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Name: Yellow
Birthday: 8/7/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: anime, manga, writing, drawing, graphic design (and making web sites), singing, joining things (Gaia, A4, xanga, LJ), and goofin' off and havin' fun like any other 13 year-old.
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  Sorceress Yellow
MSN: pokegirl18@hotmail.com
Member Since:
5/3/2004
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| A diantre. My last entry was so horrible. That was last semester. I don't hate Coral. ^_^;; No no, Coral is my homie now.
I decided to update, because I wanted to leave a happier memory as my
last entry. ^_^ All is good. :3 <-- this is not a butt with eyes,
silly! It's a face. : these are the eyes, and this 3 is the mouth.
Ok, well, remember. I'm using my LJ alot more. The link is: http://www.livejournal.com/users/yellowdi.Okees! Peace out, doods!
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| What the heck is Coral's problem? It's so annoying!!! Why does she care if I write IN MY FREAKIN' LJ that I like reynaldo. This is what she said to my latests entry:
Ok Di. I think I should come clean.
I have been reading your journal.
Is this ok?
And I had sortaremembered you had liked Rey, butwasn't sure if you still did. Why do you want people to remember?!
It's my journal, she doesn't have to fucking read it if she
doesn't fucking want to! God! Nada, la proxima vez, I'm gonna put my LJ
as a friend's only!
And yes, I'm using LJ more often than Xanga. here's the link: Dream Scape | | |
| I can tell my mom is really stressed out. She wanted to see what I got in this weird career test we took in guidance, and one of my answers (It says what you answered) was that school partcially motivates me. My mom flipped! She started telling me that that's wrong, I can't think like that. That according to the interpretation of the College Board my future and school are not related, blah blah blah, I need to talk to my guidance coucelor about that so I can change my attidtude towards school.
Woah, woah woah! Lady, calm the fuck down! (Obviously, I didn't tell her that) First of all, Even though I sincerely dislike school, I need to go to school to go to college. I want to go to college! And I'm not motivated at school! School does not motivate me to study at all! I never wake up in the morning thinking, "Oh yay! I have school today!" I never come home from school thinking, "Yay! I've got homework!" O_o;; Never!!! Just because I don't like school, that doesn't mean I'm going to do something study like drop out. O_O If I dropped out, I'd be crushing my hopes and dreams! I want to become a fucking writer and animator. I need school for that! So in the mean time I will have to put up with boring classes, annoying homeworks, and long hours of studying for tests! I will endure it, God dammit!
Then my mom gets mad at me (I didn't tell her all the things I wrote here) because I'm yelling at her. Well of course I've raised my voice. My mother is doubting me! She thinks that just because school is not motivating me, that something is wrong. Because when she was in highschool, she liked school. FUCK IT, I'M NOT HER, GOD DAMMIT! How many times does she has to see that none of her children are the live incarnation of her! Nobody can ever be my mother, just like nobody can ever be me, my sister, my brother, my father, or anyone in this fucking world! That's why we're all so fucking different!
So what if school doesn't motivate me! Who gives a damn, I'm still going to school, I'm still doing my homework, I still study for tests! Why is she complaining about that NOW She's a tad bit late! I've been saying "I hate school!" Since like the 5th grade, and I'm in 9th now and now she's telling me to change my attitude towards school?
I love my mother but sometiems she's a tad bit slow! @_@ Besides, she's really stressed out with this whole moving crap! Oh maaaaaan! All my books and comics are packed! @_@ That also means I can't buy any comics until we move, and I never got to buy that comic I wanted to buy when we went to the movies on Saturday! T_T Oh well.....
Ugh! Now, I must complain about Spanish class! Out teacher is a fucking moron! You'd think he learned that Zaida gives her film class the same time he gives us Spanish and that we can watch movies in the classrooms. But Noooooo. He keeps on taking us at the same time as Zaida's film class, while she's watching a movie about the Mafia or something. You'd also think he'd be making sure we watch this crappy Mio Cid movie, since it's coming on the final and all, right? No! He's a moron, he goes to the office in the library, talks and jokes with teachers and doesn't even notice that NO ONE is watching the damn movie except for me. (Actually, we've gone twice. Friday and today! ^_^; ) Anyway, on Friday he took us, and we watched the first 40 minutes of the Mio Cid movie, which is actually some show they gave in Spain a long time ago. It's basically a dramatization of the poem, while some Spanish guy explains what is happening and the such. OK, cool. We saw the first 40 minutes of the movie. Great, I thought that maybe today we could finish it. But no one was watcing the movie except for me, last time so whatever. I was the one who was going to get a good grade on the final. ..... Today.... was a repeat of Friday. I swear to god it was a repeat, only this time for like 5 minutes, Isabel stood in front of the TV screen. Oh, that's not it. Heh, the TV was also on Mute. Oh, but that's not it. That's not what pissed me off. What pissed me off, is that since nobody was watching the movie except for me they played the fucking movie again. WE SAW THE SAME FUCKING 40 MINUTES OF THE MOVIE AS FRIDAY, no watched it, AGAIN, AND THE FUCKING TV WAS ON MUTE! I mean....... GOD! I wanted to punch the SPanish teacher right then and there! I swear! That is the biggest lapse of stupidity EVER! -_-'
Ah.... I feel much better now! ^_^; I kinda feel bad due to all my complaining..... but.... @_@ I got it of my chest so, I'm happy. I just get annoyed easily! @_@ weeeeeee!!!
Woah, it's been 365 days since I joined xanga! O.O wow! | | |
| Last night I had a dream. What's funny is that I had this dream last year as well. I was running through Plaza, crying, and the only person who was able to catch up to me was Reynaldo. He held me so close to him, I could actually feel his arms wrap around me, and he told me "It's ok, Diana, I'm here! Everything's gonna be alright!"
Either a sign from God, or my Subconsiouc just doesn't want me to get hurt again, Someone wants me to have hope. I'm not going to give up! I said I loved Reynaldo, and I'll keep on loving him! I'm not going to let one day hanging out without talking to him make me depressed! I must never forget the fact that he hasn't forgotten me. Because if he did, he wouldn't bother squeezing me everytime I hug him! I have hope...... I have hope!
I have hope, and no one can take that away from me! | | |
| Last night I had a dream. What's funny is that I had this dream last year as well. I was running through Plaza, crying, and the only person who was able to catch up to me was Reynaldo. He held me so close to him, I could actually feel his arms wrap around me, and he told me "It's ok, Diana, I'm here! Everything's gonna be alright!"
Either a sign from God, or my Subconsiouc just doesn't want me to get hurt again, Someone wants me to have hope. I'm not going to give up! I said I loved Reynaldo, and I'll keep on loving him! I'm not going to let one day hanging out without talking to him make me depressed! I must never forget the fact that he hasn't forgotten me. Because if he did, he wouldn't bother squeezing me everytime I hug him! I have hope...... I have hope!
I have hope, and no one can take that away from me! | | |
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