but i bet you guys dont really want to hear that haha

lalalala so fast forwarding to last weekend... friday i accidently worked too late in the cafeteria thingy so i missed XC practice but its ok because I got free icecream! yeah! AND i got to ride the bus home with teare. I am becoming a super good bus taker. well not really.. like i was late for school 2 days in a row jsut because i.. well lots of things. anyhoo, then that night i went to a movie (Brothers Grimm- uuh not that great if you plan on seeing it) yeah well that was pretty fun! haha there were a lot of people from MPI there and stuff. then saturday i was going to go to a show at coffee talk but... my parents didnt want to pick me up. and they wont let me stay at guys houses so. yeah. i mean yeah. and then sunday blablabla oh yeah this weekend was dedicated to homework very much so

ok well anyway!!!!!! umm. dude my first XC meet is this saturday!!! wow. OH YEAH!!! and you guys!! I made varsity!! WOOO! yay! good stuff. i need to start getting sleep and eating right though and stuff. im so glad my appetite is coming back too! for a while there i was getting full on something like half a muffin!

i meet lots of interesting people on the bus.... and they give me things lol. like mangos, advice, or in some cases numbers of.. guys. that are way too old anyway. ughy. i cant wait until i can drive AND have a car

oh yeah and i move into my house tomorrow! i dont get internet for 2 weeks though:( oh and we might get a new computer *for school purposes only.* psh yeah right. thatd give us 4 computers plus my dad has his work computer AND laptop. grr. he doesnt want one in my room but... whats he going to do? line all of them up in our sunroom? psh. i dont know. its been kind of hard having him back. oh yeah, and its so sad... i see such young people sleeping at the bus stops i go to in the morning. i mean homeless people:(and even some of my moms students dont have anywhere to live (she kind of works in the projectsish area) and ah. its so sad. i really just want to help them ya know?

@(!#^@*& im only on day 21 of purpose driven life! ive let school get in the way! i should be almost done with that now! oh and everyone read crime and punishment!!!!!!<333 im reading it again for a book report. i absolutely love it to pieces. i mean... you can hardly explain its greatness with words

lalala. i think ive matured a lot since ive left carlisle. i cant believe how much ive changed since last time i was here... its so weird when im walking around places that i did when i was 4/5 years old to 13. it just makes me think about things... i dont mean to say ive changed who i am though! ill always be emily

haha im babble-ing on and on and on about stupid stuff. well it would be worse if i hadnt gone running and figured things out in my head

uuh yeah but i really really like it here! i mean i have days where i really miss carlisle but i feel so blessed that things are so awesome here. when i get my own computer ill actually give out my xanga to people here. i dont know. hm

i hope you people inc arlisle had a good first day of school!

ok well much love all gtg

~Em<3

**oh and im sorry if i havent been able to comment you guys back yet this time! im out of time so ill talk to you all later! bye!

Sunday, August 21, 2005

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 03:06:29 GMT

Hello everybody!! woo lots that happens.

ok well aah i just got finished with almost all of my homework! finally! still have one more outline for honors chem. but yeah. and its only saturday. yeeah baby haha

soo last night was actually really great! i cannot disclose the events on this xanga. so if you actually want to know just ask me somehow someway lol. but it was super fun and exciting and i really wish i could put it on here

ok well im actually really starting to like this school. kind of. i still miss carlisle. like i wasnt thinking about it as much and all of that but when i wrote a composition for english that had to do with it i realized that i still feel sad about leaving and stuff. hmm.. good times. but everything happens for a reason. besides, i now see that some things i see differently now.

anyhoo. im psychic. christa called me right when i was thinking hmm i wonder how christa is. aah shes so lucky. gets to see hanson brothers like from 2 feet away. hmph. and meg called too! and she got an autograph from relient k singer matt:( no fair!! grrr. umm yeah but im really glad i talked to them. and aeri and erin. and the couple people that i texted with. haha good people.. aah i wish i could come back. i might come visit actually.. possibly this winter or ill just go next summer. if i end up going that is.

umm tonight i was supposed to do a couple of things. i decided to hang out and finish homework since i want to go hang out with some people tomorrow. plus, im doing volunteer work at a guitar festival. working at the shaved ice stand. kind of cool. hopefully ill get to hang out with some people later...

anyhoo. im kind of not happy for one thing. i mean this may be totally stupid and i might sound obsessed or stalkerish. ok well its just you know its kind of makes me feel bad when the person i used to tell everything to kind of stops talking to you in all. or doesnt really anymore. and then just ske.rbfbesj,res lots of stuff. i mean. its not like i care if they get girlfriends or w.e sekterfes.

oh and theres this dude i like but i ahev to go laterr!

**ok part of that was about pat. but its ok i wont even talk about it anymroe so dont worry! haha why make myself not happy? haha and i cant tell you all about the guy i lkike because i might start giving out my xanga to other people now. or from my new school. yeah. so. secret. hehe

***yepp well i met some really cool people here!!! its pretty cool. ok but i have to go later babays (haha jk!) mucho love

****haha did you guys know that sophomore= wise fool. yeah. thats right. thats explains it...

ok later for real! bye!

