hey hey!!!! GUESS WHAT?!?!?!?!?

MERRY CHRISTMAS

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this Christmas was nice!!! I got a lot of pretty much AMAYZING things.... and nothing went Wrong!!! lol

um... lots of people coming over for dinner... I have to decide what I'm wearing...lol

let's see.... well.... can't think of anything else!! haha

lots of love!

Nikki

He He... it was over a month ago I last updated!!!... oops

so... life... well, it's complicated! lol

I'm still figuring myself out... I'm getting rid of all of me that is fake... but I still can't open up to the vulnerable me, the Nicole Parker people see will be me, just not all of me...

My mom got a Jeep Commander... its pretty kewl

um.... going out with Darrian...

um.... yeah... Christmas is in like, TWO DAYS.... holy crap! haha

like, I feel weird... not bad, not good... weird(which still isn't the right word, but I can't think of a better one)

Life is about taking risks, finding your limits, and pushing them! Because what meaning is there to a life where nothing is challenged??? if you lock yourself away from everything and everyone and have no real fun??? i mean, its not that people "make mistakes and learn from them" but that people learn By making "mistakes", that everyone has moments they are not proud of, but noone should have any regrets...

Does ANY of this make anyh sense?????... lol\

someone talk to me or sumpthin... i'm bored

WOW.. I don't update much!!

I am so a myspace person now! lol! um... i actually like my back ground tho!

OK!... this is what i have decided:

• Biology should DIE a Slow and Painful death!! = )
• Guys suck
• i can't wait to get out of band
• i am kind of scared to grow up all of a sudden
• i regret too much
• i dont have a passion for anything
• i actually have pretty good grades, except for in spanish
• i dont go tochurch anymore...
• some of my friendships are like, deeeead
• i Really like to sing
• iChristmas is nearly a month away
• OMG

uh... yeah... thinking too much! haha... nothing not like normal!

DEAD tired... so i'm going to bed!
nighty night

ummmmmmmmmm...

UNgrounded, and single, even though i didnt get around to putting it up that i was taken.... he still likes someone else... wow... thats pretty sad... and honestly, i Really liked him! hes still a good friend, But if i ever think of likeing him again... someone SLAP me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ... NO JOKE! lol... um.. yeah

ANYWAYS... moving on

um... nothing really to say! Halloween went pretty well, i got my dress for the military ball!!! its pretty! lol... um, yeah! thats about it i guess!

kk! ttyl

luv y'all

grounded... by the way!

um... homework... yay

eh... i will see if i can write more later

nicole