~Hey Guys Am In Flordia Right Now Its So Nice Here!~

Hey everyone its been a long time since i have  posted somthing good. Well last night was awesome awesome awesome. !!! Well after school i went over to alissa's and lauran was there !! So then we went to Jeremy's and chilled then for awhile. It was pretty sweeet Aaron , cory , joe, camille, sunny and claire was there so we just chilled there for awhile. Oh Ya, bryant was in town so he was there ... man miss that kid.  O ya n Corry being stupid pierced his lip.... gesh .... don't know why but ok! Any way Then after being there for awhile jason came over and then me alissa laurana n jason went to sonic. Then we went back to Jasons !! HAHA! fun time! We were just chilling there cause his parents were gone So his grandpa has this awesome chair that moves wtih you in it it was pretty schweeeet!  So we played with that . Then it was 2 so we started to go back to laurans house and  on our way there we say blake seth lyle some othere kid and so we hung out with them for awhile then we finally went back to laurans and passed out at liek 4 !! Fun night!!

sometimes i wish i could be a little kid again, so when life gets tough you can play pretend.. i wanna go back to when santa did exist. when daddy was the only boy you ever kissed. when disney world was the best place to be. when the only movies you watched were rated G. when your biggest problem was learning to write your name and people didn`t change and all your friends were the same. and everytime you were sad or you had a bad day you could just run to mommy and it would all be okay. when the best place to shop was toys R us. when it was just scary to ride the bus. before you ever had a broken hear and pain of being in love just didn`tstart. i wanna go back to no hurt and no pain. just laughter AND WHEN EVERY0NE LiVES HAPPiLY EVER AFTER.

so i am soo Going to the concert tonight in a about 20 mins!!! YAY!! FOR ME!!! can't wait its gonna be awesome!!!!! Wish you could all be with me WEll thats just to bad for you! ... J/K I really wish you could be there wiht me! But i am gonna have a killer time!!!  Well love you alll ! cya Lata! - morgan

do you ever just get that feeling where you dont want to talk to anybody, you dont want to smile & you dont want to fake being happy. but at the same time you dont exactly know whats wrong?

~*UPDATE!*~

i am a poet writing of my pain
i am a person living a life of shame
i am your daughter hiding her depression
i am your sister making a good impression
i am your friend acting like im fine
i am a wisher wishing this life werent mine
i am a girl who thinks of suicide
i am a teenager pushing her tears aside
i am a student who doesnt have a clue
i am the girl sitting next to you
i am the one asking you to care
i am your best friend hoping youll be there

Your perfect little girl dropped a grade on her report card
Your perfect little girl yelled at you last night
Your perfect little girl  talked back to you again
Your perfect little girl  lied to you all her life
Your perfect little girl  cries herself to sleep
Your perfect little girl  dated before sixteen
Your perfect little girl  was broken by a boy
Your perfect little girl  doesn't go to church
Your perfect little girl  hates you
Your perfect little girl  has given up on life
Your perfect little girl  had a tantrum today
Your perfect little girl  wants to run away
Your perfect little girl  thinks she's overweight
Your perfect little girl  hasn't let you dry her tears
Your perfect little girl  disobeys you
Your perfect little girl  is very unhappy
Your perfect little girl  has become a disgrace
Your perfect little girl  isn't so perfect anymore

          love is kind. it                                does not envy,
         it does not boast, it                     is not proud. it is not
       rude, it is not self-seekinq,       it is not easily angered, it
     keeps  no records of wrong.   love does not deliqht  in evil
     but rejoices with the truth. it always protects  and   trusts,
     always hopes, always perseveres. love never fails. when i
       was a child , i talked like a child, i thought like a child, i
         reasoned like a child. when i became a woman, i put
              childish  ways behind  me . now we see but  a
                poor reflection, as in a mirror; then we shall
                  see face to face.  now i  know in  part;
                    then i shall know fully, even as i am
                       fully known . and now  these
                           three remain; faith, hope
                               and love . but  the
                                    greatest   of
                                        these  is
                                          love.