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Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: Bethlehem
Birthday: 9/6/1990
Gender: Female


Interests: my amazing friends. <3. taking pictures. music. lhsgb. my shoes. black lights. playin my lovely bass. stars. singing. jelly braclets. fire. reading. hoodies. polka dots. being in the rain. bows. loud music. writing. dancing. black nail polsih. make up. movies. hollister with Kasey. shopping. pillows. sleeping. rings. my sexy cell. lip gloss. studed belts. eyeliner. glitter. emoness. darkness. <3
Expertise: death cab for cutie. the used. taking back sunday. bright eyes. the killers. a static lullaby. thursday. smile empty soul. disturbed. brand new. yellowcard. hawthorne heights. jimmy eat world. the cure. rolling stones. kansas. the clash. franz ferdinand. sugarcult. the ataris. all american rejects. the donnas. underoath. slipknot. box car racer. postal service. jane's addiction. white stripes. dashboard confessional. coheed and cambria. my chemical romance. from autumn to ashes. green day. nirvana. led zeppelin. darkness. afi. senses fail. as I lay dying. pink floyd. and a whole lot more I can't remember <3
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Tuesday, March 01, 2005

I think this is my lasy entry in xanga
tonight the headphones will deliver you the words I can't say

Good-bye my darlings.  I will miss you all.  <|3

 

new screen name ---  blackxthesexeyes

 

leave me 69 comments and I shall return!

 

Jack and Jill went up the hill to fetch some marijuana.  Jack got high and dropped his fly and said do you wanna?  Jill said yes and dropped her dress and then they had some fun.  Silly Jill forgot her pill and soon they had a son.
Yeah...

 

 

10 random things you like!

[10] music

[9] my friends

[8] my computer

[7] my cell

[6] dancing

[5] singing

[4] writing stuff

[3] kissing in the rain

[2] my birthday

[1] field show!

 

9 of your cLosesT friends

[9] dave

[8] kasey

[7] krystle

[6] kelsey

[5] sylvia

[4] becca

[3] ashley

[2] lauren

[1] zach

 

8 things you DON’T like

[8] Iowa

[7] elmo

[6] reindeers

[5] geogre washington

[4] man thongs

[3] me

[2] kevin bacon!

[1] ryan

 

7 places you would like to visit

[7] hmm, I don't really care where as long as it is not Iowa

[6]

[5]

[4]

[3]

[2]

[1]

 

6 places where you’ve slept in before

[6] my bed

[5] a car

[4] a couch

[3] in Kasey's bed

[2] on Kelsey's floor

[1] on Nicky's trampoline!

 

5 of your fave books

[5] perks of being a wallflower

[4] confessions of a groupie

[3] gone with the wind

[2] i dunno anymore!

[1] i dunno...

 

4 thingS you wanna d0 before you diE

[4] go to mcdonalds

[3] have a baby

[2] pop a cap in someone's ass

[1] find my dog

 

3 people you wanna meet before y0u diE

[3] the hamburgler

[2] aladin

[1] 50 cent yo!

 

2 eventS you will never forget

[2] summer band/ field show

[1] homecoming [grindline!!!!!!] lmao

 

the 1 person you will always love

[1] dave!  der  <3

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Which One Of Your Friends is/has..

[the funniest]: dave or leah
[the blondest]: becca
[the meanest]: nicky
[the tallest]: i dunno!
[the shortest]: earl
[most likely to be a genuis]: colin
[most athletic]: i dunno
[most likely to become famous]: sylvia
[the best singer]: sylvia
[the most fashionable]: kasey
[most likely to marry a rockstar]: kasey!
[the quiestest]: gracie
[the most random]: lauren
[most likely to become president]: colin!
[the most trustworthy]: all of them are, but if I had to pick, I would say dave or kasey
[the prettiest eyes]: krystle
[the best hair]: krystle
[most likely to be in a music video]: ashley
[the best at making themselves laugh]: becca
[most likely to be gay]: "diana" haha
[most likely to be on jerry springer]: ashley or kasey
[the best dancer]: kelsey
[the biggest loser]: i dunno!
[most likely to get high]: hmm, i wonder... krystle
[most likely to commit suicide]: they better not.  Or i'll meet them in the summerland and we are so going to mcdonalds!
[the biggest klutz]: kels
[the best laugh]: ashley
[most likely to make you smile]: dave, kasey, ashley

 

 

 

About YOu!

