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Sunday, June 25, 2006

Sun, 25 Jun 2006 14:14:44 GMT

ive gotten to the point where i want to stop dreaming.
i want to stop sleeping because in my dreams, all of my worst fears are coming true.
and these dreams are so realistic.
i wake up crying or trembling.
its rediculous.
and then i have to spend all day convincing myself it wasnt real.
but it feels like it is.
and its hard to trust the people its about or believe it never really happened.
or that it wont happen.
i just wish it would stop.
i cant handle it anymore.
i bet that i probably wont go to bed tonight.

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Tue, 28 Mar 2006 21:10:16 GMT

A - AVAILABLE: nope

B - BIRTHDAY: june 13th

C - CRUSH: boyfriend <3

D - DOG'S NAME: abby and jason

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: james

F - FAVORITE BAND: the beatles

G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: bears

H - HOMETOWN: c-bus, ohio

I- INSTRUMENTS: guitar

J - JUGGLE: nope

K- KISSED SOMEONE: yes =]

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: south carolina

M - MILK FLAVOR: chocolate

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 1 older brother and 1 older sister

O - ONE WISH: to see him

P - PERSON WHO CALLED ME LAST: james

Q - FAVORITE QUOTE: idk.

R - REASON TO SMILE: God, james, friends, family

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Banana Pancakes- Jack Johnson

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 6:50 am

U - UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT ME: im terribly afraid of the dark.

V - VEGETABLE YOU HATE: tomatoes

W - WORST HABIT: not being decisive/worrying

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: tons- hand, knees, elbow, fingers, head, ankle...

Y - YUMMY FOOD: chicken

Z - ZODIAC SIGN: gemini

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Sun, 05 Mar 2006 20:48:28 GMT

::_**_:: Basics ::_**_::

01.) The Name's: Lauren
02.) Middle Name:: Jennifer
03.) DOB:: 6.13.89
04.) Age:: 16
05.) Location:: ohio
06.) Eye Color:: hazel
07.) Hair Color:: blonde
08.) Hair Length:: idk.. kinda long
09.) Height:: 5'7
10.) Shoe Size:: 6 or 7
11.) Glasses or Contacts:: nope
12.) Braces:: on the bottom for one more month
13.) Single or Taken:: Taken
14.) Bad Habits:: biting my nails, worrying.
15.) Fears:: the dark, being alone. tons of things
16.) Screen Name:: dark9star999

::_**_:: School ::_**_::

17.) Where Do You Go to School:: WCHS
18.) Whats Your School Mascot:: Warhawks
19.) Whats Your School Colors:: black and silver
20.) Whats Your Favorite Subject:: english or history
21.) Whos Your Favorite Teacher:: king
22.) What Do They Teach:: history
23.) Who Sits Next to You In Math Class:: lehne and kyle

::_**_:: Love Life ::_**_::

24.) Do You Have a Boyfriend/ Girlfriend:: Yes
25.) If So, Whats There Name:: James
26.) If So, How Long Have You Been Together:: almost 2 months
27.) Do You Have a Crush:: i guess
28.) Do They Know:: Yeah..
29.) Have You Ever Broken Someones Heart:: idk maybe
30.) Have You Ever Had Your Heart Broken:: not reallly

::_**_:: Favorites ::_**_::

31.) Animal:: giraffe
32.) Color:: brown
33.) Person:: james
34.) Subject:: already answered this
35.) Season:: fall
36.) Holiday:: halloween or christmas
37.) Hobby:: idk
38.) Sport:: swimming
39.) Feeling:: loved
40.) Saying:: idk
41.) Word:: idk
42.) Month:: june?
43.) Clothing:: jimi's jacket
44.) Jewelry:: ring from jimi
45.) Food:: idk
46.) Snack:: idk

::_**_:: Friends ::_**_::

47.) Best:: james
48.) Daringest:: leighanne
49.) Funniest:: most of them
50.) Tallest:: james
51.) Shortest:: kevin
52.) Loudest:: kim
53.) Shyest:: ian
54.) Smartest:: james
55.) Blondest:: me
56.) Craziest:: most of them
57.) Nicest:: quite a few
58.) Sweetest::james
59.) Weirdest:: ian
60.) Flirtest:: nick?

