well

yes well...

I decided that i HAD to get over Naythan cuz he has the girl that he's been wanting for like a year or something.

so yeah

Also, Lauras having a quinceanera in august and i have to find an escort, and its going to be impossible to find a escort during the summer so, with about 5 days left of school , on friday i asked amanda to ask Pablo if he's escort me and he said:

"Let me think about it."

which i really cant blame him because she asked him right when he was leaving school, and walking down the sidewalk and getting into a car. but GRRR..

So i get home later that day and im talkin to poptart and he says

'i didnt tell him u like him i swear'...

i know this so im all its ok its ok and he still was all I SWEAR i didnt tell him and all that.. but i knew he was just playin. Cuz i knew it was amanda. well we finally got onto the topic of him liking me back and Poptart said he knew that answer. and at first i couldnt decide if i wanted to know or not because everytime i said 'ok tell me' he'd say 'ok but dont hurt me...' and then i'd say, 'no wait dont tell me' and then i decided that i DID want to know and so he's all 'Are you SURE?'

yesssss i am sure

"ok well... its.."

...

and then he SIGNS OUT!!!!

and im sitting there with my mouth wide open just about to kill somebody and then he signs back in again and says:

"sorry, just couldnt resist, lol"

GRRRRRRRRR lol the suspence was killing me!!

then he says 'well.. i dont know if i should tell u.. i mean he's my best bud..'

I argued with that guy for TWO HOURS

(he's evil just incase u didnt pick up on that)

ok well he finally decides to tell me and he says

"Pablo kinda likes u but dont tell u i told him!"

...

if he 'kinda' liked me i dont think he'd be wanting Poptart to keep it a secret that much..

but who knows..

 lol yeah so that was my friday night.. pretty interesting huh?

lol

WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO??!?! =[[

ok, on myspace i posted a receiveda a chain letter and it said post the color that you are and i posted gray, because it said 'you love someone you can't have' so i posted it and then this happens:

Naythan : hey ugly
Courtni : hey
Naythan : and what do u meen ur grey who do u like that u cant hve
Courtni : well
Naythan : well wat
Courtni : u like someone else
Naythan : so
Naythan : u like me
Courtni : yes..

 this is when i relized i was actually talking to naythan's bro...

Naythan : eew u like my brother
Naythan : im telling all his friends
Courtni : lol
Courtni : ok go ahead, im not sure i care anymore
Naythan : gross who could like my brother
Courtni : lol
Naythan : hes stupid
Courtni : maybe but oh well
Naythan : y do u like him
Courtni : idk
Naythan : sure u dont
Naythan : well i guess thats y he told me he didnt like u
Courtni : because im not sure why i like him?
Naythan : yep

SUPER LONG PAUSE

Naythan : well gtg
Courtni : k..

ok thats what was said and i'm all 'SHIT'

so if i do tell him why i like him he'll admit he likes me or sth? is that what i have to do?

GRRRRRRRRRRRR I AM SO CONFUSED =*(

I constantly thank God for Esteban

Give us this day our daily dose of faux affliction
Forgive our sins
Forged at the pulpit with forked tongues selling faux sermons.
Because I am a new wave gospel sharp, and you'll be thy witness
So gentlemen, if you are going to preach, for God sakes preach with conviction!

Strike up the band!
Whoa-oh, the conductor is beckoning
Come congregation, let's sing it like you mean it
No. Don't you get it, don't you get it? Now don't you move.
Strike up the band!
Whoa-oh, the conductor is beckoning
Come congregation, let's sing it like you mean it
No. Don't you get it, don't you get it? Now don't you move.

Just stay where I can see you.
Douse the lights!
We sure are in for a show tonight

In this little number we're graced by two displays of character,
We've got: the gunslinger extraordinaire walking contradictions
And I for one can see no blood from the hearts and the wrists you allegedly slit
And I for one wont stand for this if this scene were a parish you'd all be condemned.

Strike up the band!
Whoa-oh, the conductor is beckoning
Come congregation, let's sing it like you mean it
No. Don't you get it, don't you get it? Now don't you move.
Strike up the band!
Whoa-oh, the conductor is beckoning
Come congregation, let's sing it like you mean it
No. Don't you get it, don't you get it? Now don't you, don't you move.

Just stay where I can see you
Douse the lights!
We sure are in for a show tonight
Just stay where I can see you
Douse the lights!
We sure are in for a show tonight

Stay where I can see you
Douse the lights!

Strike up the band!
Whoa-oh, the conductor is beckoning
Come congregation, let's sing it like you mean it
No. Don't you get it, don't you get it? Now don't you move.
Strike up the band!
Whoa-oh, the conductor is beckoning
Come congregation, let's sing it like you mean it
No. Don't you get it, don't you get it? Now don't you move.
Don't you move
Don't you move
Strike up the band!

Currently Listening I Write Sins Not Tragedies By Panic at the Disco see related

I Write Sins Not Tragedies

Oh, well imagine, as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor,
and I can't help but to hear, no I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words:
"What a beautiful wedding! What a beautiful wedding!" says a bridesmaid to a waiter.
"And yes, but what a shame, what a shame, the poor groom's bride is a whore."

I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of...

Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne
Oh! Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne, pour the champagne

I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Again...

I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Again...

So yeah, these are the pics that Jenn took.. she took them with my regular digital camera so they'd look much better if she'd use her own, but she didnt, ah well..