Friday, August 19, 2005

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 01:00:32 GMT

hey everybody!! whoa lots of comments!! ill try to comment you all back but if i dont i will as soon as i can. because i love you guys all lots!

soo long time no.. write. ive had school. ltos of its. lots of homework. my classes are like alg2b (i start precalc 2nd semester- they spend more time on it than regular schools because of sats... so yeah) umm i really like my school. i ended up taking latin.(is no german at this school.) they have about the greatest technology center ever! or that ive ever seen. man... like. its so crazy ill tell you guys about it some other time. but it makes me super excited. and... stupid honors english had no opening since i c ame late so im in regular witha meanyhead of a teacher. like grr. its ok though my test scores say im at college level so as long as i can do that on my own its all good. theres always next couple years. this this IB program (its better than taking AP courses) and i can knock off some college there. uuh. honors chem... world civ... um stuff like that. oh and speech! and im on speech and debate team. some of my classes change next semester though. and no pe! 2 sports a year covers it! so i already have enough i think. i will be able to talk. whoa. yeah. the schools kind of neat though like some famous people came from it.

started XC... i kind of miss carlisles program but here im in the top 5 girls. maybe i got faster or... there could just not be any maries or marys on this team. hm. its all good. coach said we might get to oregon or california! yeeah!

well i have friends! yay! it sucks though im kind of upset... my mom wont let me go to the pipeline cafe thingy. because of the people there. grr. like tomorrow its rock concert thingies. and mosh pits. hm.

lalalala i wish my ipod was charged... but i have some cds like nirvana and the verve and rush with me. and some others. so its all good. if i get time ill change the song to the next one on that track.

uuh well there are some quite becoming guys here i mean even atmy school! especially this one. but im so confused on my feelings. like. i wish some relationships didnt have to end. like. not friendships. or maybe A *special* relationship. yeah. i dont know. i just need to talk to someone.

STILL not in my house yet. haha its been busy with my parents working so were waiting until next week.

haha sometimes i feel weird here though with my chapstick and then other people rolling by in fancy cars and lots of expensive stuff. but its ok ahha it really doesnt matter what a person has as long as theyre cool people.

hmhmhmhm. well lots of other stuff but im afraid i have like 5 billion tests tomorrow and plenty of h.w. so if i get done in time ill come back and comment you all back! otherwise i will this weekend!

Love, Em

**grr.:( every comment i make my family has to say something mean or start and argument. even if im just yay this is yummy. haha and this person wontbe at school tomorrow:(

***oh and yay! some people i knew from before go to midpac! haha i felt so bad the first day though because this guy i used to always hang out with said *hey bob* and i forgot his name and then asked him if he was a sophomore. im so stupid. haha well then again... sophomore means wise fool in latin.

-ok well lots more but this entry is waay too long already. so much love and laterr

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 20:07:31 GMT

Roll up, roll up for the mystery tour.
Roll up and that’s an invitation, roll up for the mystery tour.
Roll up to make a reservation, roll up for the mystery tour.
The magical mystery tour is waiting to take you away lalalalalalalalalalala

haha i love music... its even better than chocolate brownies during my.. time of the month.lol

man i love you all who text or call me or comment or talk to me in some way. it makes me feel soo much better. like. especially since im not there. lalala life would be so pointless and lame without having some sort of relationship with people.

yepp well i start new school tomorrow. silly college prep school... im kind of worried its going to consume my time. and make me how i almost was before last time i went to a private school (obsessed with getting As and etc.) ughy. like. well as long as i have friends im good. i just dont want to be stressed out. and i was reading my "The Purpose Driven Life" book and i read a chapter on that. how relationships are the most important thing ever. like. i would read that book even if i was atheist or some other religion. it makes you think... anyway on to other matters

hmmm. i just am not being attracted to the guys here. its not the lack of hotness its just. i dont know. like i left carlisle a little more than a month ago and that was the last time i had a boyfriend. haha maybe he made my standards too high. in a way. maybe. nvm im going to end up saying something that will sound lsetkd

what else... hm. its been um very hard with my dad back. i cant exactly explain it.

soo have fun everyone! ttyal!

Thursday, August 11, 2005

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 22:14:55 GMT

grr. this computer is too slow

yepp so i finally found people here with xangas and all of that stuff! but then i forgot the paper i had them on... oh well. ill get around to it at some point.

soo im changing schools... (and not to an all girls one!!) i get to go to this super super cool school called midpac. yeah. it started yesterday though. but i wont start until next week. yep. lol and just when i was starting to get used to the other school... but im probably going to take japanese now! yeah. pretty cool. oh yeah and i could possibly be a junior this year. i find out tomorrow i think

aah im just so confused. kind of. on just how i should feel about stuff. more like family stuff.. i dont know

im getting a new cell phone! woo. i dont think i have to change my number though...

umm. yeah so im going to do XC. after that ill decide if i want to do karate. which i do but its kind of inconvenient. who knows?? haha everything will work out

so lately ive been too complainy. which= no good. and i just need to make the best of things... hmm. ugh my brother and sister are going to wslejbtlk. jk. thats not good

anyhoo. i hopefully will have my layout changed along with the song today. like in 2 minutes since i have to go kind of. yeah. ok well later all!!

much love, Em

edit-- ok well my layouts changed! uuh it comes from a good song so if you know what its about thats why i have this layout.. and thenthe songs come as you are by nirvana. or i hope it is i cant hear it. okiedokie later