::_**_:: Have You Ever ::_**_::

61.) Had a Wish Come True:: yes
62.) Had a Dream Come True:: idk
63.) Broken a Body Part:: no
64.) Fallin’ in Love:: with james.
65.) Done Something You Regret:: yeah
66.) Tripped and Fell in Public:: yeah
67.) Sang in Public:: yeah
68.) Cryed in Public:: when i was younger
69.) Kissed Someone Besides Family:: yes
70.) Been in a Car Crash:: nothing serious

::_**_:: The Last ::_**_::

71.) Thing You Did Before Getting on the Computer:: get water
72.) Person You Yelled at:: i didnt yell, but at my parents
73.) Person You Hugged:: james
74.) Person You IMed:: james
75.) Time You Cleaned Your Room:: week or so ago
76.) Song You were Listening to:: a who song
77.) TV Show You Watched:: idk
78.) Movie You Watched:: day after tomorrow
79.) Time You went to the Movies:: long time ago
80.) Time You Cryed:: weeks ago
81.) You Took a Shower:: im going to sooon

::_**_:: This OR That ::_**_::

82.) Coke OR Pepsi:: i dont care
83.) Tall OR Short:: tall
84.) Flowers OR Candy:: flowers
85.) Math OR English:: english
86.) Blink 182 OR Sugarcult:: idk
87.) Mickey OR Minnie:: Mickey
88.) Middle School OR High School:: High school
89.) Boyfriend OR Girlfriend:: boyfriend
90.) Single OR Taken:: Taken

::_**_:: Word Association ::_**_::

91.) bead:: blue
92.) bed:: blanket
93.) sexy:: james
94.) phone:: silver
95.) tough:: weight lifting
96.) neato:: skip it?
97.) leather:: black
98.) weird:: ian
99.) so:: crazy
100.) easy:: not math
101.) test:: sucks
102.) nerd:: glasses
103.) falling:: stairs
104.) air:: wind
105.) hot:: oven

::_**_:: Random ::_**_::

106.) do u sleep with a stuff animal:: yeah
107.) do u like snowballs:: no
108.) are u in school:: not right now
109.) do u like to swim:: yeah
110.) are u funny:: idk
111.) wut do u think of water:: its good.
112.) are u a blonde at heart:: yahh.. whats up with all this blonde shit.
113.) have u ever been to maryland:: no
114.) have u seen “chasing liberty”:: no
115.) are u happy this survey is over:: yah

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 03:08:26 GMT

9 lasts
last dollar spent: pizza
last cigarette: dont smoke
last beverage: iced tea
last movie: the wedding singer
last phone call: james
last song played: goodnight goodnight- hot hot heat
last bubble bath: like last year
last time you cried: a week or so ago
last thing you ate: bread

8 have you evers
have you ever dated a best friend: i am now. best friends for 4 years.. hes so amazing. =]
have you ever been in a roll over car accident: no
have you ever kissed somebody & regretted it: not really.
have you ever lost someone you loved: not really
have you ever been dumped: yah, but im glad it happened.
have you ever been drunk & threw up: no, dont drink
have you ever hooked up: no
have you ever driven a car: yeah.. lots.

7 states you've been to
1. Michigan
2. South Carolina
3. Pennsylvania
4. Kentucky
5. Tennesse
6. Indiana
7. Florida

6 things you've done today
1. went to school
2. went to ct
3. took a nap
4. prayed
5. saw james
6. ate

5 things you love [in no order]
1. My family
2. James
3. My friends
4. animals
5. music
6. God

4 people you can tell [almost] anything to in no order
1. my mpm
2. james
3. bryan
4. sarah
5. my brother

3 things that make you smile
1. jimi
2. Friends&Family
3. God/church

2 things you want to do before you die
1. Have an amazing family
2. spread God's word.