>>1. FULL NAME: Autumn Marie freakin Merwine
>>2. BIRTHDAY: September 6th, 1990
>>3. STAR SIGN: virgo
>>4. AGE: 14
>>5. Height: 5 foot 4
>>6. WHERE WERE YOU BORN? st. lukes
>>7. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF? kevin bacon
>>8. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES? yup
>>9. YOUR PERFECT MAN/WOMAN: dave/rebecca
>>10. DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR FAMILY? sometimes
>>11. HAVE YOU EVER HATED ANY PERSON IN YOUR FAMILY? yes
>>12. ARE YOU GOING TO COLLEGE? nope
>>13. WHERE DO YOU SEE YOURSELF 5 YEARS DOWN THE ROAD? working at mcdonalds
>>14. WHAT'S YOUR FAVE SAYING? i'll pop a cap in yo ass 
>>15. DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED...HAVE KIDS? sure
>>16. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT ABORTION? awesome
>>17. WHO'S THE PERSON THAT SENT THIS TO YOU? i dunno
>>19. YOUR GOOD LUCK CHARM? my thong
>>20. WORST SONG YOU'VE EVER HEARD? i dunno 
>>21. BEST SONG YOU'VE EVER HEARD? i've had the time of my life!
>>22. ARE YOU A GOOD STUDENT? no
>>23. ARE YOU A GOOD DRIVER? no
>>24. ARE YOU GOOD AT SPORTS? no
>>25. ARE YOU DEEP SLEEPER? yeah
>>26. DO YOU COLLECT ANYTHING? nope
>>27. DO YOU LIKE TO SING? yeahhh
>>28. DO YOU LIKE TO SHOP: of course!
>>29. DO YOU LIKE TO PARTY: fuck yeah
>>31. DO YOU HAVE ANYTHING PIERCED? der... yeah
>>32. WOULD YOU KILL SOMEONE YOU DIDN'T KNOW FOR 15 BILLION DOLLARS? maybe
>>33. WHAT THREE THINGS WOULD YOU TAKE FROM YOUR ROOM IF YOU RAN AWAY? my cell, money, flashlight 
>>34. CAREER? mcdonalds!
>>35. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? autumnpoo, Otumb, ghetto gary, sousa slut
>>36. IF YOU WERE IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE AND IT WOULD HURT THEM IF THEY FOUND OUT, WOULD YOU TELL THEM? i dunno


>>HAVE YOU EVER...
>>37. PUT A BODY PART ON FIRE FOR AMUSEMENT? of course!
>>40. SKINNY DIPPED? no
>>41. FLASHED SOMEONE? yeah
>>42. PLAYED STRIP POKER? no
>>43. BEEN IN A PHYSICAL FIGHT? yeah 
>>46. BEEN ON A PLANE? yeah
>>47. COME CLOSE TO DYING? yeah 
>>48. SWAM IN THE OCEAN? yeah
>>49. BEEN HURT EMOTIONALLY? chyeah 
>>50. BEEN TO AN AMUSEMENT PARK? yup
>>51. KEPT A SECRET FROM PEOPLE? maybe
>>52. CRIED DURING A MOVIE? yup
>>53. BEEN ON STAGE? of course
>>54. HAD CHICKEN POX? nope
>>55. HAD STITCHES? nope
>>56. HAD ANYONE BESIDES YOUR FAMILY SAY THEY LOVE YOU? yeah

>>WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE...

>>57. VEGETABLE? ewww
>>58. FAST FOOD/RESTAURANT? i dunno
>>59. MEAT? i dunno!
>>60. CANDY? i dunno!
>>61. MOVIE? dirty dancing!
>>62. TV SHOW? the OC, south park
>>63. PLACE TO VISIT? hmmmmm, i dont know
>>64. SPORTS? field hockey!
>>65. NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK/POP? cherry coke 
>>66. ALCOHOLIC DRINK (IF YOU HAVE ANY)? mike hard lemonade!
>>67. NUMBER? 69!
>>68. FLOWER? tulip!
>>69. BRAND OF SHOES? dc's! 
>>70. PERFUME/COLOGNE? lilu
>>71. SHAMPOO? this creepy stuff
>>72. DAY/NIGHT? night
>>73. SUMMER/WINTER? autumn! 
>>74. LACE/SATIN? satin
>>75. Cartoon Character? kenny
>>76. FOOD? french fries
>>77. SUBJECT? german
>>78. FRUIT/VEGETABLE JUICE? orange juice
>>79. PERSON TO TALK TO? dave

>>IN THE PAST WEEK HAVE YOU......
>>80. CRIED? yeah
>>81. WORN A SKIRT? no 
>>82. MET SOMEONE NEW? yeah
>>83. CLEANED YOUR ROOM? yup
>>84. DONE LAUNDRY? yes

