hey guys srry my comp is screwed up and i cant load icons so.... yeah it might be down for a while! well i think i have some quotes for ya tho!
Depressing quotes--
1. She seems like your average girl
Goes to school with a smile on her face
Yet walks around with her head in a whirl
Her lifes like an unsolved case
2. She sets her goals high
She has lots of hopes and dreams
Often askin herself why?
Wondering exactly what perfect means
3. Her lifes starting to fall apart
But she holds it all inside
Not wanting to explain or knowing where to start
Just looking for some place to hide
4. She makes it through each day
Wishing things will be alright
Not knowing what to say
Crying herself to sleep at night
5. "In everyone's past there is a love they never got over and a summer when it began."
6. "If I had one wish, I'd wish you next to me, and it could be summer, fall or spring cause you make my heart sing. I wanna give you my heart, my soul, my love to you. Cause everyday I'm not with you, I'm missing you, like crazy."
7. i dont get it, how can people be so rude? people tell you to never let anything bother you, you should never care what people say about you, that you shouldnt care what people do to you, all of my friends think im so strong, that i dont care what poeple say or do to me, but what they dont know is that what people say to me, does actually hurt me, it hurts so much that i cry myself to sleep at night. some people dont understand how much one word can hurt you. but what hurts the most is when that one person that you love, tells you. ur ugly or your fat, it hurts so fucking much. some people get to the point to where they want to hurt themselves. others just pretned that it doenst hurt when truly it does, and then they cry themselves to sleep. but how can someone actually say somethign so hurtful to another human being and not care? i dont get it.
8. in any moment of uncertainty, step back from your life and take a look at your friends and family who want nothing more than happiness for you
9. why do girls always run from the guys
who try to make them happy but fiight
for thee ones who' make them c r y ?
10. i think part of the reason why we hold on to'
something so tight for so long is because we
fear something so great wont happen twice
11. the good thing about pictures is - they never
change even though the people iin them do
love quotes --
12. wish I could explain what I feel for you
The feelings are so strong that its so hard to put into words
The words "I love you" are just simply not enough
13. I love you for reasons which is quite impossible to define, simply because the words do not exist that might do justice to the feelings i experience whenever i see you or touch you, or hear your voice or even know you're somewhere nearby, even if i cannot see you at the time. -
14. If anyone ever asks me what part of my life you are, I will look at them and smile and
say, "The best part." The happiness you give me is something I'll never be able to get
enough of. I love having you in my world, and I love having you to love. -
15. Tears flow from my eyes in little misguided river paths … maybe if I had only been able to hug you once more, or hold your hand as you left. Maybe then this wouldn’t hurt so much. Maybe then I would be able to understand why I am left here alone. It was once said, "Who do you turn to when the one who can stop your tears is the one who is making you cry?" I wish they had found an answer … maybe then losing you would be easier for me to deal with. But the thought of life without you is too painful to bear … it actually hurts. Like a cut on my skin, only the cut is much deeper … it’s on my heart.
16. i used to be afraid of so many things, that I'd never grow up, that I'd be trapped in the same place for all eternity, that my dreams would forever be shy of my reach, it's true what they say, time plays tricks on you. one day youre dreaming the next your dream has become your reality and now that the scared little girl no longer follows me wherever I go, i miss her. i do. because there are things that i want to tell her, to relax, to lighten up, that it is all going to be okay. i want her to know that meeting people who like you, who understand you, who actually except you for who . you all will become an increasingly rare occurrence these people who contributed to who i am they are with me where ever i go. and as history gets rewritten in smalls way with each passing day my love for them only grows, because the truth is it was the best of times. mistakes were made, hearts were broken, harsh lessons learned, but all that has receded into fond memory now. how does it happen? why are we so quick to forget the bad and romanticizes the good? maybe it's because we need to believe that the time we spent together actually meant something. that we were there for each other in a time in our lives that defined us all. That time our lives that we will never forget. I can't swear that's exactly how it happened. but this is how it felt
17. for once instead of tellin me reasons why i shouldnt
cry, actually pay attention to the reasons why i am
18.sometimes its easier for me to pretend rather
than face my feelings. sometimes its easier to
try to make it alone rather than risk gettingg
hurt again. sometimes its easier to be numb
towards certain peopl so i dont let them get
to close. sometimes im scared, but whenn i
act numb towards you- it doesnt mean i dont
care... it means i care too much
19. good byes make yu think . they make you'
reaLize what yu had and what yu lost and
what yu have taken for granted . .
20. god saw you getting tired and a cure was not to be so he put
his arms around you and whispered "come to me" with tearful
eyes we watched you, and saw you pass away although we
loved you dearly wee could not make you stay a golden heart
stoped beating, hard working hands at rest. god broke our hearts
to prove to us that he only takes the best
[[ so true ]] ^
21. thee greateest pain in life is not to diie,but to be i g n 0 r ed the greateest paiin in life is not to die,but to be f 0 r g o t t e n
the greatest pain in life is not to die,but to have ppl think you dont care
but when it seems the only person who cares abouutt youu .. is y0uu
that is the greatest pain of all
22. ever get that feeling where your aboutt to cry and your throat starts to hurt and you get all choked up .. and even though you holdd it in,it feeels soo much betterrr to you wheen youu sttopp holden on and - let it all go
23. There's something wrong with my life. Everything used to be fine but now it's almost as if nothing is. People just really need to stop talking shit about everyone and everything because sometimes it just fucking hurts. It seems like the whole world has walked out and is now standing together against me. And I'm all by myself. The only person that I need to care about me - is too busy with some other girl to even be nice to me. It feels like everything is falling apart and it's ripping me up inside. I just want everything to go back to normal.
24. "sometimes they take people, and they don't say why, sometimes people leave and never say goodbye, sometimes there are no second chances to say i love you, sometimes there are no next times, sometimes you lose someone and you feel like your heart has followed them to heaven, sometimes there is just nothing you can do to make the tears stop."
25. behind my smile is a hurting heart
behind my laugh, i`m falling apart.
look closely at me and you will see.
the girl i am .. isn`t me
26. She says She doesn't care, but her eyes tell a different story
some quotes i did --
27. through pain & anger, hurt & sadness.. i still seem to see the best in you.
28. sometimes i wish i were dying, just to see who would stick around<3
29. when i see you with her; kissing her & hugging her; telling her shes your world; tears start to fall down my cheeks, because that's what you would do to me, kiss me & hug me.. & whisper in my ear .."your my world baby"..