1 thing that you cannot live without
1. i cant choose one thing..
my family, my friends, jimi, God.

Monday, January 09, 2006

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 02:09:57 GMT

Your Room-
How many windows are in your room? one
What color are your walls? light blue
Hardwood floors or carpet ? carpet
Do you get ready for the day in your room or the bathroom? both.. mostly room.
What does your bed look like? its white.. with yellow sheets and a light blue blanket.. +more blankets.
What does your comforter look like? lt. blue with stars
How many pillows do you have? 2, but i sleep with one
Do you have your own room? yeah
Is it big? its not big.. but not tiny.
Is it clean? not really
do you have the following in your room:
[x] desk
[ ] more than 3 sources of light
[x ]Phone
[x ] chair
[ ] book shelf
[x] dresser
[xx ] TV
[x] CD player/stereo
[ ] bean bag
[laptop ] computer
[x] posters/paintings/pictures
[ ] walk in closet
[ ] large mirror
[x] bed
[ x] twin sized bed
[ ] queen sized bed
[ ] King sized bed
[ ] double sized bed
[ ] bathroom
[x] clock
[x] clothes on the floor
[ ] box of tissues
[x] Lava lamp ((night light))
[ ] smoke detector
[x ] a garbage can
[x] a locking door
[ ]cans of water or soda
[ ] a recycling can
[baskets of clothes]mess under your bed
[x] night stand
[ ] some sort of exercising machine

Looks

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[ x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[sometimes] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ x] have/I've had braces.
[ ] wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

School/Work

[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've skipped school.

Health

[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches.
[i chipped my finger] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ]I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Experiences

[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ]I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] I've eaten Sushi.
[ x] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships

[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ x] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ x] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality

[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.

Drugs/Alcohol

[ ] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ x]I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.

Death and Suicide

[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] I've held someone while they died
[x ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.

Materialism

[ x] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random

[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[some people] I open up to others easily.
[ sometimes] I watch the news.
[ x] I don't kill bugs.
[x ] I curse regularly.
[sometimes] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[ ] I love being neat
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[ ] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate
[when i played sports] I bite my nails.
[ ] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names
[ sometimes] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 20:45:16 GMT

[A is for age:]
16

[B is for booze of choice:]
none

[C is for career:]
enviornmentalist?

[D is for your dad's name:]
Jeff

[E is for essential items to bring to a party:]
friends and a place.

[F is for favorite song at the moment:]
"heard em say" -kanye west
"The Widow"- Mars Volta
"Walk Away"- Franz Ferdinand

[G is for favorite game]
uno

[H is for hometown:]
Columbus, Ohio

[I is for instruments you play:]
Guitar

[J is for jam or jelly you like:]
grape

[K is for kids]
Someday...

[L is for living arrangements:]
with my parents

[M is for mom's name:]
Carol

[N is for name of your pet:]
Zen, Tiki, Jamie, Mink, Abby, Jason

[O is for overnight hospital stays:]
none.

[P is for phobias:]
the dark, being alone.

[Q is for quotes you like:]

[R is for relationship that lasted the longest:]
8 months

[S is for favorite soda:]
Cherry Coke, sprite or something.

[T is for time you wake up:]
5:30 am for school days.. and then usually before 12 on other days

[U is for underwear:]
i wear some?

[V is for vegetable you love:]
carrots

[W is for weapon of choice:]
laser eyes.

[X is for x-rays you've had:]
cat scan, ultrasound, ankle, a few for knees, finger, elbow..etc.

[Y is for yummy foods you make:]
stuff from boxes and sandwiches, and ramen noodles!

