| Man...so much crapz going on. And I dun even want to repeat any of it. I'm tired of explaining to ppl who will spread shit anyways. My sister wrote about one of the dramas we're experiencing so if u guys are interested in the truth then go to her site. www.xanga.com/shhxitzxlan You really know who ur friends are wen things get rough. The good ones stick by you, the bad ones can't be found. But the worst people u can encounter are the ones that put on a mask. They say nothing, but will totally bakstab u in a heartbeat. For those people, I seriously have only one thing to say. Itz ur loss. How many times have I defended you or jus be there for u? How many chances haf I presented to you, hoping the friendship will get better and change. Ppl fight, but that builds a sturdy foundation. With those ppl who put on that fasod, however, I jus find myself getting myself trapped by ur fake innocence. I'm sick and tired of playing the "bad guy". I may open my mouth, cuss, and yell when I'm angry, but at least I reveal the truth. The ppl who jus keep silent and pretend to be the victim because they got "yelled at", well...u noe wut? Screw u. Wake up and smell reality, two-face. One day you'll need a true friend to be on ur side, but u won't haf one because u've chased all the good ones away. That day will be the day I pity you.
You all may haf friends by you now, but one day u'll be in my shoes and u'll see wen the going gets tough, those "friends" will not be there for u. They'll be jus like how u are to ur good friends: There wen things are jus PEACHY, and gone wen u need them the most. Seriously, get over yourself and realize wut u really haf. Good luck with wuteva friends ur left with. Wut is that saying again?...oh yeah..."Wut goes around, comes around" so be careful in choosing. You know who u guys are....so either snap bak into reality and keep ur friends, or stay lost in ur dam utopia and be alone later.
I want to thank all my good friends for always being there. And I especially wanna thank Tanya. She's ben a true friend through thick and thin. I know I can always count on her--on anything. I cry, I haf her shoulder. I fight, she'll be there beside me. I dun think I say it enuff, and no words can ever describe how glad I am, but I completely feel lucky.
Another person I feel truly grateful in hafing is my sister Lannie. Dam, I can't even begin describing what's she's done for me. All I can say is she is more than a sister. She's my best friend. I'm lucky to have good friends, but I'm blessed to haf her for a sister.
Dam drama. Oh well, only 34 days left until the high school portion of itz over. Totally looking forward to it. Lolz..sorri u guys for making u read so much, but if u did, I know ur my friend. |
