Has it almost been 5 years already?

in the essence of it all it feels like i am in total awe of how much time has passed by since my childish ranting.  Its hilarious how my blogs have the most irritating words known to man. 

heres a list of things that have changed over the course of my history.

1. I am not on the rock anymore, finally free from Guam.

2. I am a proud parent of a bouncing 2 year old.

3. I am almost done with college.

4. I went through child custody hearings every now and then.

5. I finally just broke out and took freedom with me.

6. Now i expect the worse of all relationships.

7. Every now and then i do get into one and get out of it.

8. I fell in love a couple of times.

9. I fell out of love a couple of times.

Not that i am a pessimistic, its just that i have gone through alot of changes with reality and how awful it can settle in.  It is a whole new different kind of world out there after the teenage years pass.

So whats new and hip?  Well saying the word hip is not hip, now i feel old. 

So far the individuals running for president is clearly going to dent the government books.

Plasma flat screen television.... Ment for the upper class if you ask me.

Blue ray?

Gas... need i say more.

These are things that were not popular in 2004. 

I guess that would be it.  I am not sure of what else i should type down, i dont have any bitter sweet feelings, or problems that should share in a blog.  Its best to just find someone to talk to or put the baby to sleep and then sketch my problem out. 

i "BORROWED" it from raynas site! i hope she doesnt mind.....

i am in the back between marge and gret.... paul... is behind me!  it was a great to see everyone!! weeh!!! afterwards i went to watch PRIME with my chicken noodle.... haha inside thing.... but yeah then i dont know.... i sure do miss high school!

sigh.......... till later....dayz..............

Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo whats the latest news with the world?

I am realllly bored nothing to do as usual...... i am an hour early for class.... i went to pick up pat this morning.... just for laughs, we made up stuff like chipin.."welcome to kemtupy pried chipin how cam i hep u?" Yeah can i hap a homy chipin sangwipch pease" oh never mind i guess its a u gotta be there to laught thing... trailbraizer.... or wait nahhh it was just me being funny.... i am trading in my car.... for a rav 4.... sniff sniff i had some great memories with that car... running hand in hand through an open meadow with the birds chirping and sun shining.... my parents want to trade it in because they want something new, and i guess my accident thingy a long time ago... yeah they think its defected now... it still runs great to me... but to them bleh? the person sitting next to me smells like soap... someone showered... eh eh!

So i am turning 18 in december and i am suppose to go off island for a couple of weeks... but i just dont know when i want to go... i dont want to leave during the holidays, yeah its crowded and i dont want to leave my boyguy and friends, so probably january if spring semester doesnt start right away!! wow this font is super, i should use it to write a letter!!!!

This is dedicated to my bestfriend tasi de oro... we use to do this alot, i miss you chick... i hope work is not killing you....

To my ever dearest Tasi,                               10/21/1804

                Where are you? Its been months since i have seen you and it feels like years.  I have checked outside my window hoping to see you walk up that drive way with open arms for me.  Now all i feel is emptiness.  Your last letter was not complete, you forgot the place they were sending you, when and why.... have you been captured? what is it... did you find some one else to soothe your soul? i am extremely worrined about you... all i ever do now is wonder and my heart melts at the thought of your face. The war is terrible, all i ever hear about is all the distruction going on.  This letter, if ever it gets to you is to shoe you that i still look for you.  Life isnt the same, i dont know how much longer i can last, they are evacuating the town in any case of invasion, and i am scared you might find an empty house.  So with my love for you i will remain in this threshold till you return, it might mean my life, but it seems the right thing to do is wait... Come back to me, i dont know how long my heart can take it.... I must leave now the sound of the soldiers foot steps are drawing near.  Forget me not... and if anything were to happen i am always with you...

hahaha tasi i hope you do have a chance to read that....so  heard from ryan s. that you went sky diving you crazy mofo!!! that is awesome!!!!! Call me later!!!