[Z is for zodiac sign:]
gemini

Saturday, November 12, 2005

Sat, 12 Nov 2005 01:46:41 GMT

1. I love summer.

2. I love flip-flops.
3. I shop at Hollister.
7. I love One Tree Hill.
8. I enjoy acoustic music.
9. Ingram Hill is sex.
10. Dashboard Confessional is sex.
11. Both of the bands you just named are fags.
12. Music is something I need.
13. Sports are fun.
14. I feel like going shopping.
15. Abercromie is my favorite store.
16. I hate preps.
17. I am a prep.
18. I think Green Day has turned mainstream and I hate their new stuff.
19. I think it's funny that Blink 182 is done.
20. My best friend is a girl.
21. My best friend is a boy.
22. I have a boyfriend.
23. I have a girlfriend.
24. Sleeping is my favorite thing to do.
25. I'm eating right now.
26. The Notebook is my favorite movie.
27. The color hot pink is sexy.
28. Paris Hilton is my idol.
29. I hate Paris Hilton
31. I'm bored as hell.
32. School is fun.
33. I'm online right now but no one is talking.
34. I dont know what I'm doing tonight.
35. I've gotten drunk in the past month.
36. Drugs are gross.
37. I hate drama, even though I cause a lot of it.
38. I've been used.
39. I've been cheated on.
40. I've cheated on someone.
50. I've used someone.
51. I need a shower.
52. White Noise is the scariest movie ever.
53. I wont always love what I'll never have.
54. I wont always live in my regrets.
55. I've had my heart broken.
56. I've been in love.
57. Britney Spears rocks.
58. Hot Topic is sex.
59. Goths scare me.
60. I love my life.
61. I have my own computer
62. I hate the color pink
63. I have music playing right now
64. I am on aim right now
65. I have the tv on, but am not watching it
66. I have no life
67. I am in high school
68. I am in middle school
69. My nails are painted
70. My toes are painted
71. I am currently not wearing a bra
72. I am wearing a bra
73. I love the show, Summerland
74. I have never seen the movie Grease
75. I have PS2
76. I do not own a cellphone
77. My bathroom is attached to my room
78. I have not showered yet today
79. I have to pee really bad
80. I cannot play tennis
81. I cannot play basketball
82. I love the mall
83. I love my friends
84. I currently do not have a boyfriend
85. Right now like someone
86. My best friend likes the same person
87. I hate my life right now
88. My parents are divorced
89. I have no sisters
90. I have no brothers
91. I have never watched MTV
92. I hate TRL
93. I hate VH1
94. I love spongebob
95. I love makeup
96. I never wear makeup
97. I have my belly button pierced
98. I think Jesse McCartney is sexy
99. I have never smoked weed
100. I have never drank alcholol
101. I have been in a wedding
102. I love chocolate
103. I am allergic to strawberries
104. I have never been stung by a bee
105. I love the song "She Will Be Loved" by Maroon 5
106. I talk to myself when I am bored
107. I have my own phone line
108. I was born in a summer month
109. Today is Wednesday
110. I love the ocean
111. i wish i was little again
112. i have cheated on a test before
113. i've copied my friends homework more than once
114. i've stolen something
115. i wish my body was different
116. i have fantasized about dating harry potter
117. i have wondered what life would be like if i were dead
118. i wish my siblings were gone
119. i hardly ever get along with my parents
120. i think my teacher wears the ugliest clothes
121. i know more than 1 Ashley
122. i always liked mary kate until she became annorexic
123. i knew there was a such thing as pre-matture balding and it scares me
124. i know someone who has been abused
125. i'm scared i'm going to get raped
126. i really really hope that i find someone to marry
127. marrying an older rich guy disgusts me
128. but marrying a rich handsome guy is sexy
129. i get new bedding every year
130. i own something from Abercrombie & Fitch
131. i own something from Pac Sun
132. i still shop at Limited Too
133. Target couture is in
134. Juicy couture is way expensive
135. i own something Louis Vuitton
136. i think i'm pretty (on a good day)
137. i think i'm the ugliest thing to rome the planet
138. full house is one of the best shows on TV
139. they better not cancel laguna beach
140. the oc is my favorite show
141. i wish i was rachel bilson
142. i have been on a crash diet
143. i love food and people with eating disorders are insecure and should embrace their curves
144. if i lost my eyeliner i would cry
145. i own more than 20 bonne bell lip glosses
156. i'm a perfectionist
159. i wish i lived somewhere else
160. sometimes i get mad at my best friend
161. sometimes i wonder what it would be like to be one of my friends
162. I have green eyes
163. I come from a rich family.