30. your just a star in the sky, except your the only one i see
31. when i hear our song on the radio, i remember me n' you just like we used to be
32. don't forget about us.. how we used to be.. &&how much we loved each other
33. baby, i would wait forever to be in your arms, cuz i no it would be worth it in the end
34. she pretends she's okay, she goes through each day knowing theres hope. No one knows how much she suffers. Deep inside all she wants to do is hide, because its getting too tough, way to tough.. she doesn't wanna go home anymore, she's getting sick of all the crying. oShe looks at the pictures of her when she was young, & wonders what went wrong. She used to be so happy, so full of life. Now she doesn't know who she is. No one knows her anymore, she's fading away.. They can see the pain in her eyes now, After years of black tears & sleepless nights. She Slowly wipes the tears from her eyes & looks at herself in the mirror, Who is this girl? What is she becoming? She doesn't know anymore, she's loosing her hope now, her faith.. faiding away. She is loved. But she takes it for granted sometimes.. She Doesn't know what to do anymore.. She's growing so fast.. if only she realised how much he could help her, she would be fine<3
-- Quotes --
35. "I act like I don't care, but the truth is I care too much."lately i've been remembering all the good times we had together.
you dont know how much that scares me, because i know if i forget
all the bad times, the times you broke my heart, all the nights u made
me cry, if i forget those times .. i'll fall in love with you all over again &
i know my heart cant take that
36. && I don't trust you
Cause every time you're here
Your intentions are unclear
I spend every hour waiting for a phonecall
That I know will never come
I used to think you were the one
Now I'm sick of thinking anything at all.
37. One of these days you'll realize how I was the one for you.
How you threw it all away. And when that day comes, I'll smile
and tell you the same things you once told me. That you're my
friend. And that's all I want us to be. And maybe, if you're lucky,
you'll open your eyes, and see how those words can never be
comforting. And you'll never say them again.
38. Sometimes things happen & we don't understand them,
but through -sad or happy days-
u can make my day brighter & that's why I love u
39. you have no idea how much you've changed me
you gave me reasons to smile, thoughts to think,
kisses to dream about, but most of all
you gave me memories to never forget >>i love you<<
40. "to me you are perfect, and my wasted heart will always love you."
41. "If there's anything you should do before you die, allow me to suggest something: look into someone's eyes, someone who you really care about. Really look at them, just look at their face, their eyes; take them in. Breathe their breath into your lungs at a moment when they're the most happy....and I promise you, I swear, you'll never see anything more beautiful than the expression on their face....or the one on yours."
42. I have to admit that I fell in love twice. First was with you, and second was with the person you became when you were
already mine.
43. She’ll pretend that she’s whole again, but deep inside she doesn’t want to be just friends. He will look her in the eye & walk right by. Doesn’t he see the tears in her eyes? One day he will wonder where he went wrong & he will know right away when he pretended to be strong. He was afraid of love & the happiness to come, so he thought it would easier to turn around & run. He may blame her but deep inside he will know that he made the mistake of letting her go.
44. All those nights we stayed up on the phone until we couldn't even keep our eyes open, thank you! ... for never hanging up.
45. Have you ever really thought about it? You've got this girl, head over heels in love with you. She'd do anything for you; she'd die for you. But for some reason, you don't want to see that. You know it's there, and you know that you feel the same way. But you refuse to let it be. Maybe you're scared. Maybe you're scared of the thought that this girl who you've known forever - you've seen her happy, you've seen sad -- maybe this girl is perfect for you. And that really scares you, doesn't it?
46. It's amazing, some people, they just say these small little things, one sentence and it changes the way you feel about them in an instant. Small little words that can hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love forever. It changes everything, nothing between you is ever really the same again, even if they don't know it, it still happens
47. He never knew I liked him; he never had a clue.
He shared the same feelings, but kept them secret too.
How silly we were to believe what other people said.
All different thoughts ran daily through our heads.
But now we both know the truth and I’m so glad.
For if we didn’t confess, we wouldn’t have known what we could have.
So always share your secrets, it’s better if you do.
Otherwise you’ll never know if the one you love, loves you too.
48. I know three little words, that I felt from the start
I know three little words, that came from my heart
I know three little words, that tell you this is real
I know three little words, that tell you how I feel..
And that three letter word is <3 I love you
49. Sometimes i want to get away from you and
sometimes there's nothing i want more than to
talk to you, to tell you about my day, to hear
about yours, to laugh with you, to tease you,
to share an inside joke that no one else would
get, to argue with you, but know we're just kidding,
"do you remember when", haha there are so many
"remember whens", and that's what i love about you.
50. My love is like an endless road ...
no matter how far you are from me my love can come to you ...
51. You game me your ups when i was feelin' down
You gave me your smiles when i began to frown
You gave me your arms when i needed a hug
You gave me your heart when i needed someone to love
52. It seems to me that the best relationships, the ones that last, are frequently the ones rooted in friendship. You know, one day you look at the person and see something more than the night before, like a switch has been flicked on and the person who was just a friend is suddenly the only person you could ever imagine yourself with.
53. Your personality & everything you do,
makes me love everything about you.
54. Missing someone feels like the earth crumbles beneath you -- you are falling with nothing to grab, and it comes when you don't expect it, and it never stops coming
55. I never felt true love until I was with you
I never felt true sadness until you left me
When we broke up I think you took half of my heart with you
you took the half I need the most...
because the half you left is the half that only loves you.
56. times people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there...to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but when you lock eyes with them, you know that every moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, will power or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occurs to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smooth paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. Safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet affect oftlineyour life. The successes and downfalls that you experience can create who you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart to. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love and open your heart and eyes to little things. Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you. Create your own life and then go out and live it.
57. . reputation, I’m sorry to have to tell you this. I’m breaking up with you. I’m sick of people talking about me & it’s all because of you. I’m starting over. I don’t want to be that girl they talk bad things about anymore. I regret the things I’ve done & don’t want to be known for them anymore. I miss the old me; the one with tons of friends; when boys had cooties; when I wouldn’t have a problem with wearing a matching outfit with my mommy; when girls weren’t so cruel; when best friends weren’t split up in & when a smile came easily on my face. I’m tired of you ruining my life. I’m sick of you. So, here’s my goodbye to you, reputation. I’ll miss you forever, but you’ll be replaced for something better.
