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Name: Sam
Country: United States
State: Ohio
Birthday: 8/1/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: Here's things I love: God, Switchfoot, somersaults for money, sparkly hats, silver mullets, Prom, church, flowers (mostly daisies, nice and simple), procrastinating, the color green, springtime, playing in snow, laughter, kids, ice cream dripping on your feet, making cakes, buying people weird presents, squeegies, being a dork, dancing in the rain, playing in puddles, enjoying the sun, and living my life as full as I can each day, rooting out the stress and not letting the important crowd out the urgent.
Message: message me
AIM:  sammychic06
Member Since:
7/12/2005
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| "Need-love cries to God from our poverty; Gift-love longs to serve, or even to suffer for, God; Appreciative love says: "We give thanks to thee for thy great glory." Need-love says of a woman "I cannot live without her"; Gift-love longs to give her happiness, comfort, protection — if possible, wealth; Appreciative love gazes and holds its breath and is silent, rejoices that such a wonder should exist even if not for him, will not be wholly dejected by losing her, would rather have it so than never to have seen her at all." -C.S. Lewis, The Four Loves
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| Ballin!I worked all afternoon and got all my homework done at 11:15 pm. After visiting, writing e-mails, and eating a wonderful box of orange nerds, I am going to bed at 12:30 am.
Ballin!
I should do this more often.
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| RainI used to hate rain, unless it came on a hot and sunny summer day as a relief from the heat. It served its purpose in my life as music to dance to at the right moment, and the right moment was rare. I was okay with it being sunny every day.
But now there are days where rain just feels necessary. In an appropriate way. I wake up feeling upset some days only to walk outside and find that I am disappointed in the sunshine, feeling as though it is mocking me. And yesterday, when I woke up and it was finally raining, I felt nothing but content.
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| I'm back at school. I've idealized my junior year into being my best yet, since freshman year had boyfriend issues and sophomore year was truly a slump. I hope it lives up to my expectations.
I know that I do a lot better when I'm here. I feel more productive. I thrive when I'm happy, I grow when I'm not. I understand the need for that cycle, but I have a much harder time keeping that necessity in perspective than I used to. I want to feel content, if only for awhile, being who I am and where I am. I suppose that's a goal for the year.
I apologize for the short entry and sparse updates throughout the past few months. | | |
| I had a dream that I got pulled over. I guess the cop pulled me over in front of his house, and I was with Adam, Katie, and Kelsey. We had two cars with us, we were on our way to go see a movie downtown with Scotty. Both cars pulled over, and for some reason I went inside the cops house. He never asked for my license or registration. We went in his basement and when he found out I was an exercise science major, he told me he had been working out and decided to show me what workout he had been doing. Afterwards, he gave me the ticket. It was $120 and I found out I was only going 5 over. I was pissed so I asked him why I got a ticket when I had never even been given a warning and it was only 5 miles. I told him I was more than nice to him and that I didn't deserve it but he wouldn't budge. I was really upset. I went out to the car (Kelsey and Adam had left at this point) and Katie and Angie were there waiting for me. I started crying when I saw them. Then we drove downtown and met everyone at a restaurant. I was still upset about the ticket. Scotty mouthed to me and asked if I was okay, and I shook my head no and wouldn't look at him after that, even though he was trying to get my attention. I left by myself and I think he tried calling to find out what was wrong, but then we couldn't get a hold of each other. | | |
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