>> DO YOU BELIEVE IN...
>>85.YOURSELF? no
>>86. FRIENDS? yes
>>87. FAMILY? no
>>88. SANTA CLAUSE? yes! 
>>89. TOOTH FAIRY? yes!
>>90. DESTINY/FATE? i dunno
>>91. ANGELS? no
>>92. GOD? no
>>93. SATAN/DEMONS? no
>>94. GHOSTS? yeah

>>FRIENDS AND LIFE...
>>95. DO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND? yeah 
>>96. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING? tank top and my panties yo
>>97. DO YOU LIKE ANYONE? maybe
>>98. WHO'S YOUR LOUDEST FRIEND? ashley
>>99. SHYEST FRIEND? gracie
>>100. WEIRDEST FRIEND? ashley
>>101. A FRIEND THAT YOU HAVEN'T SEEN IN AWHILE? nicky
>>102. WHEN HAVE YOU CRIED THE MOST? wednesday
>>103. WHAT IS THE WORST FEELING? unlovedness

 

 

 

 

 

[x]Basix[x]

No matter what people say behind my back, they call me: Autumn Marie Merwine

I popped out on: September 6th, 1990

In: bethlehem

I am stuck in: bethlehem

My dad's ethnicity: german, irish, indian

My mom's ethnicity: chechlslyvachian, scottish, irish, welsh

My heritage: too many

I blew out *this many* candles on my last birthday: 15! one for good luck!

My lover's name is: rebecca!

"If it didn't hurt, then they wouldn't call it a crush": rebecca!

Yummy eats: taco!

Drinks: cherry coke

My hair is the color of: blah

I have the physique of:  britney spears!

My teachers teach me at: liberty

Muah friends: too many

People who I don't like and I'm not afraid to say it: ryan, alex

I worship: i forgot

[x]My Loves[x]

Athletic shitness: ddr!

School subject: german

Restaurant: i dont have one

Place to get ice cream: i dunno

Place to get a smoothie: i dunno

Place to be: my room

Scent: i dunno!

Something you could do for the rest of your life: i dunno

Way to *chill out*: i dunno

I love the sound of: mark

Actress: dont have one

Actor: dont have one

Reading material: the perks of being a wallflower

I can't live without: my cell

In my bathroom: is a toliet

In my room: is a bed

I could put my money away in: my wallet

[x]Blah or Blah[x]

Coke or Pepsi?: coke

Bigger slut:  Paris Hilton or Nicole Richie?: paris hilton

Bigger boobs:  Pam Anderson or Queen Latifah? pam anderson

Better looking:  Orlando Bloom or Vin Dhiesel?:they are both eww

Six-pack or lots of brains?: doesnt matter

Computer or running?: computer

Night or day?:night

Make-up or bath and body crap [lotion, perfume, etc]: make up

U-M or Stanford? neither

School or all day at home on xanga?: school

Oral or anal sex? oral

Make-up sex or make-up kissing after a fight?: make up sex

Friends or South Park?: south park

Sherbert or chocolate-chocolate ice cream?: i dont like ice cream

[x]Mirror Mirror On The Wall[x]

What do you do with your hair? depends what day it is

What is your body image like? fat

How do you do your make-up? black eye shadow, black eyeliner

What beauty product can you never live without? eyeliner

Do you own perfume? yes

If so, which scents? lilu

Clothes, clothes, clothes...:  i wear clothes

[x]Have you ever?[x]

Contemplated suicide? no comment

Been clinically depressed? maybe

Cut yourself? chyeah

Been bullimic or anorexic? maybe

Jacked off? no

Skipped? yeah

Watched TV all day? no

Sat on your butt for a whole summer? yes

Listened to music all day? yes

Read for like an hour on the potty? maybe

Changed a hell of a lot for one person? yeah

Been called a slut? of course

Been trashed? yes

Publicly barfed? nope

Eaten a whole lot of food and then hated yourself for it? yeah

Went for one whole night without any sleep?: yes

Stayed up all night on a school night? mmhmm

Fallen asleep in class? yup

Been the victim of a three-way phone scam? yes

[x]Spotlight[x]

If you could have any job in the real world what would it be? working at mcdonalds

When you die, what do you want your funeral to be like, etc? i dont want a funeral

If you could spend one day with anybody in the whole world, who would it be?  dave

If you had one one-way ticket to any place out of state, where would you be heading off to?  california

If you were the president of the USA, what would you do?: make drugs legal

You can kick anybody's ass at: blowing mark

Anybody can kick ur ass in: ddr

You are happy: fjkdsfgbdjkg

 


Sunday, February 27, 2005

it's amazing
being so close to one person
feeling like they know everything about you
they can make you smile in your darkest times
they truely make you feel beautiful
no one has ever given you this feeling before
it's as if
you are
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