Saturday, March 22, 2008

  • Uncertainty and Excitement

    Hello everyone again.  Another 5 minute splurge. 

    Most people seem to be leaving uni this year, at least the UK people.  Leaving uni is a scary thought for most, because it just begs the question... what next?  But to be honest the question hasn't bothered me much.  Why?  Well even though I don't know what career I want to end up in, even though I don't quite know where I want to live, and even though my personal life isn't the most straightforward thing at the moment it's all good.  Though I don't know where I'm going next, at the very least I know that I want to keep on going and doing stuff.  And I know that next year whatever happens, I'll be doing something constructive - and hopefully finding out more about myself and possibly answering some of those questions.  I like to see next year as an adventure - sort of like when you turn up at an airport and just get on the first flight that's leaving, or when you try a new path you haven't tried before.  I like to think of it like how the first explorers felt as they left familiar ground behind - the sense of uncertainty mixed with the adrenaline of excitement.  The world is out there to be discovered... opportunities await.

Friday, March 21, 2008

  • Hello again world.

    Breaking the recluse.  but only for five minutes.  let's see how much i can get out in that time then.  So Lent term has finished and so has most of my university career.  Much fun in the process that I'm going to miss - but I have other responsibilities that I need to deal with so staying on for another year is not an option.  It's work work work working world time. 

    Decisions decisions... I hate decisions... and work work working means a lot of decisions - not just what job to get, but where - I still don't know if I want to return to Hong Kong.  I've changed while here - whereas I came to England hating the whole stratified society, I've found wonderful people over here that I'd trust with my life... and I wouldn't really want to be that far away from them.  Me being the global nomad, leaving a place, like I did with Malaysia, Australia and now Hong Kong, isn't such a big deal - it's the people that are there.  Though my parents are still in Honkie, I can always arrange visits like I've done for these three years.  Sometimes I think it's time for another change.  But that also means leaving people in Honkie behind : (.  Same old dilemma.  If only the world was smaller - or the transport easier, faster and cheaper.  But though I'm not all for a change, change is a good thing.  Taking Dr. Amthor's advice to heart - every now and then you need to change something that you're familiar with, otherwise you'll fossilize.  So the verdict?  I think I'll stay in the UK for a bit longer perhaps...

    9 years in Australia
    9 years in Hong Kong
    9 years in England ???

    We'll see...
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