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Saturday, May 20, 2006

Sat, 20 May 2006 18:26:45 GMT

The sent of sin entwined in the bed sheets we lay in this morning, with our eyes holding everything but sleep. And I kissed you the night before I feel asleep because I knew when morning breaks were nothing more friends again. What did it mean when alcohol filled are chilled bodies, and we laid there half-naked holding hands. We’ve got a different life outside these four walls, a different love, but some how i feel were both searching for those same things.

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 19:27:26 GMT

Falling asleep in the silence of my room
With your voice still ringing in my ears
I don’t love you anymore is all I can hear you say
And I was begging you to stay

It’s not the days that kill me
It’s the nights that are so lonely
I find myself watching the fan blade spin
Wondering where you’ve been

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I’ve been out exploring my insides.
Trying to find some answers
To why I needed you
And I couldn’t find one.
Yea, I couldn’t find one.

I was walking down this empty road with the sun setting softly behind me
With the palm trees standing still
Still like my broken heart
And my emotions you try to kill

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 00:32:55 GMT

Faces?

Who needs them.

Saturday, December 24, 2005

Sat, 24 Dec 2005 20:55:14 GMT

I gave you everything.......

Saturday, December 17, 2005

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 04:06:04 GMT

Old friend, this ones for you:

So the summers getting pretty cold now
And we haven’t spoken in a while
Here’s one to the good old days
Here’s one as we go our separate ways

Thanks for keeping my secrets
And smoking all my cigarettes
Thanks for always being there
No one else will ever compare

Fuck yea we fought
We argued a lot
But you were there when I needed you
There wasn’t anything we didn’t pull through

We were the coolest girls in this fucked up town
Remember all those streets wed roll down
On flats
With the wind to our backs

So the summers getting pretty cold now
And we haven’t spoken in a while
Here’s one to the good old days
Here’s one as we go our separate ways

You and me, we were like "that"
I'm sorry theres’ something’s I’ve got to work at
Here’s one to the good old days
Here’s one as we go our separate ways

<3 Beka.

Sunday, December 11, 2005

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 22:56:40 GMT

how can selflessness be a part of this when heart and hand are nothing but floorboards?

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 00:45:39 GMT

As I only wanted, wanted love

As you only wanted, wanted a whore

Saturday, December 03, 2005

Sat, 03 Dec 2005 13:23:33 GMT

I dont WAnt to KNOW your Name i just WAnna BANG! BANG! BANG!

Today: Show up at the rec.

Tomorrow?

NBT5

hopefully getting shit faced.

Sunday, November 27, 2005

Sun, 27 Nov 2005 18:45:53 GMT

Tegan and Sara was fun lastnight.

Lastnight was just fun im general.

I def. love Sara and Paul.

And I def. lo<3 my lover.

Saturday, November 26, 2005

Sat, 26 Nov 2005 05:49:31 GMT

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