164. I have a Deadjournal.
165. I know how to operate a vehicle correctly.
166. I have been in more than 2 car accidents in the past 12 months.
167. I have a motorcycle permit or license.
168. My father is over 50.
169. I believe in Satan.
170. I listen to rap music.
171. I've never done anything I say I really regret.
172. I cheated on one of my exes and they don't know about it to this day.
173. I slept in a bathroom once.
174. My favorite color is neon orange.
175. My school colors were red and white.
176. I wish I knew my mother better.
177. I look older than I really am.
178. I am a Scorpio.
179. I detest spiders with every fiber of my being.
180. I am pro-choice.
181. I consider myself to be an intelligent person.
182. I was alive in 1989.
183. I have a broken heart.
184. I remember a lot about my first love.
185. I will die and bring no secrets to my grave.
186. I hate driving on ice or in snow.
187. I am Japanese.
188. I speak a language most people don't understand.
189. My vision is perfect.
190. My favorite band is From First To Last.
191. I am left-handed.
192. My favorite body part on the opposite sex is below their waist
193. I am a Grammar Nazi and I am proud of it.
194. I don't like myspace. I don't have a myspace. And I'm cool with that.
195. I am single.
196. I am pretty personable.
197. I let moodiness take over sometimes.
198. My mother is well taken care of.
199. My father makes more money than my mother does.
200. I play the lottery
201. I only like dark chocolate.
201. I have eaten already today.
202. I want to conquer the world and rename it something else.
203. I am a virgin.
204. My favorite animal would not make a good pet.
205. I often contemplate throwing my computer out the window.
206. I have a distaste for anything made with cheese.
208. I am his panic.
209. I hate chores.
210. I am a neat freak.
211. My hair is brown.
212. I am short.
213. I am afraid of dying.
214. I love someone very dearly and would give my life for them.
215. My email is not hotmail, yahoo, or aol.
216. I have been seriously depressed in the past.
217. I have had the Chicken Pox
218. I enjoy reading the newspaper.
219. I like online shopping better than going to the mall or to the store.
220. My place of work is less than 20 miles from my home.
221. I like bolding surveys more than any other kind.
222. I'm lazy.
223. I am too nice for my own good.
224. I really should be doing something else.
225. I like to debate.
226. I enjoy/enjoyed high school.
227. I think that I am nice-looking or sexually desireable.
228. I clean my room at least once a month.
229. I've lived in an apartment.
230. I like the city more than the country.
231. I listen to country music.
232. I am listening to music right now.
233. I've been to a rock concert.
234. I like listening to wind chimes.
235. I have been skinny dipping before.
236. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little.
237. I remember being born.
238. I don't trust politicians.
239. My hair has been dyed in the past year.
240. I have more than 2 piercings.
241. I am female.
242. I love being different.
243. I'm incredibly sarcastic.
244. I like to play videogames.
245. I am lactose intolerant.
246. I keep an online journal.
247. I'm sensitive.
248. I cry more than most people think I do.
249. My favorite movie genre is Comedy.
250. I have sang in public before.
251. I enjoy dancing.
252. I've gone clubbing with friends.
253. I am 18 or older.
254. I have never tried to do a cartwheel.
255. My dad made me a treehouse when I was younger.
256. My mother drives a truck.
257. I wanted to be a lawyer when I was younger.
268. I watch CSI.
269. I want to dye my hair an unnatural color.
270. I have wasted more than 5 minutes on this survey.
271. I watch football on Sundays.
272. I can't concentrate when people are talking.
273. I enjoy brownies
274. I love to laugh and have a good time.
275. I don't like leading things when I'm uncertain of them.
276. I'm taking this so I have more time to think about this thing I'm writing.
277. I don't really care.
278. I love my dog.
279. I have more than one guitar
280. I love awesome people.
281. I think piano sounds gorgeous.
282. I will sleep anywhere at any time
283. I don't smoke, drink, or do drugs
284. I like hanging out with my friends in random places
285. I wish I could get out of here. Tonight.
286. I enjoy taking night time walks.
287. I can snap my fingers on both hands
288. I've never been as outwardly passionate as I am inwardly. Ever.
289. I don't like comparing myself to people, but I do it anyway.
290. I do stupid things
291. I think it's important to be able to laugh at yourself sometimes and not take everything so seriously.
