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Birthday: 11/3/1990
Gender: Female


Interests: *GOD// FRIENDS// SOFTBALL// PLAYING&&LISTENING 2/WRITING MUSIC, uhh-- MUSIC~~ i.e.- Fallout Boy, Crossfade, Ben Folds, Matchbook Romance, Trapt, System of a Down, Goo Goo Dolls, MCR, Lost Prophets, Death Cab for Cutie, Coldplay, Blink- 182, A static Lullably, The Postal Service, Lifehouse, The Gorillaz, Sugarcult, Butch Walker, The Used, Eminem, Story of the Year, Breaking Benjamin, Jimmy Eat World, Taking Back Sunday, Papa Roach, and--- MANY MORE.// errmm... phone// movie// MCHS MARCHING BAND// my ipod// talking// being random// starbucks// chunky monkey ice cream// peach flavored Propell water// french fries// Poetry// Dr. Pepper// parties// thinking// road trips// good friends// promises kept// laughing till it hurts// poker// the rain// lightning when it's dark// hot topic// eye liner// the piano// flute?¿ //mall trips// movies// hugs from the back// fruity pebbles// sleeping upside down// squishy pillows// love
Expertise: being there for who i care about. ...and rock music... ...well mostly... ^_^ lol. <33
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Monday, May 01, 2006

*declares this xanga very close to dead* u.u
lol
Stuff's been going on.
im a myspace addict u.u
heh..
softball and school and friends and such..
mmhmm..
and other stuff im not posting.
*nods*

well.. love you.
see you eventually... maybe.

Jennifer- i love you, kid =] Bffl.
Lily- i laff you DARLINK!! <33
Jay- MY RAKOWIECKI!! -.- <3
Olivia- thanks.. we both needed someone to talk to =]
Alicia- you're wonderful. i laff you kid. thanks 4 listening.
Vondy- i hope you feel better. you're wonderful. <33
Seltzer-Marie~ ur like my brother, kid. and amazing. i laff you<3
Vivi- you'r so caring. i admire that. and i love you, viv ^^
Johnathan- i wish we talked more than we do. but you're marvelous anyway <3
Alison Pedaggii- i laff u kid. no dhyiasfjhdhafa on Sudays =P lol. miss you<3 
Julia- i love you, kid. ur adorable and you always make me smile =]

Xanga go [x.BOOM.x]
</3


Thursday, March 30, 2006

yeah..
so im going to Europe TOMORROW..
i think i prefer myspace to this thing..
just because everyone is on Myspace.
but, ill keep this up to when i can, okay?

myspace =
www.myspace.com/xyour_weakness

mmhmm *nods*
Lily and me venture to Europe tomorrow.
London and Scottish boys.. here we effin come,  =]
lol

CHAYEAH<3
i must admit im kinda scared of flying, tho..
u.u
meh.. xanga's a bad bad thing.
>_<
makes me think.
this week's been.. okay.
i love you all.
will you miss me when im gone to Europe?

=P

<33


Wednesday, March 22, 2006

hello all.
i fell asleep when i got home
AND HAD A WEIRD DREAM.

i typed it to Lily, who was there.
here it is::

JLsftballgrl03:  i had a dream that i was in a place where they treasured dump races and me and 3 other girls were were sailing away on matresses in pools of garbage to demonstrate what you do to the people who get captured there ((bc i got captured)) and whoever one the matress garbage race got one of those things from health that had the tampons in it and stuff free and it was WEIRD 
 [18:47] JLsftballgrl03: and you were the person i was demonstrateing for, btw
 [18:47] JLsftballgrl03: lol
 [18:48] xgreenconversesx: lolol
 [18:48] xgreenconversesx: SCORE!
 [18:48] JLsftballgrl03: lolol
 [18:48] JLsftballgrl03: yeah
 [18:48] JLsftballgrl03: except in the dream me and you wanted to escape
 [18:48] JLsftballgrl03: bc we didnt like the dump
 [18:48] JLsftballgrl03: bc there werent any boys there 
 [18:48] JLsftballgrl03: lolol
 [18:49] JLsftballgrl03: it was a girls only dump
 

it was WEIRD. >_< =P
and i think it was because i was reading To Kill A Mocking Bird.
..poke..
poke poke..
yeah.. COMMENT.
i <3 you.
=]


