haaa, it becomes my bi-monthly diary~

busy for D-code recently. but the situation is much better than what i expected b4
at least i can off b4 1am every day, back to work at a flexible time..n most importantly i can still meet my fds (n mpm hoho)..somehow this distinguishes audit n tax to me despite the similar boring job natures...

tonite received an email from my french roommate of my exchange studies and she told me she is in hk now!!!!!
so surprised n we gonna meet tmr
a bit excited coz i rmb i said gd-bye to her 3 yrs ago in the US...n then met in her town Paris 2 yrs ago...n then c her again...

btw, wanna tell u r lisa, reli happy to receive ur call asking me out this week ga~~ coz juz think that u guys wont celebrate or forget it already
i always miss working wif u guys coz the times were reli happy though harsh...

seems like i've disappeared for long...
i wont update xanga so often coz i find i still prefer writing to typing diary..
n i juz dunno y i can't login to my msn at home..
luckily still can use some web-based in office

i dunno if it's kind of 'growth'...
i become ok quiet...in my working place, at home (i m too lazy to quarrel wif my mom now...quite diff. from the past...) and to my fds (i was always the one who ask sb out..but now i prefer reading or juz rest at home even my bf is not free)
or maybe it's bcoz of the long-working-hr while tedious office work that 'nibbles off' my energy and ambition gradually (i rmb i was an ok active U student..but active outside my U haa..)


i know i shdn't think too much......
but...do u think we talk less?...
n..i juz feel more problems will come out...i dunno y...

somehow..i afraid we get used to communicating in that way...

but i will try to forget the past
few months ago i did tell myself not to look back..

18 days to go!!!
SUPERSUPER LOOK FORWARD!!!!!! (long time mo travel la if ng count out job)

11/5-21/5: Trip to Eastern Europe
(so gd that no more annual leave will be wasted for exam)


but this time sure cant and wont be so 'chur', must no last time ge consecutive 3 nite ge nite train (my fds n i were so powerful haha) or ging energy consuming ge workcamp...
coz my health is not as gd as b4 lu (like always headache recently...>0<)
n i juz wanna relax
relax wif him

A man who doesnt hv a caring heart n forgets, or even ignores,  sb is always waiting for long n is tired
A man has many excuses
A man has no improvement

A man should step on his words

n sb has had enough for these months

actually...i feel a bit gum dung on that day despite my emotional fluctuations...

tmr hv to be back to prc again...(know that today afternoon)
in the past i get used to work for months in prc
but now even 2 days r too much for me....