Do you ever just sit there and wonder what the possiblities of how your life could turn out and where you'll be in ten years?

Yeah, I do that and I swear I just come up with the worst one yet. I think I"m just going to go hide from that. ugh.

I've decided my next tattoo. I'm getting it December 8. No earlier or no later. It must be on that date.

Dad isn't leaving tonight. Which is a slight bummer. I was pretty excited about not having to drive to midtown, but hey, it's worth it.

Went to YouthPride the other day and loved it. I can't want to go in the following weeks ahead.

I guess that is it for now. I think I'm going to go nap. And I'm about ready to head out to Carrollton to find out where the hell my money is. It should have been in my account on Friday of LAST week. I'm quite done with it all.

I can't win.
And he just compared
me to my mother.
Didn't think you could
get that low.
Really?

And he doesn't believe
me on why I left.
And did he forget
about cell phones?

I want to go to the ocean.
I want to just drive all night to get there.
Reminisce in my past,
my childhood friends,
my dreams,
my future.
Then I want to drive back
and remember there is reality waiting.

That's always been something I want to do.
But for now,
I can only roam the streets
of my old city.