292. I remedy fear with anger.
293. I respect your decisions, no matter how effing stupid they are.
294. I've never gotten a ticket
295. I don't get mail. Unless it's from a useless college.
296. I love hugs.
297. I'm uncomfortable when someone says how 'amazing' I am.
298. I wish I could be alone to sing more often.
299. It annoys me when standards interrupt my personal way of thinking.
300. I have shoes.
301. I love fall
301. I wish I had more dresses to wear.
302. I keep a lot of my feelings bottled up.
303. I am currently unemployed
304. I like chillaxin
305. I wish I wasn't so addicted to sitting there and waiting for someone to talk. I mean AIM.
306. I love school
307. I tend to exaggerate more than I mean to.
308. If you seriously need a reality check, I will give it to you.
309. I wish literature was less predictable.
310. I wish I knew why I procrastinate even from watching T.V.
311. I cannot ride on a bus and maintain my sanity unless I have music to listen to.
312. I've been in love since seventh grade.
313. I love being around the people I care about
314. Homework is no.
315. I suck at math
316. I hate when people walk so damn slowly in the hallway.
317. I'm not easily amused, but simple things tend to catch me off-guard sometimes.
318. I'm going to live in NJ forever.
319. I like long bus rides with bandies.
320. I do nothing but think.
321. I think smoking is stupid
322. I hate when people act surprised that I don't know something.
323. I don't ever want to grow up.
324. I like making people laugh.
325. I will never show you my world, because then it wouldn't be mine anymore.
326. Friends can cheer me up, but they can't make my mood any better.
327. It's not that I hate you. I just lack social skills. Sorry.
328. I love the feeling of a plane taking off. I laughed hysterically the first time I experienced it.
329. My favorite number is 34. I don't know why.
330. I have a hard time throwing things out
331. I wish my analytical skills weren't so lazy; I always need a question to go on, it seems.
332. I like warm weather.
333 I hate online communication.
334. I suck at DDR unless I can use a controller.
335. I hate when people act happy even though they're not... even though I do it too.
336. I don't make sense.
337. I wish I could be in isolation for awhile.
338. I wish I could meet up with some old friends that I've been wondering about.
339. I'm married.
340. I have a cell phone
341. I have long golden hippie hair.
342. My favorite fruit is probably strawberries.
343. It'd be cool if you could take a star out of the sky, like in that one episode of Sabrina.
344. I hate when people make general conclusions about specific situations that they know nothing about.
345. I'm a very intense person.
346. I wish I saw people more often
347. I've got a crush
348. I'm poor.
349. I hope this thing I'm writing right now turns out okay.
350. I usually just wait for people to IM me.
351. I can't wait to watch the second half of Battle Royale.
352. I don't want to have children.
353. I like having fun
354. Teenagers get worked up over the stupidest shit in the worl.d
355. People don't know what they should lie about and what they shouldn't.
356. I wish I had a skull cap.
357. I wish I had the guts to act.
358. I love my friends.
359. I love video games.
360. I need a new hairbrush.
361. I stay up late when I'm out with friends.
362. I proudly adopted my dog
363. I'll pee in the woods if I have to. Whatever.
364. I like sunny days.
365. I have my priorities straight.
366. I wish people knew the difference between simplicity and complexity.
367. I like rainy days.
368. I hate text messaging. I'd rather call someone.
369. I wish I had a broader range of music to listen to.
370. I've lost touch with people that I wish I hadn't.
371. I have a camera phone
372.I am not a "morning person".
373.I drink diet soda.
374.My name has less than 7 letters.
375.I own a lava lamp.
376.I have a dog.
377.Garlic knots are delish.
378.I watch Laguna Beach.
379.I love music.
380.I am on a laptop.
381.I have taken a shower in the past 12 hours.
382.I have done something illegal.
383.I play with matches.
384.I watch The Real World.
385.My family owns a boat.
386.I want a pony.
387.My middle name has an "e" in it.
388.I like to read.
389.My screen name has no numbers in it.
390.Sharks piss me off.
391.I have a pet with a human name.
392.I like to draw.
393.I am a compulsive liar.
394.I have seen The Breakfast Club.
395.I have been water skiing.
395. The walls of my room are yellow.
396.I like Bright Eyes.
397.I have 2 or more siblings.
398.I own clothes that I don't wear at all.
399.I am tired.
400.I saw The Dukes of Hazzard.