Sunday, March 19, 2006

hold me now.
i'm 6 feet from the edge and i'm thinking-
maybe 6 feet..
ain't so far down.


mmhmm..
so..
saturday didnt happen.
ill explain why later..
..maybe. i might get tired of telling it.
but i dont know if i care. >_> 

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there were theories about love and friendship and everything that
i dont want anymore.
in a way i feel like im holding on to someone i wanna let go.
i dont wanna be myself anymore.
a change would be nice.
bc i get bored so fast.
im not complaining.
how can you complain when nothing's wrong?
im just tired.
and thinking.



the past two days have been good. *nods*
the past for a while has been good, actually.
so, really, im okay.
im not scared of growing up.
...or maybe i am..
i dont know.
i feel entirely too apathetic.
i cant be happy all the time.
i just feel like that's what's wanted.
like i have to.
*shrugs*

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idk. i wrote a poem.
i think i just needed to write.. and now i need a nap, so i can stop
being so grumpy.
it's below if you wanna read. x3

Trapped

Hide me from these words i speak.
Tortured soul from eyes you peek.
To the world, she stands a-trialed,
Stuck within this demon child.

Whispering her heart's fine fire-
Turning away from death's desire-
Falling short with fate's cold blows
silence in which no one knows-
Grab ahold, weaken one falls-
would you give to risk it all?

Hide me from these words i speak.
Tortured soul from eyes you peek.
To the world, she stands a-trialed,
Stuck within this demon child.



yeah.. im fuckin confused. u.u
<3


Thursday, March 16, 2006

should i stay or should i go now...
heehee^^

so today was good =]
i was rather fond of it, anyway =D
lol.

1st- social studies in the computer lab with that which is the fabulous Emilie. =]
2nd- BANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNND .. =]
3rd- LA. which turned out amusing. lol
4th- math.. which i actually understand now. u.u
5th- health. which was 7 kinds of marvelous. ..that's all im diveulging =P
6th- science witht he devilish evolutional theory and my marvelous whores that are my buds CLAUDIA AND JACKYY =D *nodnodnod*

so, yeah. i <3 today.
and i gotta 85 on my math quiz =D
and stuff went on that made me <3 lily to amounts which are large =] *nods*
lol

and i've had 5684753967 songs stuck in my head that range everywhere from Fallout Boy to Beach Boys to Everybody was Kong Fu Fighting to Your Body is a Wonderland to Baby Got Back and then that song that goes "You and me baby, we aint nothin but mammels, so let's do it like they do it on the discovery channel" ...yeah that song. lol XD

i need to give John Bleach back >_<
lol. i keep forgetting. =P
so.. 9 comments is marvelously large amounts of amazing *nods*
Gratci, people. i <3 you =]

and.. sincre im marvelously large amounts of amazing, as well..
well, you should keep commenting =P ^_^
lol. love you..

here's some stuff for you. <3

Result of Quiz :: What Mythological Creature are you?
You scored as Angel.

Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.

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Angel

67%

WereWolf

67%

Mermaid

58%

Faerie

42%

Dragon

42%

Demon

17%

AND A SURVEY XD

---would you rather---

ask someone out
be asked out.. i'll do both, though

be poor and live till you're 100
 be rich and live till you're 30

 be blind
 be deaf

 have it be winter all year round
 have it be summer all year round

 be beautiful
 be loved

 take a bath
take a shower

be born poor and die rich
 be born rich and die poor

 never have to go to school
never have to go to the doctor's/dentistis ..ehh.. i dont mind either >_< lol

 never feel physical pain
never feel emotional pain

 wear glasses
 wear braces



---Colours---
Pick a colour: Black
Is this your favourite colour? One Of Them
Do you have underwear this colour? heh.. no. lol 
Would you paint your room this colour? ehhh... maybe. probably wouldnt be allowed either way
 
 
---Sleeping---
Do you sleep at night? Sometimes
How long does it take you to fall asleep once you're in bed? Depends..
Do you sleep with your arms above or under the sheets? Depends..
Do you sleep on your side? chayeah
Do you sleep on your back? mmhmm
Do you sleep on your tummy? sometimes
Do you snore? nope XD
Do you sleep in on weekends? chayeah.. well kinda.. sometimes.
 