~Love, me
58. W eird how I get so upset from you ignoring me and you have no idea that you’re even doing it.
59. Your character is based on what you stand for. Your reputation is based on what you fall for. {{ Not True }}
60. sometimes i wish i could be a little kid again, so when life gets tough you can play pretend.. i wanna go back to when santa did exist. when daddy was the only boy you ever kissed. when disney world was the best place to be. when the only movies you watched were rated G. when your biggest problem was learning to write your name and people didn`t change and all your friends were the same. and everytime you were sad or you had a bad day you could just run to mommy and it would all be okay. when the best place to shop was toys R us. when it was just scary to ride the bus. before you ever had a broken heart and pain of being in love just didn`tstart. i wanna go back to no hurt and no pain. too bad i didnt know how great it all was then...
61. People come into your life for a Reason, a Season or a Lifetime.
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are! They are there or the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered, and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They bring you an experience of peace, or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season. LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons: things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person, and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant. Thank you for being a part of my life.
62. **Its not about the people you've known the longest...its about the ones who never left ur side...be thankful for them.
63. whoever made up that saying, "you don't know what you have until it's gone" is wrong because you know what you have when you have it. you just dont know how much you need it until you can't have it anymore...
64. No more words, no more lies. Let it go, before it dies.
Hear the words, feel the pain. Last of love, dies in vain.
Sweet in start, bitter in end. Hearts will break, never bend.
65. "I've never been the same since I lost him. It's like the part of me that contains my happiness is missing, and I know I'll never be able to get it back."
66. "It kills me to finally know that after all that -- after everything that happened -- you can just walk away, forgetting it all."
67. "Without you the ground falls, the grass grows. Without you the seeds root, the flowers bloom, the children play. The stars gleam, the poets dream, the eagles fly. without you The earth turns, the sun burns, but I die without you. Without you the breeze warms, the girl smiles, the cloud moves. Without you the tides change, the boys run, the oceans crash. The crowds roar, the days soar, the babies cry without you. The moon glows, the river flows, but I die without you."
68. "First -- I couldn't get you out of my mind. Now -- I can't get you out of my heart."
69. "I am watching my heart slowly slip from your fingertips and fall to the ground. How hard is it for you to reach down and pick up the falling pieces? I feel weak, cold, worn out. Destroyed. Yet I pretend to have moved on. Who am I fooling? Nobody except my heart. I need to move on but when I see him with her I fall again. I fall all over again. I love that boy but why can't he just see how much he means to me? I love the guy; he was my first love and lover. I miss him yet when we talk he runs away. Why? How can you run so far away from someone that you used to be in love with? You weren't in love that's it. It was lust. Pure lust, but why couldn't you say that before. Before I fell in love for real."
70. a boy gave a girl 12 roses , 11 real and 1 fake
he told her he would love her until the last one
dies, but what happens when that one rose is still around, but he isnt ?
71. Have you ever heard a song from so long ago with so many memories tied to it that it made you cry? And didn't you wish that you could go back in time when everything was simpler and carefree? Those are the songs that are the soundtracks of our lives ... the ones that bring back our childhood, best friends, first love, first broken heart, and the memories of it .
72. "When people ask me if I've ever been in love..well I don't even have to think about it.. all I do is picture your face and I'm filled with all the love you could ever imagine. I mean some may say that I never loved you.. that we weren't together long enough for me to fall in love with you.. but let me tell you.. I'm so deeply in love with you that it hurts.. so in love that when I see you with her...it breaks my heart more and more...that when I hear your name my heart aches...that yeah we may be apart now... but does this mean forever? Will there ever be another you and me? Will I ever feel the way I felt in your arms again? Will you ever look deep into my eyes and make me weak at the knees? These questions...they haunt me night and day... I don't think you knew how I felt about you...I don't think you will ever know...But I hope and pray for the day when you'll hold me like you did."
73. if something bad happens to us someday, it will never
change what we have now. what we have always had,
because love is real and we have to do everything too
keep it alive. wherever life takes us, i want it to be with
you forever or until tomorrow <3
74. when you cantt stopp smiLing - afterr you talkk to
him and you stiLl get butterfLies in your stomach ;
that huge smiLe' across your face everytime youu
see him` letss you know youLl . always love him .
75. "You are the single most important person in my life. One thing I have come to realize is that love is not always happiness. There are tears, anger, confusion, fears, but at the same time there are smiles, laughter, joys, and understanding. All of those things can happen. That's why love is such an emotional thing. You can feel so many different emotions at the same time. That's why it's so overwhelming. But I know one thing ... I would not take back any single thing. Everything that has happened between us happened for some reason. And us being strong and making it through this, it only shows that our love is strong enough to last a lifetime."
76. want someone to share all my secrets with, someone to talk to late at night when I can't sleep, someone who feels comfortable around my family, someone to comfort me when I'm scared, to hold me when I'm sad, someone that doesn't need to say they love me for me to know it's true.
77. The scariest thing about falling in love is getting hurt.
the scariest thing about getting hurt is not being able to love again.
the scariest thing about not being able to love again is being alone forever.
78. Im sorry Im not perfect. I can only be me.
Im sorry Im not perfect like the girl you want me to be.
Sometimes I dont know just what I did wrong.
I dont understand why we dont get along.
The only thing I need in this world is someone who is true.
The only thing I want in this world is.. To be loved by you..
79. As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others hearts. You'll blame a new love for things an old love did. You'll fight with your best friend, you'll cry because time is flying by, and you'll eventually lose somebody you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely and love like you've never been hurt… Cause every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back
80."I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles
even when her heart is broken, and the one who could
always brighten up a day even if she couldn't brighten her own."
90.
Where were you
When I needed you
Where were you
When I called
Where were you
When I cryed
Or when no one else cared
Where were you
When I was sad
Or even when I was mad
Where were you
When I was scared
You were never there
But if I wasn’t so stupid
I would of noticed you
Cause you were always there
Right by my side
I just didn’t notice you
Or I was just to stubborn to care
But you were always there
Except the one time
I needed you the most
You weren’t there
You were no where
If only I would of noticed you before
Maybe you would still be here
But your not
And now when I really need you
Your gone -
91. Do you ever just get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? You don't want to smile, and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time, you don't know exactly what is wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting... and being alone never was. At least when you're alone no one constantly asks you what is wrong and there isnt anyone who wont take 'I don't know' for an answer. You feel the way you do just BECAUSE. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait...
92. "you know that girl who is always lost. the one with the pretty smile no one can tell is fake? that girl who seems to be so strong, but daily continues to break? you know... that girl who is always there, and seems to have no problems of her own? the one who holds back the tears, until you are off the phone? that girl that is in love, with a guy who tries to understand. that girl who if you reach out, always pulls back her hand? well what a lonely life, what a sad girl she must be. maybe you didn't realize it, but that girl is me."