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 19:18:47 GMT

( ) Smoked a joint.
( ) Crashed a car.
( ) Stolen a car.
(x) Been in love.
( ) Had a threesome.
(x) Been dumped.
( ) Shoplifted.
( ) Been fired.
( ) Been in a fist fight.
(x) Snuck out of the house.
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
( ) Been arrested.
( ) Made out with a stranger.
(x) Gone on a blind date.
(x) Lied to a friend.
() Had a crush on a teacher.
() Been to Europe.
( x) Skipped school.
( ) Seen someone die.
() Been to Canada.
( ) Been to Mexico.
(x) Been on a plane.
( ) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
( ) Thrown up in a bar.
( ) Purposely set a part of yourself on fire.
( ) Eaten Sushi.
(x) Been snowboarding
(x) Met someone from the internet in person
(x ) Been moshing at a concert.
( ) Been in an abusive relationship.
(x) Taken painkillers.
(x) Love someone or miss someone right now.
(x) Laid and watched cloud shapes go by.
(x) Made a snow angel.
( ) Had a tea party.
(x) Flown a kite.
(x) Built a sand castle.
(x) Gone puddle jumping.
(x) Played dress up.
(x) Jumped into a pile of leaves.
(x) Gone sledding.
(x) Cheated while playing a game.
(x) Been lonely.
(x ) Fallen asleep at work/school
( ) Used a fake ID.
(x) Watched the sun set.
( ) Felt an earthquake.
(x) Touched a snake.
( ) Slept beneath the stars.
(x) Been tickled.
( ) Been robbed.
(x) Been misunderstood.
( ) Pet a reindeer/goat.
(x) Won a contest.
( ) Run a red light.
( ) Been suspended from school.
(x) Been in a car accident.
(x) Had braces.
(x) Felt like an outcast.
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night.
(x) Had deja vu.
(x) Danced in the moonlight.
(x) Hated the way you look.
( ) Witnessed a crime.
( ) Pole danced.
( ) Been obsessed with post-it notes.
(x) Walked barefoot through the mud.
(x) Been lost.
( ) Been to the opposite side of the world.
(x) Swam in the ocean.
(x) Felt like dying.
(x)Cried yourself to sleep
(x) Played cops and robbers.
(x)Recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers.
( )Sung karaoke
( ) Paid for a meal with only coins.
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't.
( ) Made prank phone calls.
( x) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose.
(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(x) Danced in the rain.
( ) Written a letter to Santa Claus.
( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe.
(x ) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about.
(x) Blown bubbles.
( ) Had a bonfire on the beach.
( ) Crashed a party.
(x) Gone rollerskating.
(x) Had a wish come true.
( ) Worn pearls.
( ) Jumped off a bridge.
( ) Screamed the word penis in public.
( ) Ate dog/cat food.
( ) Told a complete stranger you loved them.
(x) Kissed a mirror.
(x) Sang in the shower.
( ) Owned a little black dress.
( ) Had a dream that you married someone.
( ) Glued your hand to something.
( ) Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole.
( ) Kissed a fish.
(x) Worn the opposite sex's clothes.
( ) Been a cheerleader.
( ) Sat on a roof top.
(x) Screamed at the top of your lungs.
( ) Done a one-handed cartwheel.
(x) Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours.
(x) Stayed up all night.
(x) Didn't take a shower for a week
(x ) Picked and ate an apple right off the tree.
(x) Climbed a tree.
( ) Had a tree house.
(x ) Are scared to watch scary movies.
( ) Believe in ghost.
( ) Have more than 30 pairs of shoes.
( ) Worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say.
( ) Gone streaking.
(x ) Played ding-dong-ditch.
(x) Played chicken.
(x) Been pushed into a pool/lake with all your clothes on.
(x) Been told you're beautiful by a complete stranger.
( ) Broken a bone.
(x) Been easily amused.
( ) Caught a fish then ate it.
( x) Caught a butterfly.
( x) Laughed so hard you cried.
( ) Cried so hard you laughed.
( x) Mooned/flashed someone.
(x) Had someone moon/flash you.
(x) Cheated on a test
(x) Forgotten someone's name.
(x) Slept naked.
( ) French braided someone's hair.
( ) Grown a beard.
( ) Belong to the KKK.
(x)In love with an older person
(x)tired of this survey