---Showering/bathing---
Do you prefer showers or baths? shower XD
Do you shower or bath more often? Shower
 
---Showering---
Do you shower? Yes
How often do you shower? Daily
Do you shower in the morning or at night? night.. my hars too long for the morning
How long do you spend in the shower? about 10-30 min. depending
Do you shower using warm, hot or cold water? Hot
Do you shower with other people? nope XD
Do you take toys into the shower? no. lol
 
---Bathing---
Do you bath? ehhh... once in a blue moon
How often do you bath? >_> ...once in a blue moon >_>
Do you bath in the morning or at night? night
How long do you spend in the bath? An Hour Or so. lol
Do you bath using warm, hot or cold water? As Hot As It Gets
Do you bath with other people? No
Do you take toys into the bath? meh.. nah
Do you use bubble bath? chayeah.. lol
 
---School---
Do you go to school? mmhmm =D
(if you don't go to school you can skip this part)
Do you like school? mmhmm
What is your average grade? A or B
Do you ever get A's? chayeah
Do you ever get B's? chayeah
Do you ever get C's? rarely
Do you ever get D's or lower? only in math and only once
What is your favourite subject? Language Arts
What is your most hated subject? MATH
Who is your favourite teacher? Cshey was when i had him.. now.. Mr. Body *nods*
Who is your most hated teacher? MRS. GROSS -.-
Have you been suspended? nope
Have you been expelled? nope
 
---Friends---
Do you have friends? chayeah
If no, do you want to have friends?
(if you don't have any you can skip this part)
Are you Mr./Ms. Popular? ehh.. im friends with a good amount of people. im not stereotypically popular, though >_>
Are you Mr./Ms. Loner? nope
Who is your oldest friend? ...oldest as in age or known longest?? ... age= Javiar; known = Jennifer or Lily depending
Who is your youngest friend? *raises eyebrow* erm.. Kyle?

Who is your cutest friend? aha..
Have you told them they're cute? yep. lol 
Who is your ugliest friend? None of them are ugly >_>
Have you told them they're ugly? THEY'RE NOT UGLY -.-
 
---Mental Stuff---
Do you have ADD? i've wondered.. lol
Do you have ADHD? no. lol
Do you hear voices? oh yeahh.. lol. no
Are you schizophrenic? No
Are you sure? ...Yeah *raises eyebrow*
Do you drink? i have. but not regularly, no.
Do you smoke? nope
Do you take ANY drugs (besides drugs from doctors/chemists)? No
What do you like the most? writing and music and friends
What do you hate the most? stereotypes (tho ive been guilty of doing it), spiders, and people who mess with anyone i care about -.- 
What annoys you the most? refer above.. lol.
 
---Now---
Are you listening to music? Yes
Do you know the song? Yes
What song? "Dead Skin"-Criossfade
Do you know all the words to it? Yes
Are you watching TV? nope.. i rarely do, anymore
What channel are you watching? not watchin it
Is a commercial on? NOT WATCHING IT >.<
Do you know what the TV show is called? ... -.-
Do you have any webpages open on your computer? ... obviously >_>
List them here: Xanga, weblog, email, itunes
What's the last thing you googled/yahoo'ed/MSN'ed? xanga.. lol.. i got lazy >_>
Are you wearing clothes? wtf kind of question is that? no. no im not, i sit naked at the computer >_>
What colour are they? Black Shirt And blue Jeans XD
Are you at home (if not, where are you)? mmhmm
Are you inside? Yes
If you are, what room are you in? My Bedroom
Are there a window in the room? 2
If you look through the window, what do you see? Houses, Cars, Trees, The Street
 
---Yourself---
Are you male, female or something else? chick =P
How old are you? 15
Do you have any brothers or sisters? mmhmm
What are their names? Alex, Nick and Shelley
Do you live with your parents? Yes
Do you live with both parents? Yes
What colour is your hair? brownish/blondeish
What colour are you eyes? Blue
How tall are you? 5'7
What is your favourite fast food place? hmmm.. fast food? ... Philly Cheesesteak =D
What is your favourite thing to order from there? ... a phiully cheesesteak *raises eyebrow*
What is your most visted website? Xanga or yahoo, now u.u
What is your favourite search engine? Google.
What IM programs do you use? AIM and Trillion <3