93. i want to be the one you can''t stop talkin about . i want to be the
one who makes your day worth while . i want to be the last one
on your mind before you fall asleep at night . i wana be the onee
to recieve your love - hold you' tight - and tell you that i love you
94. im tryiing to think of anything just to keep me from thinking of you but you know iits not working out cause your all thaats on my miind, one thought of youu is all it takes to leaave the rest of the world behind & i diidnt mean for this to go to farr as it did and i diidnt mean to get so cll0se and share whaattt we did and i didnt mean to fall in l0ve but i did and you didnt mean to l0ve me back, but i know you did and im sitting here tryingg to convince myself that your not the one for me, but the more i think the less i believe and the morre i wantt youu here with me, and i look arround my room and everythingg i see reminds me of you oh pleaase baaby wont you take my hand we d0nt have nothing else to proove <3
95. Wait for the guy who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kinda
guy who brings out the best in you and makes you wanna be a better person,
wait for the guy who will be your best friend, who will drop everything to
be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances, wait for the guy who
makes you smile like no one else and when he smiles you know he needs you.
wait for the guy who wants to show you off to the world when you're in
your sweats and have no make-up on, but appreciates it when you get
dolled up for him...and most of all wait for the guy who will put you
at the center of his universe because that's where you belong
96. Maybe my heart told your heart it had a parking place inside or that we both like taking walks or doing things at night. Maybe our hearts have the same favorite color and found each other that way, or maybe it was because we both like sunshine best and always tell the summer to stay. Maybe your heart sent my heart a secret message that said, “I’ve been waiting for you ,let’s go.” Or maybe, when it comes to things like this, there aren’t reasons … hearts just know.
97. Love is all emotions brought together because of one person … anger if they’re taken, fear of rejection, sadness without them, happiness with them … it’s all of these emotions that light the fires known as love. But all these emotions can also bring love crashing to the ground. Keep your love in the right place.
98. After we hung up the phone last night, I just sat there in the dark. All of a sudden tears started running down my face. I didn't understand how I could be crying when I was so happy, but then I realized they were tears of joy. How lucky I am to have someone like you, someone so understanding, and so caring. The more I thought about how great you are, the more the tears ran down my cheeks.
99. If love is when someone makes you happier than you've ever been or can remember, if it's when your heart drops when you have to stop talking to that person or when all you can think about is being in that person’s arms not having to say a word and yet having them understand everything or when you fall asleep at night, and their face and words flood your dreams, then yes, I love you.
100. im mad at myself, not you. im mad for always being
nice, always apologizing for the things i didn't do, for
getting attached, for making you my life, depending
on you, wasting my time on you, thinking about you,
changing for you, forgiving you, wishing for you,
dreaming of you and most of all for not hating you
when i know i should; but i can't
101. Love is all emotions brought together because of one person … anger if they’re taken, fear of rejection, sadness without them, happiness with them … it’s all of these emotions that light the fires known as love. But all these emotions can also bring love crashing to the ground. Keep your love in the right place
102. I will always be there, I promise. As long as you hold someone in you heart you can never lose them, ever.
103. Make sure you don’t lose the guy in your life that cares about you more than anything else in the world because when he comes along you don’t want to let him pass by
104. I see the tears and her heart break. I watch her as the news sinks in. She's been hurt past remission. Pained past healing. And he's gone. Not the man he once was. Never to be again. And she loves him still. So slowly she smiles and wipes away the tears that fall say's it's all okay. He's gone now, so far away. Will she ever hold him again? Will he ever be hers once more? It doesn't matter. She loves him still."
105. There's so much I can't say when I look in your eyes,
I'm worried you'll reject me, and hurt my foolish pride,
Each day this love grows stronger but I could never let you know,
There is so much behind my smile, that I could never show,
I'd hold you for a lifetime if you would only let me in,
I'd love you like no other, but you don't understand.
Every time I see you, your holdin' on to her,
The pains like a knife, cutin' deep inside my soul,
So I'll dream of us together of just how it could be
and all that you are will remain a silent part of me.
106.I miss you when something really good happens, because you’re the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you’re the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you’re the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lay awake at night, and think of all the wonderful times that we spent with each other for those were some of the best and most memorable times of my life.
107. Sometimes you got to run away to see who will run after you. Sometimes you got to talk quieter to see whos really listening. Sometimes you got to step up to fight only to see whos standing by your side. Sometimes you got to make a wrong decision only to see whos there to help you fix it. Sometimes you got to let go of the one you love just to see if they love you enough to come back to you <3
108. It’s funny how hello is always accompanied with goodbye,
it's funny how good memories can start to make you cry.
It’s funny how forever never seems to really last,
it's funny how much you'd lose if you forgot about your past.
It’s funny how friends can just leave you when you're down,
it's funny how when you need someone they're never around.
It’s funny how people change and think they’re so much better,
it's funny how many lies can be packed in one "love letter".
It’s funny how people forgive even though they can't forget,
it's funny how one night can contain so much regret.
It’s funny how ironic life turns out to be,
but the funniest part of all, none of that's funny to me.
109.
&&and i finnally realized
that the world still spins without you even when your not around..
life goes on...
110. Promise me.... just a promise that you will never forget me. Tell me I changed you somehow. Let me know that I had an impact on your life. Promise me that you will always remember me.
~15 WAYS TO MAKE UR PARENTS THINK U R INSANE!! ~
1.follow them around everywhere they go
2.say "moo" when they call your name.
3.stand over them at four in the morning with a huge grin on your face and say "good morning sushine".
4.yell in public "no mom/dad i will not make out with you!!"
5.run into walls
6.say wearing clothes is against your reiligon
7.pluck someones hair out and yell "DNA!"
8.wear a sticker that says'im a retard'
9.have 20 imaginary friends that talk to you all the time.
10.do what they actually tell you.
11.hold their hand and say "i see dead people".
12.jump off the roof trying to fly.
13.at everything they say yell liar.
14.try to swim in the floor
15.tap on their door all night
And she knew she didnt have much longer.
The blood was pouring out now.
She starts to cry, but why?
Wasnt this what she wanted after all?
She takes her last breath.
and decides she doesnt want to die.
Too late. Shes become the statistic.
Just another teenage suicide.
Drown me in the ash from your cigarrette.
Just calm down, slow down.