Thursday, July 07, 2005

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 00:28:17 GMT

Have you Ever:
( ) snuck out of the house
(x ) stayed up all night long with no sleep
() gotten lost in your city
() saw a shooting star
() slept on a beach...
() been to any other countries besides the United States
( ) had a serious surgery
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas
() kissed a stranger
(x) hugged a statue
() been in a fist fight

( ) been arrested
( ) smoked
() had alcohol
(x) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
( x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
(x ) swore at your parents
( ) been in love
(x) been close to in love
( ) been skydiving
() broken a bone
( ) been high
( ) skinny-dipped
( x) skipped school
(x ) flashed someone
( ) saw a therapist
() done the splits
() played spin the bottle
() gotten stitches
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour

(x) bitten someone
( ) been to Niagara Falls
(x) gotten the chicken pox.
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) been to Japan
() rode in a taxi
(x) been dumped
( x) shoplifted
() had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(x) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
() had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
() been to Europe
( ) seen someone die
( ) had a friend die
( ) been to Africa
() Driven over 400 miles in one day
( ) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x)done something beyond stupid
( ) Eaten Sushi
(x ) Been snowboarding
(x ) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) tried killing yourself
( ) fired a gun
( ) purposely hurt yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now

Monday, June 27, 2005

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 19:48:58 GMT

20 Things you didnt know about me!

1. I like to keep to myself

2. I prefer to lay in bed all day instead of going out.

3. I fear going to college and choosing what i want to do.

4. I dont really have a best friend.

5. I hide how i really feel and pretend everything is okay when it isnt.

6. I dont let my dad touch me.

7. I love comedy.

8. I get bored easily..

9. I fall in love to easy

10. I basically always feel lonley

11. Music is what holds me together.

12. I am afraid of big commitment

13. I bottle things up.

14. I'm afraid of the dark.

15. I shut myself away from people.

16. I dont trust many people at all.

17. I have headaches everyday which keeps me from doing school work and if i dont like teachers i dont do the work for their class.

18. I lie a lot so i dont hurt anyone.

19. Music lets me let things go

20. Ima thug.