i didnt update at all in april.

but i turned 17 on april 15th.. that was fun . had a party with tiffy
team is doing amazingly well -- lets go county champ
justo was just my favorite ever. pheww
i love alan
and yeaH .. prom semi-sooN!

much love loveRS<3 paace

im pretty sure that a clock cannot blink 8's ..

last day of pssa's tommorow :) im ecstatic

smile :D

hit a triple friday, that was super freaking cool ! we won.. 7-3

this weekend was very nice <3

i believe courtbutt & i will be friends.. forever.

spring time, the love of spring time

my birthday is approachiNG . me  & tiff are having a party. you can come :D

my report card is going to be very good this quarter =) .. im excited

i swear i've found my better half

softball is fuN .. i love love love the girls

where am i going to go to college. blaaaaah

i seriously think i have checked everyone's away message 23409234 times tonight
can you say stalkeR? yea. i got skills

we're damn strange. we fighT - but theres nothing but love

roxie and me want to marry jfk.. can you blame uS!?

love<3

edit .. 8:18 [yes im that bored]

Alan2572: oye
Auto response from CsHoRtii112: aHhH boredom.
Alan2572: p.s. you cant marry jfk cause ur not aloud to be married to 2 people  that is called bigamy and is frowned upon in certain nations....
Alan2572: talk about boredom...i think you should come back
Alan2572: ily
Alan2572: te amo
Alan2572: Je vous aime (french)
Alan2572: Ich liebe Sie (German)
Alan2572:  L'amo (italian)
Alan2572: i enjoyed talking to ur away message....

thats the love i like to come back to :D
yess oh yess

BUBBLE53089: i love you
BUBBLE53089: and i love you for when you called me
BUBBLE53089: and you asked if i was sick and i said no
BUBBLE53089: and you knew
BUBBLE53089: and you let it be at the right time
CsHoRtii112: yea well you know us bf's.. we got it like that
CsHoRtii112: we tryyyyy our hardeST*
CsHoRtii112: call me then . i loVE yaa

i'm pretty sure.. we are really awesome.
and i love her.
and the rest of them <3

have a goood day loveS!

ps. i miss my other best friend a great deal

ediT ::

the meaning of life.. is to find someone who knows everything about you, your differences, flaws and mistakes.. but yet still loves you for the crazy, loud, obnoxious, difficult human being you really are.

...... Passion is a positive obsession.
Obsession is a negative passion. <- wow

this weekend was good. but missed him so much it hurt
friday = scrimmage . a double . 2-3 . al got 8th . out to eat at works . picked up nol . laughed a lot . sat next to mike . sleep early
saturday = early practice . fun . hard bean to see emmy . with sexamanda and molly . made jewelry . decorated alans room with nana . nick val jordan come over . sean shawn gregg came over . went home . dad was out on a date . sleep late . discov health
sunday = woke up 930 . by a text message from alan . went to his house 11-5 . i missed him soooo much . ate steak . he came over 7-830 . ah yes i love him

hehe . so much love

so. i am sitting here.. reading penn live about swimming and softball..

and my dad goes "courtney is your boyfriend here?" and i was like .. "no," why?

my sister goes "hold on.. ill be right back".

she comes back in the house with..
..20 RED ROSES
..frienDs w/ benefitS CD
..peach rings
..sweeTest card in the WHOLE entire world

reason for all this niceness?
gosh
all i know is

i am the absolute luckiest girl in the whole world. <3
i love you. alan andrew snyder

is it just me or is xanga dying an excruciatingly slow death?

did i ever mention how unfair life is?? good luck .. biggest day of your liveeee, only wish i could share it with you <3

so in the past week, not much has happened
-took 6th place at DISTRICT 3 AA DIVING :) my 2nd sport district medal = exciting .. even though it seemed like only a handful of people even cared
-took the hardest test in global ever
-ive been wretchingly misssserable and taking it out on everyone in my path- honestly i dont care.

okay so i acutally have nothing else to say
but, bye <3