And once again  I look upon the cross where you died, I'm humbled by Your mercy  and I'm broken inside. Once again I thank You, Once again I pour out my life. Now you are exalted to the highest place King of the heavens, where one day I'll bow. But for now, I marvel at this saving grace, And I'm full of praise once again. I'm full of praise once again. Thank you for the cross, thank you for the cross, Thank you for the cross, my Friend.

Really appreciate the little things in life... just chilling on weekends with friends... getting a random email or a phone call... a smile while walking to class... playing on the guitar... talking to mom and dad... hitting up your lil sister randomly while shez out at the mall with her friends... just these little things... makes life so much more precious. Thank you Lord... Thank you for the memories... the good laughs... thank you for each day and the even better times to come... Thank you for the cross Lord. .... =)

To Everybody: Click on the link below!!! ^_^

http://www.roelands.org/downloads/diversions/flash/bear.swf

hope you enjoyed that. thinking about a lot of you guys right now... so just thought you guys needed that... haha. chill more later. pC

On a side note, my suped up nokia 8260 with all the flashing add-ons died on Saturday. My favorite phone in the world with all my phone numbers and stuff won't turn on anymore =(. So please send your info and stuff to me again please. *sigh* mom and my lil sis say they'll find another phone for me *hUgz*. but I really miss my 8260... plus they don't make it anymore.

So this weekend was Full Moon Fest.. it was pretty cool. I got to play Mah-Jong with bets. we won!! =) (see pix below)

and I say... more xanga later.. _O_ ZZzzzzZzz Have a good Fall Break you guys =) holla~

I stayed up till 1:00 last night. why?? cuz I'm such a loser. I've had this crush on a girl for a few years now. Its a completely retarded situation cuz it comes and goes like the wind. auuuugh. So she happened to be on-line last night... and I ended up clicking on her profile like every 10 seconds... ... till 1:00 AM. auuuugh. and I didn't even talk to her...   YOU know you do it too!!! auuugh... but yeah.. being the playa I was (unlike whipped vu) .. I ripped myself away from the computer to go and sleep. yEAH.. after reading her profile ten billion times... auuugh... playa 4 life!!! uhhh.. dang... whatz wrong with me??

Anywys... went to the vigil last night for 9/11.. so was on a spirtual high... came back and thought a lil about unity and luv. reminds me about something sy said about loyalty and service. ~~~> random pix below w/ photoshop 7.0  filter. =) sorry... had to post some type of pix. more later....

my ol buddy Va (intrigue) came to visit me the other day =) just chilled like the good ol times. *siiigh* miss first year so bad... mayb 4th year we can all live in the same area or something. that'll be fun. then I don't have to go all the way to jpa to see the crew... or cockroaches infested bice to chill with the fEi Lo chinks... or to uforum with the sketch landlord to see the eschool crew... o_0

More pix....

connie likes to embarrass me in front of people a lot. she reaaally likes to do it. We were sitting at her birthday party (above)... with a bunch of people... and she randomly calls me out with the west saiiii story. aite... i see how you do...

actually I'm scared she'll beat me up when she sees this. hahaha

-Something Intelligent-
I like my classes and I like my professors right now. All the electrical engineering classes [ECE 333, ECE 323, ECE 307, ECE 309] seem manageable. =) E-school... definitely beats being in arts and crafts. =)

Its been an entire year. One entire year since I last cried. One entire year since I first broke my silence with the Lord. So many people gone... so quickly. All innocent.

Right now, Mercy Me- I can only Imagine is spinning on winamp. Kind of appropriate. I mean, if we can just see that God's luv rules, wouldn't we all just get along? No more hate... no more deaths. I can only imagine... ....

too much stuff has happened.. and I've gotten too lazy to write it down. auuugh... so...

<-Profile->
Name: JT Chen
DOB: 8/12/82
School: UVA engineering school
Major: Electrical Engineering
Minor: Biomedical Engineering
Status: Looking for Juliet. =) She'll be smart.. funny... easy to talk to and joke around with. If you look at her from the back she'll have really nice hair. She'll be able to cook really good food.. and let me help... but if I miss up... she'll still be able to make it taste good anyways. =) aWwww and she'll be one of those girls that when you're talking to.. she'll think about what shez about to say instead of blurting something out. thatz mad cute... fobs do that... I need a fob... somebody help me find a fob... o yeah.. and she has to be able to name all the stars in the northern side. =) *take astr 121*

ok... better xanga entries in the future.... this one suuuuux. pC