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Wednesday, June 18, 2008

  • I honestly do not know why I am updating this - but here goes -
    lately I feel like all that I do is go to school and work.  It is really kind of frustrating - considering that everyone around me has summer and I just feel like it is any other time of the year (with warm weather that I cannot enjoy).  I dunno - I feel like I need to be saving money so that I can do what I want with my life - but at the same time, I feel like I might be happier overall if I could have at least one day off during the week.  Why does everything have to cost money?  Ugh.  Summer school is going well - I am learning how to use a view camera.  I'm kind of worried about it - considering that the film is soooo expensive so I take extra long to make sure that everything in the shot is perfect - not to mention that I have like ZERO time to do any sort of developing/printing other than the days that I am at school. 
    I have been able to see Kelly a bit more lately.  She makes me happy, like - I dunno..I just feel like she is one of the only people around that understands me.

    Everyone keeps telling me that I'm really white.  I can totally tell how it might throw people off - because I am usually lifeguarding (which I now have no time for) so in the summer I am usually another race...but this year.. gah.  I really wish that I could work at the pool..what a vacation that would be from all of this.  :/  But I dunno, hearing that I am white as heck makes me feel kinda self-conscious.   I dunno..I wish that I felt prettier.

    I want to do something with me life!  Like - I need to get out of here for a bit!
    UUUUUUUUUUUUUUGHHHHHHH

    Sorry if this comes off as really whiny or something - I think that I just needed to vent or something.

    I am going to bake cookies now for a friend who really appreciates them - then I am going into work at three.  Ugh :(
    F my life, eh?

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

  • I honestly cannot wait for summer school to start.  I miss taking photos ever so much.  

    Can someone pleeeeease help me stop feeling like crudbuttz :(  aghh sinus infection aaaaghhhhhhh.  WAH 

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

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Wednesday, April 30, 2008