Im not leaving yet.
You know im stuck in this town.
The cruel skyline mocks me.
I wanna leave this fucking place.
So she laughs at all the jokes over mirrors lined with coke. She chuckles at the hopes of every card caught in the spokes, Black and white got blurry and her world went up in smoke.
Why can't I hate you or get it off my mind
Why can't I just relax and leave the past behind
falling apart and all that I question
is this a dream or is this my lesson
it’s like I just stepped outside
when everything was going right
i hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
i focus on the pain
the only thing that’s real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
slit wrists
&& a broken heart,
everyone watches
as my world falls apart<3
So what is this weather, and what is this darkness,
And why do I feel so a.l.o.n.e?
When will it snow, it’s been raining for hours,
And why do I feel so a.l.o.n.e?
we are the outcasts, we are the ones that
are different, we are the ones that never get along
with anyone else, we are the ones that went back to our
rooms and put on our headphones and listened
to those records that made us happy.
Another cutter, Another freak,
Another dork, Another geek,
Another prep, Another jock,
Another whore, And more punk rock,
Another hater, Another "G",
Another scar they put on me.
Another label that happens to fall
when no one really knows the person at all.
You’re so cute
And im so overrated
so lets fall in love
And make them all hate us
suck in my stomach.
pinch my waist.
spend hours touching up my ugly face.
all these things i fucking do..
don`t make a difference.
i`m not perfect enough for youu. <3
Having the love of your life
break up with you and tell you
"We can still be friends"
is like your dog dying
and your mom telling you-
"You can still keep it"
Memories sharp as daggers
Pierce into the flesh of today
The suicide of love took
away all that matters
And buried the remains in an
unmarked grave in your heart
Your love fills me up when
the blood in my bodys drained
And your strength is my backbone
when I feel every bone break
So drain out my lungs;
before the fluid brings a choke.
i cannot inhale,
the sparkle of your voice.
there's always a little bit of whore in every
girl. when it comes to that one guy .. <3
i cut myself and let it flow,
let it bleed so u can see that u
and me were meant to be
Her eyes like shadows
dark and grey
Her lips like razors
without words to say
Her hands are cold
Not lively, nor warm
The heart she once had
now broken and torn
it wasn'`t a suicide attempt;
it was an escape from everythingg awful.
your type of beauty
is born to fade; one
of lust and of shame
i'm a strong girl, keeping my shit in line
even when the tears are streaming down my face,
i still manage to say the words, "i'm fine."
don't be fooled. she may seem like
your typical selfish ; backstabbing
slutfaced ; hoebag. but in reality shes
so much more than that
i take the knife
i scratch my wrist
i wish this pain didn't exsist
The voices in my head;
The people I see;
The things in my mind;
Theyre not fake;
Im not insane !
Dammit why cant people believe that
Cutting is so addictive
you think its all just for attention
but its not, its because im sad
I Think no one even cares
I dont want these scars anymore
No one is tying to help me
Go away, leave me with my razor balde
one small cut
no one will notice
everyone is way to busy for me anyways
so just let me, just once
more and more i let the balde go
all at once the blood starts to pour
i watch it all go
aweful, thats what cutting is
cutting is so addictive
you will never understand
until you start to cut yourself..,
She looks at the mirror,tears running down her cheeks...How can he love me, if this is what he see's?
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just kill me already
it’s what you’re good at
every time you don’t look at me
every time you don’t smile at me
every time you don’t talk to me
yea, you kill me
a lonely girl sits in her room
the thoughts & memories are still
in her head. the very last words to
her he said "i think we're better off
as just friends." while she's thinking
"i think i'm better off dead.."
She's a typical teenage girl.
angry & insecure & confused. she
wants you to tell her things will be
okay.. but she hates being lied to.
Twinkle Twinkle
Drop of blood
How I long to be up above
Watching over all my friends
Once my life comes to an end
Sparkle Sparkle
Razor blade
Grant my wish, take me away!
Can you Grant me one last wish?
play Russian Roulette as we kiss
i'll be your cheap novelty
blow your brains out on me
it`s the way he bites my bottom lip
& covers me in white sheets. it`s the
way he wraps his hands around my
waist & kisses me before i sleep
SITDOWN&SHUT UP
so i can sing you your
fucking LOVE SONG.
take this RAZ0R
and sign Y0UR NAME
across MY WRiST...
so EVERY0NE WiLL KN0W
who left me LiKE THiS
run me down & put me in my place.
if i kill you & you kill me we`ll take a picture.
think of how romantic it would be
burning pictures turn to ash.
speed this up so we can crash
teenage romance will never last.
oh Heartbreaker, kill me fast
you led me to a nasty h a b i t
by the end of our romance =/
my wrists were covered in scars
Some people can't live without music,
Some people can't live without drugs,
Some people can't live without money,
but me, i can't live without you <3
the gun is in her mouth
-her finger on the trigger
tears slide down her face
not because these are her final breaths
but because she's unable
to tell you she loves you
one last time..
ill be your number one with a bullet
a loaded gun complex .. cock it and pull it
-» PARTY LiKE A ROCK STAR
FUCK LiKE A PORN STAR
ALCOHOL ..
& nervous wits
RAZOR BLADES ..
& bloody wrists
DECEiViNG EYES ..
trapped in lies
CAN`T ESCAPE ..
their painful cries ..
i kill myself becuase im so frusterated.
& every single second i put it off means -
means another lonely night i race the clock
Fuck the ppl who make others feel like shit..
Who hate them for no reason;
the ones that won't quit.
The ones that lie to them and break their heart..
who sit there and laugh when someone
else's world is falling apart.
They don't deserve it -
although too many don't give a damn...
They're trying their hardest..
they're just being them.
DoNt GeT PiSSeD
iF u GeT DiSSeD
yOuR jUsS AnOtHeR b¡TCh
oN mY sH¡T LiSt
D0N`T STRESS 0VER PE0PLE FR0M Y0UR PAST .. THERE`S
A REASON WHY THEY DiDN`T MAKE iT T0 Y0UR FUTURE
don't apologize;;; i hope you choke and die
he cut more and more
Her arm was now full of lines
Her artistic way of doing with
Instead of complaints and whines
im just another scratch on his list
& he's just another scratch on my wrist.
How is it you're so beautiful , and
so fucking ugly inside!! you know
It wouldn't take much to make your
outside look like your inside!! heh!!
I could chop your brain out! it
doesn’t deserve such a pretty body!!!
