| | after some thinking, i realize why last semester's studies was so difficult for me; it's that in spite of all the things i love and enjoy about conducting, i couldn't accept that it's ok for people to treat us like crap! even though these precious people are few and far between - critics, musicians, tutors, etc jackasses. ironically, the friends who are kindest are other conductors who compete with me. i guess they can sympathise. i've been reminded many times that conductors cannot want to be liked, i think i finally understand now. cause regardless of your ability, you will have to face the music (pun). conclusion is, i must learn to savor the position of having people want to oppress us. so bring it on! but watch your backs after. |
| | Posted 7/12/2008 2:56 PM - 14 views - 0 comments
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