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Sunday, March 16, 2008
 

If i had to choose

If i had to choose.. It will be between you or God. No one else.
I won't go for any other guy, because you are the only one in my life.

God knows that. He knows how precious you are to me. He knows how i high i have placed you in my life.
He knows, I've secured your position in par with his, in my heart.
He knows, that i know its not right.

I just pray God doesn't make me choose. I'd hate to choose. My heart and mind collide, and it's causing me to suffer.
Thats the only reason i suffer . I don't suffer because you make me do. I do so because i can't find the guts to do what is right.

I just don't want to loose you if i choose God. But at the same time, don't want God to make me loose you if i decide not to choose Him.
I want both. I need both.

You are my everything.

I'll keep praying, and ask God please, to keep you by my side, while i will turn to Him.

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Grow old together with me, the best is yet to be.

Thats the only assurance that tells me, it's a sign from God, asking me to trust him in everything.

I'll take that little step of faith. I'll have the patience to wait. 

Because only You understand how i feel, and since the first day you blessed us with this relationship, i have done nothing but thank you each day for it.



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