10 shaking fingers trace my
9 fading scars. They run over the
8 new open wounds. Within
7 minutes, I start losing my sight, and
6 times I almost blacked out.
5 more minutes and I know I be gone. The
4 pillows propping me up start to fall.
3 tears slip down my cold cheeks from
2 red eyes. But after all is said and done,
1 more chance would have killed me faster.
girl's fake orgasms
& boy's fake romance
You're a drug
Like the gun inside my mouth
I know it's wrong
But i just can't spit you out
Happiness is a warm pun
And I love the taste of steel tonight
I know it happens for the rest of your life
Not asking
i'm as confused as a gangsta with a skateboard.
i cut myself and let it flow,
let it bleed so u can see that u
and me were meant to be
roses are red. violets are blue.
sugar is sweet & so are you.
but the roses are wilting,
the violets are dead.
the sugar bowl is empty.
& my wrists are stained red.
You'd never expect her to come home and cry.
You'd never suspect her to be dying inside.
Would you expect your best friend to cut?
Things are not as they appear to be..
i heard about your screaming
message and how it reeked of
your indifference. it bleeds
horizontal straight from your wrist.
You are the greatest murderer.
Using love as a weapon.
And leaving broken hearts for evidence
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EVENTUALLY YOU REALIZE THAT
LOVE ISNT ALWAYS REAL &
HAPPINESS IS ONLY FOR A LIMITED TIME
YOU LEARN WHO REAL FRIENDS ARE &
HOW TO HOLD BACK TEARS
YOU LEARN HOW TO ACT LIKE YOU DON’T CARE
Dry your eyes,
Clear your mind,
You just got to take it one day at a time.
Dust off your heart;
Take it off the shelf,
You got to remember to love yourself
bitChy? yAh i miTe bE -sliGhtlY*
BUT... tHats OnlY cuZ i duNno
hOw ta saY >fuck yOu< pOliteLy
I'm just a fucked up girl
Living a fucked up life
In a fucked up world
With a fucking knife.
Welcome to my world;;
Where being me is never enough.
With this knife i'll cut out the part of me
The part that cares for you
With this knife i'll cut out the heart of me
The heart that cares for you
i love this crazy ;;; tragic sometimes
almost magic -- awful ;; beautiful life
THIS IS WHEN THE HURTiNG
STARTS & THE NiGHTMARE BEGiNS..
come on; cut my wrists..
i'll slit my throat
and here i stand..
on your words i choke
sometimes when i say.."oh im fine.."
i just want someone to look me in the eys and say..
"tell the truth.."
I talk to you like your nothing special
...;while deep inside i know you are...
everybody knows where you keep your gun
your razors && your pills
question is, whats everybody waiting for?
why let you have it all, && just wait for that call from the ER
do me a favor, and take away all of her stash....
TAKE IT ALL A_W_A_Y
Attention center stage
We got a suicidal star.
Another tragic case;;; </3
No more than a broken heart.
Promised we’d be "friends"
Until the day we.. d i e
But it always ends with a
[[Forgotten Goodbye x3]]
I'm a second away
from the trigger
& you're starting
to piss me off.
For all you bitches who like to talk shit, keep my
name out of your mouth, it isn't a dick!
friend will ask you what's wrong
Then quickly change the subject because [you][might][get][mad].
A best friend will ask you what's wrongUntill you finally tell her
Because she already knows
You're not o.k.
watching you from a distance
afraid to get too close
hoping that you`ll realize
who loves you the most
but unless you open your eyes
to the one whos always there
you won`t ever realize
the one that truly cares
Admit it.
We flirt with each other.
We have so much fun with each other.
We laugh with each other and we even try to be with each other.
And I believe that we secretly love each other.
But how come when I think of you and wonder if you're thinking of me,
it feels like you aren't?
So lets go back again,
we can pretend. I'll pretend
that i'm happy & you can
pretend that you always cared.
I'll take your heart before you know it's gone
Leave you standin, but you won't be alone <3
Your eyes can't hide
what your lips won't say..
the guys wear the pants in the relationship,
but the women control the zipper
One more kiss could be the best thing,
one more lie could be the worst </3
you said youu would love me
until youu died. so why are
you with her & still alive?
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Suicide, crosses her mind
He had BROKEN her heart
AT THE WRONG TiME
As I cut my arm
With this blood-stained knife,
Blood pours out as I cut deeper--
The cutting addiction is my life,
__Why cant i have a picture perfect Life??
__She cried and picked up the knife...
__Sliced her skin... one cut at a time
__This life is no longer mine....
her black and purple bruises
match oh*so*nicely
with the fading scars...
and the tell tale signs of love*and*pain
I am a poet writing of my pain
I am a person living a life of shame.
I am you daughter hiding her depression
I am your sister making a good impression.
I am your friend acting like i'm fine
I am a wisher wishing this life weren't mine.
I am a girl who thinks of suicide
I am a teenager pushing her tears aside.
I am a student who doesn't have a clue
I am the girl sitting next to you.
I am the one asking you to care
I am your best friend hoping you'll be there
Deeper and deeper
as you watch me bleed,
I wish you’d realize
its something i need
Pain is pleasure
and pleasure is pain
You’d be fine with it
If there was something for you to gain
Drag the blade
across my skin
My need for you
has worn thin
Snap the band
down on my wrist
the target seemed perfect
but the arrow missed
Sizzling flesh,
can you smell is burn?
trust is something
you have to earn
she looks down at her damaged arm
all the harm shes done.
every regret she lives with
she'd do anything to go back to the day
she held that razor in her hand.
twist the story around & put it down.
shed do anything to get rid of her awful scars
her painful memorys//
she wont forget the pain that put them there.
i don't care what people think of me.
the people i care about know the real
me && thats all that matters . . <3
& her friends don't understand her . she's questions without answers
who feels like falling apart < \ 3
Too much drama up in this fake hearted school
[ the preps ; the goths ; the less-than-cool ]
where it all starts && stops; whos to define?
who`s to be trusted and where to draw the line.
screaming && crying && all the useless chatter.
you live you die, only life is what matters.
filled with smiles, lies, and fears.
Welcome to the magic of high and middle school years.
Every inch I slice
The cold red blood runs down
It makes a puddle on the floor.
I form a tear-filled frown.
The scars I see
From cutting so deep,
They will forever haunt me.
My past will not sleep.
Cut the skin to the bone
Fall asleep all alone
Hear your voice in the d.a.r.k
Lose myself in your »eyes»
Choke my voice, say goodnight
As the world falls apart
So take this knife and cut my wrists...