Do you believe in

1. Love at first sight?: nope
2. Aliens?: mmhmm.. it's entirely too concieted to think we're the only species >_>
3. Bigfoot?: nope
4. The Loch Ness Monster?:..id like to think it does. but no. lol
5. Yourself?: ...ehh
6. Heaven?: chayeah!
7. Hell?: mmhmm
8. Reincarnation?: nope
9. Time Travel?: i wish
10. Evolution?: NO -.-
11. Crop Circles?: lol.. no
12. Big-Bang theory?: NO -.-
13. We came from apes?: NO -.-
14. Science can solve anything?: NO NO NO -.-
15. Others?: sometimes.. i'd like to
16. God?: of course
17. Santa Clause?: lol.. oh yeahhhh
18. The good of the many outweighs the good of the few or the one?: nope
19. Really bad stuff only happens to other people?: nope


1. Have you been mugged or robbed?: not that i know of >_> <_<
2. Gotten into a fight?: mmhmm
3. Beat up?: nope
4. Broke a bone?: yes
5. Been sent to the emergency room?: i suppose for my arm when i broke it >_>
6. Given Blood?: too young
7. Needed a blood transfusion?: no.. and hopefully wont
8. Bitten by an animal?: mmhmm
9. Shot with a gun?: no >_>
10. Passed out?: once after practice
11. Broke a tooth?: nope
12. Fell from a tall height?: mmhmm
13. Had food poisoning?: yes >_<
14. Thrown into prison?: no. lol
15. Been in a car accident?: yup u.u

Morals
1. Is smoking okay?: as long as you dont make me do it
2. Drugs good by you?: no. do whatever you want. try to get me or any of my close friends to and you'll die
3. Is drinking okay for everyone?:  lol. u.u i've done it. i dont suppose it's the best thing, but im indifferent
4. Ban Gay marriage?: let people do what they want
5. Is cussing okay, if so, to what extent?: i dont care. i do it *shrugs*
6. Marry for anything other than love?: ... bad >_>
7. Engage in pre-marital sex?: asking me?.. i dont like.. PLAN to. depends on things
8. How important is honesty to you?: extremely
9. Is it okay to tell a little white lie every now and then?: ...ehh.. i do it u.u lol
10. Fighting and Violence?: idk.
11. Remarriage after your true love?: whatever makes you happy. and there's more than one love
12. Suicide?: ... *sighs* suicide is never good
13. Killing others?: bad >_>
14. The death penalty? ...im indifferent
15. Immortality?: not possible

Name something in the room that is......

Round: my ring
Blue: my cell phone (WHICH I FOUND =D)
You can fit in your hand: a note
Can be eaten: does powerade count?
Someone would want to steal: tv.. stereo.. computer >_>
Yellow: softball hat
Made of wood: desk
Cubed: tv
Brown: desk
Can be written on: paper >_>
Not touching the ground: homecoming dress hanging up
You are looking at: computer screen >_>
Orange: hmm.. peach candle thingy
Considered "hot": heh.. me ^_^.. lol. jk
Flat: popsickle stick
Pointy: eyeliner thing
Touching the ground: my foot =]
Made out of silver: necklaces
Red: bouncy ball
Considered "fun": computer.. AND BOUNCY BALL =P
Rolls: hmmm..  oh! BOUNCY BALL! ahaha... long story =P
Can be recycled: powerade bottle
Appealing to sight: my dresser =] lol.. well, i like it
Black: most of my shirts
Produces light: the lightbulb >_> ...and lava lamp and disco ball thingy
Fuzzy: blanket......!
Appealing to taste: POWERADE... for the millionth time
Polka-dotted: a candle i have.. and shorts with paint on them
American: me =] lol
Electronic: my keyboard and guitar
Green: poweradeeeeee..!!! lol
Foreign: for i stole from switzerland =P lol long story too
Desirable: umm.. no clue? >_>
Durable: my ring?

tis all.... COMMENT.. <33
 



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