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| So i fucked up. I've binged for like the last 3 days straight.
But i'm not letting myself get away with it.
i usually do this and then binge for like an entire month.
Not this time. Tomorrow i'm cracking down.
I haven't weighed myself in quite a while.
But i will tomorrow morning. And then i have to weigh in for the challenge on sunday... damnit.
Thats not gonna be good. I'm assuming i'll go up.
But i deserve it.
I'm not gonna lie to myself. Sometimes i think if i lie on here... then it almost makes me believe the lie, and think its ok.
stupid, right?
Ok... well i'm gonna shower then go to bed.
I'll update in the morning with my current weight.
prepare for a big number... ugh :(
goodnight everyone :)
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| 255.2
ugh.
I'm staying under 600 cals today.
Thats my plan anyway, and only drinking water.
Intake:
2 egg whites - 34
granola bar - 170
turkey wrap(planned)
Total so far - 204
Outtake:
tba
To Do:
-Play DDR (burn at least 600 cals)
-Put laundry away
-wash dishes
-Find AP list
-Read
-Facebook my sister
-Work 6-10:30
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| 255.6
grrr. apparently my weights not going anywhere.
wtf.
i'm disgusted with myself today.
Tomorrow i'm gonna kick ass.
i have to.
i'm gonna burn 400 cals on DDR when i get home from work tonight.
and at least 600 tomorrow.
edit - 11:58pm
So i just burned 200 cals playing DDR. not as many as i was hoping. but at least its something to make up for a little bit of all the disgusting things i ate today. yuck. i'm so pissed at myself. i hope the scale isn't back up to 256 tomorrow :( that would be awful. but i'm just gonna have to work my butt off the next few days so i have a good weigh in on sunday! well, i'm off to bed. goodnight :)
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| 255.1
so close!
Intake:
Cereal bar - 160
Turkey Wrap - 300
1/2 cookie - 100
Granola Bar - 160
Sandwich - 200?
chips, granola bar, some other stuff, blah.
total: 920 + whatever.
Outtake:
6 hours work
DDR
To do:
Play DDR
-Read
-Facebook my sister
Shower
Dog classes tonight, ick
edit-819pm
So i just got back from dog classes. Kinda boring, but an hour of decent exercise. So thats good. I'm going over to my friends. i'm bring my DDR matt so then we have 2! haha, i'm pretty excited. I hope i don't eat anything though :/. i'm a little worried. But if i do.. oh well i guess, i did pretty good today, so i won't be too mad at myself. i'll update when i get home!
edit - 12:17am
So i just got home. Definitely ate too much. I had some chips, a granola bar, and i don't even know what else. Too much. But oh well, i'm not too upset. it could have been worse. Well, i guess we'll see what the scale says tomorrow. by the way.. does anyone else have the problem where they step on the scale and it says one weight, get off, step on it again and its like 2 pounds heavier, step off, step on it again and its even heavier! it does that to me all the time, and i don't get it! i never know which weight to go with! urgh, oh well. i actually shouldn't even be weighing myself this often. So i don't take my like 5 time a day weigh ins seriously at all, just kind of as a mid day check, haha. ok, i'm rambling, and i'm so tired i don't even really know what i'm talking about. so i think its time for bed. goodnight xanga!
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| 255.6
yay! it didn't go up :)
Weigh-ins today, but i have to go to work, so i'll post it when i get home. and i'll update then too.
have a splendid day everyone!
Outtake:
DDR - 600 cals
6.5 hours work
edit - 3:35pm
yuck yuck yuck. I was going to allow myself to have a cookie today at work, since i did quite well this week. Well, one cookie turned into 3 cookies, a pretty high cal wrap, lots of mellow yellow, and a bunch of chocolate raisens. damnit. I'm pretty mad at myself. however, i'm not gonna get to upset, because i have the week to make up for it. On the plus side, i left my chocolate covered raisens in my car, and when i got done with work they were all melted. so i threw them away. yay! I don't think i'm gonna do anything tonight. Well, just play DDR. i'm hoping to burn like... 600 cals to make up for today and not playing much yesterday. urgh, i'm so dumb sometimes. oh well, like i said, i'm not letting myself get down and i'm DEFINITELY not giving up like i usually do. just a minor set back is all :) well i'm off to play some DDR. update later.
edit - 8:05pm
yay! i burned 600 cals playing DDR. that definitely makes me feel better. So it's 8, and i still haven't eaten since this morning. I feel like I should eat something... but at the same time i don't really want to. Maybe i'll just eat a granola bar or something like that. urgh, idk. I weighed myself and I was at 255.7. So pretty sure my binge this morning didn't make too big of a gain :) I hope i'm below that tomorrow. i can't wait to get below 255! actually... below 250. But, i'm being patirent :) haha. well, thats all i have to say. I'll probably update before bed!
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