I wish this pain.. didnt exist..
So slit my wrists..
Lifes a sick game with way too many twists...
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we broke up, and let go
I miss you a lot, and i need you to know.
i'm still in love, so please take me back
cuz i love you, and you're everything i lack
you're as strong as the alcohol you
drink, ;; the tables you dance on -
&& the friends that hold you together.
here I go scream my lungs out;;
&& try to get to you
YOU ARE MY ONLY ONE
i let go . . . but there`s just no one
that gets me like you do
YOU ARE MY ONLY ONE
i still have feelings for you.
not enough to want you back,
but enough to make it hurt.
.
she wants to give up now
falls to the ground
no one to catch her
she falls to pieces.
i have seen a child is caught in the sad trap of gravity.
he falls from the lowest branch of the apple tree and lands in the grass and weeps for his dignity.next time he will not aim so high. yeah, next time, neither will i.
Death Is The Answer.
To Calculations Composed Of Motions That Are The Same.
And Secret And Different
A Missing Alphabet With A Message For Us.
So Let Me Drown So I Can Breathe Again
I¡¯m Through Choking And Suffocating
On Alter Egos And Alterior Motives
So Fuck The Warning Signs, I'm Already Dead Inside
Dying For A Feeling To Say Goodbye.
It's Not A Side Effect Of Cocaine.
I'm Thinking This Must Be Love.
This Worthless Bottle Is Empty Just Like Me
I Wonder If They Ever See The Things That I See
Tonight A Razor Asked My Wrist To Kiss It One Last Kiss
I Wanna Be Your Lover
LipstickMyNameAcrossYourMirror
Bloodred With Flaked Gunshot Glitter
The Blood Flows From Her Wrist
Her Very Last Razorblade Kiss
A Broken Mirror, A Bleeding Fist
A Silver Blade Against A Wrist
TearsFallingDownToLipsUnkissed
Ignore Her And She Won't Exist
She'sNotTheKindYou'llComeToMiss
The Cold Concrete Cuts Against Her Back
And Her Spirit Spills With Blood Onto The Pavement
Hands Tied So Tight Behind Her Neck
AndASilenceFalls,EverythingChangesAndEverything Dies
To You, Nothing’s Alive.
I Guess You've Gotten More Than You Might Have Wanted
You Can't See I'm Hurting
Your Too Blind To Notice My Pain
It Feels Like Everyone's Sitting In Sunshine
While I'm Drowning In The Rain
Bang Bang !! He Shot Me Down ...
Bang Bang !! I Hit The Ground ...
Bang Bang !! That Awful Sound ...
Bang Bang !! My Baby Shot Me Down
So wear me like a locket around your throat
I'll weigh you down & watch you choke.
im learning a lot from relationships in the past
life is full of bullshit and promises never last
Your eyes can't hide
what your lips won't say..
My wrist is pressed against the knife.
I'm ready to move on, to end my life. After
I'm gone, please don't strife cus we will
meet again in the after life.
He takes my hand & leads
me along paths i would not have
even dared to explore alone.<3
She keeps on asking, "do you think it hurts to die?"
it's hurting so much more to stay alive..
looks grab your attention
but its the personality that
keeps you holding on
Jelousy is a terrible disease
so, get well soon bitch.. ..
Be careful who you trust
Don't listen to anyone
that gets in your way.
Do what you feel is
right & fuck what other
people have to say
In this fake world I choose to be real.
I don't hesitate for anyone to say the shit that I feel.
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LET'S GO DANCING.
& fall in love...
& break eachothers hearts
with a TRAGIC GOODBYE.
& then
tomorrow we can do it all again.
Truth is::
You could slit my throat.
& with my one last gasping breath,
I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt
Sometimes you meet someone,
and before you know their name,
before you know where they're from,
you know that sometime in the future,
this person is going to
mean something to you
At some point you have to realize ..
HE D0ESNT CARE
& you could be missing out on someone that does
i'll move on but you are going to have
to spend the rest of your life knowing
you turned your back on true love.
look how pretty she is when she
falls down ;; and theres no beauty
in b l e e d i n g ` m a s c a r a . . `'
lips are quivering like a withering ,
rose - - shes back again - - <3
She felt far from okay
but sometimes the biggest
lies slip out easier than the
truth.. <|3
freshman girl oh so shy is staring at-->
the`sophmore guy. the sophmore` guy
with his head in a whirl sits & watches
the junior girl. the junior `girl in her`red
sadan wrongly chooses the` senior
man. but the `senior man hot & wild
secretly loves the ____`freshman child
so, i love this boy. he`s my world. but he doesn`t care. he`s off with
some girl. she`s probably prettier than me; she`s probably nicer and
smarter too. but no matter how great she is.. she`ll never love him like
i do. it`s not fiar how she can just show up one day. i know i never had
him, but it`s like she took him away. doesn`t he get it? all i wanna do is
hear him say to me.. "i love you".
your hands on me
pressing hard against your jeans
your tongue in my mouth
trying to keep the words from coming out
you didnt care to know
who else may of happened to you before</3
I stole your heart
ripped it out
and smashed it on the floor
you have no need for such a useless thing
broken, forever more
There`s poison in the drinking glass
Don`t stop, just sip it down
& In a swirling masquerade of sound
My body hits the ground
You`re a loaded gun
And there`s nowhere to run
You can`t save me now
The damage is done ...
i cut myself and let it flow,
let it bleed so u can see that u
and me were meant to be
THE SCARS WiLL LAST F0REVER,
BUT N0THiNG C0MPARES T0 THE PAiN
THAT PUT THEM THERE..
Should i cut or take the pain?
The dripping blood or just plain shame?
The sharpened knife or falling tears?
The morning scars or all the fears?
is he worth it, is it true? Or is he alredy
over you?
when you attempt suicide & you fail,
it's like this big dissappointment because
it's just one more thing you cant do right..
N0B0DY KN0WS THE PAiN i FEEL.