So thats all folks!! i hope everyone enjoyed my love letter to my best friend!!! haha i will write one for you one day.... because i am going outta my mind, because i am superrr bored!!!

SHOUT OUTS TO........
uhhhhhhhhhhhhh? i dunno to you the person reading this.... please leave your name and number and i will be sure to thank you personally.... haha to ronna laughing at my cheese joke next to me!!!!

i love cheeeeeeeessssssssssseeeeeeeeee...................

i like cerealllllllllllllllllllll..........

i like horses.............................................. bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

i lub booobooosaur....... you know who you are....right paptrick?

So it has been a while... hmmm i am at the rfk library, absolutely bored outta my mind!!! Class is going to start in 30 minutes and i have nothing better to do than update... so how is the world today?  devastating i know... the whole new orleans thing... hurricane katrina.... my condolences to those who are suffering or lost someone... well then so gret left on the 17th... i know it was a while... but yeah i miss her... and laura b. left on that same day as well...isnt life just sad....  here i am on this tiny island.... going to college... i should be out in the world.... somewhere... away from here... maybe i will try next year....should be a blast! So in other news... pat left to germany.... then he came back.... yeah its been that long since i have visited this damn site.... so let me just say that i missed him... and now that i see him everyday.... i dont.... just kidding.... i still do... i dont go to the same school anymore... bummer..... but that lovely boy gets out early...for my sake! woo hoo!!  so recently i have been seeing a majority of people i have not seen in a long time... besides my favorite people that graduated from gw....i have seen caleb... he's sitting right over there... risha, val, joe, manda, james, tristan (hes in my english class funny boy) john, cisco, those two i recently hung out wit... it was hilarious... hungry boys who pretend to be on a diet... but eat everything... i love those kinds of people... dont u? well i dont want to drag on... i am not ammused anymore... till... next ime i am in the library doing nothing... bye children! oh yeah its important to note this down so i wont forget... 8 months just passed.... weeh on a roll here guys! i hope everyone is great!!! oh drin if you happen to read this at cali.... miss yeah expediter boy!!!! hope you are having a grand time!!! bye!!!!! 

I am exhausted! well work was a total bummer! besides the cool people there eee gag! i hate it when its busy!! but it was cool our nice friend rae took us to the movies!!! that was awesome... watched Charlie and the chocolate factory with him drin and sarah!  sarah enjoy ur drink out! damn that movie was WACK! so colorful and nummy....just plain wack! watch it whe ur stoned or something ahah.... its crazy... sarah and i expected better!
ADRIAN Baldonado.  you rock... so sad your are leaving us!! we'll miss yah!! if ur reading this dont forget to comment and subscribe!  haha so to update... hmmmmmm well i was suppose to continue the whole carnival thing yeah watched my counter part sing on stage... good job... next day i got a depressing phone call.... but all good intentions.... then we argued.... then we went out the next night to clear it up.... now everything is grand!! whew! just want to say thanks to my best friends tasi zoe and drian for calling me and being there... dont worry guys it was all sorted out... but if anything call me... well what else... dinner at max's sitting house... it was fun... enjoyed the bread... and the company! so to help one of my ever true friends... dont worry chick it'll all turn out fine...dont ever hesitate to call me at work... hahah... also to call in sick.... call me lata! so i recently bought the harry potter book.... $29.99... at bestseller.... gas dranage on my car...$2.50.... diving into a good book ... priceless... never the less call me a book freak... i wanna see what harry gets into next... haaha i am such a nerd! well then....i am going to nap... gots some secret sneaking out to do.... damn do i miss everyone! i am SLEEEEPY!!!!!! i am still having this big... whole trust issue thing going on... hopefully.... i am just being paranoid.. which i do over analyze things... but u'll never know.... if u look to much on the bright side... u'll be blind... haha made that up my self! better keep that in my mind... but yeah not much to say... that ends it!!!  till next time!! peace and take care guys!!!