S0METiMES iT'S HARD T0 DEAL. i'M
S0 HURT iNSiDE BUT iT D0ESNT SH0W
0N THE 0UTSiDE. MY HEART'S WEEPiNG
AS THE PAiN iS CREEPiNG D0WN WiTHiN
MY S0UL. MY HEART WiLL NEVER BE
WH0LE BECAUSE 0F THiS ENDEAV0R.
iT'S BR0KEN F0REVER BEY0ND REPAiR
WiTH 0NLY TEARS LEFT T0 SPARE. WiLL
PAiN ALWAYS STAY & NEVER FADE AWAY?
sit up all night thinking about you
how you don't notice me
i just wish you could notice me
i wish i had someone out there who cared
im not depressed, im just sad
i dont cut, i like bleed
i don't bleed for fun, i bleed to know im alive
im not dead, i just wish i was
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SHE WANTS T0 G0 H0ME
her feelins she hide
her dreams she cant find
shes loosin her mind
shes fallin out of line..
shes cant find her place
shes loosin her faith
shes all over the place..
BUT N0B0DiES H0ME
SAD iS LiKE WATCHiNG THE BLOOD DRiP FROM YOU WRiST iNTO A PUDDLE ON THE COLD BATHROOM FLOOR & TRYiNG TO HiDE iT BECAUSE YOU DiDN`T WANT TO TELL YOUR PARENTS WHY
cut your wrists like cheap a coupons and say death
was on sale today ... all ; sales ; final
tough times dont last but tough people do.
fuck your past-dont let it fuck you
I know how it feels
to be on the |edge| of your bed,
your head buried in your hands,
wishing everything would end
Dear Mother,
id rather hear your drunken truths, than your sober lies.
I finally know
the tast of love
is a cross between cheap beer
and blood
with the aftertaste of dry sarcastic speech
I have nothing to hide... Yet you think I have secrets to keep.
if you dont understand my silence
youll never understand my words
Loaded words & Loaded friends
Are loaded guns to our heads
So you traded her in for a better looking brand;;
One with fake porno tits
a pad lock on her lips
disposable tan, biodegradable hands.
weird thoughts
go through my head
sometimes I wish
you'd better be dead
You hate fashion
You hate trends
Jump around
Impress your friends
Spike your hair
Rip your jeans
You're a fucking
Fashion victim
your life is lust
your lust is pain
can you stop
this painful game
And just wait till that first time you cut "too deep."
And you freak out because the blood won't stop...
And you are gasping...
And you feel yourself shaking all over.
You are having a panic attack
Be prepared to get so out of control you fear your next cut because you don't know how bad it will be.
Just wait for 10 cuts to turn into 100.
life is like sex
suck it && fuck it
THE PARAMEDICS SAY;
ISNT IT A SHAME? SUCH A PRETTY GIRL
DID SUCH AN UGLY THING....
You will become an expert on your body as you destroy it carefully.
You will dream about cutting.
You will dream about being exposed.
It will haunt you day and night and take over your life.
You will wish you never made that first cut because while you absolutely hate cutting--
At the same time you love it and can not live without
sTupiD hOeZ LiKe /. i BrOkE a NaiL .
i`M LiiKe /. HUn, WuT aBouT tHe MiRoR
s3he`s the girl with her
middle finger in the air
because for the first time
she just doesn`t fuckin` care. <3
i cut myself and let it flow,
let it bleed so u can see that u
and me were meant to be
when your throat starts to clench
& tingle & your heart gets so warm
the heat travels through your body,
when your stomach starts to feel
those unforgiving butterflies that
spark the instant flow of tears. that's
the worst pain you'll ever feel. that
is your heart breaking..</3
SEX iS NEVER iNN0CENT.
iT'S iNTENSE, iT'S PASSi0NATE,
& S0METiMES iT CAN BE LiFE
ALTERiNG, BUT iT'S NEVER
iNN0CENT
T0 THE GUYS i RiDE WiTH,
THE GUYS i GET HiGH WiTH,
THE GUYS i GET BY WiTH,
Y0U ARE THE GUYS i'D DiE WiTH.
blood kissed lips with
scars on her wrists
you'd never have thought
it would come to this....
Then they tease her,
Make her cry
She starves herself & commits suicide,
And even after all this
They persist— then wonder why
I'm lost in nightmares
things that scare me to death
I'll never forgive you
not until my very last breath
cut my wrists
i slit my throat
and here i stand
on your words i choke
she sits and cries painful tears fill her eyes
silent screams and cries of pain
arms full of cuts and scars of shame
alone in this world a blade as a friend
to stop her pain to make it all end
she lies in her regret spills of blood drop
this is her way to make it all stop
&& the other day,
my friend said
"how come you don`t
do anything with your
life anymore? you used
to always be smiling &&
going places like the mall
or something every other
day" i just looked at her
with teary eyes remembering
our past and said "yeah,
until him && i broke up.
he was my life."
she looks down at her arms..
all cut up & red <|3 each time
she looks at them, she see`'s
what [used to be] 'nd wishes
she was dead - - and as she
touches & looks at each scar
she remembers his game `&
that near' each [scar] made a
letter that `spelt out his name'
Every 18 minutes someone dies from a suicide
Every 43 seconds somoene attempts one.
Every scar you have -» tells a story ...
The times you fell of your bike -» the
time you scraped yourself climbing
that tree -» or the time he decided break your hEArT]
It wasn't a suicide attempt ;; it was an escape from
everything awful. When we cut, we control our own pain,
& we make it stop whenever we want. Physical pain relieves
mental angiush. For that brief moment, the pain of cutting
is the only thing in the cutter's mind. & when the others come back, they're weaker. Drugs do that too, but not like
cutting ;; nothing is like cutting.
Some facts about MCR you may haven't known
-Mikey got the name from an Irvine Welsh novel called Ecstasy: Three Tales of Chemical Romance
- Gerard pitched a series to Cartoon Network about a flying monkey that magically made breakfast appear
-Gerard and Mikey are half Italian and half Scottish
-Frankie has three dogs.
-Frankie used to be in the band Pencey Prep
-Frankie, Mikey and Gerard all smoke
-Gerard came up with the wardrobe ideas for "helena" video
-Frankies mothers name is Linda
-Ray used to wear cover girl face makeup in high school because of his acne issues
- Frankies full name is Frank Anthony Iero
-Frank is 5'4"
-Frankie plays an Epiphone Les Paul Elite Series and uses Marshall JCM900 and Sun Cabinet Amps
-Gerard wrote "Helena" as a tribute to his grandmother Elena Lee Rush
- Gerard is afraid of needles so he dosen't have any tatoos or peircings
- My Chemical Romance's DVD, Life on the Murder Scene, will be released on February 7th, 2006
the reason I always wear a black hoodie, even though it is so hot outside is because I have to hide my scars and I dont want them to show because I am ashamed of myself. That the reason I dont talk to much is not because I dont like them, but because I am afraid that they will look in my eyes and see all thats inside…
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