| Some times it hurts because no one asks...i carry around these struggles and the important people in my life no about them...i share with them specific cares and concerns for others in my life....and yet no one asks on a critical day how it all went or if they found him...I know the issue of Iraq is very controversial but some how it all becomes simply when you have a loved one fighting everyday over there...and when he goes missing a person is going to worry....how can i not...he is my brother....and i guess it all doesnt matter if anyone asks about it....why should i care? i just thought specific people cared about me more....but i guess the day pressures everyone deals with is hard to overcome and reach out to others...some people just cant...and i guess i should understand this and not have expectations for people...what i would do is not something others would do...it just scares me to death when i find out my brother is missing and no one has heard from him...this may not affect others the way it does me....
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| I never understood how much a heart could bleed....i just dont know what to do...i hate this...I trust God completely...and I feel like God has given me comfort and is telling me to be patient....but it is really hard not being able to know what is going on with him...this kills me...i just love him...i was so stupid....so stupid...but it will be ok...it just will...I trust God. |
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| I never understood how much a heart could bleed....i just dont know what to do...i hate this...I trust God completely...and I feel like God has given me comfort and is telling me to be patient....but it is really hard not being able to know what is going on with him...this kills me...i just love him...i was so stupid....so stupid...but it will be ok...it just will...I trust God. |
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| Is my life over yet?? cuz sometimes i really just want to go to heaven....
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| I am happy tonite!!!! yay!!! I lovvvvve feeling like this...I hope it says like this for a while...I think we need it!!!! I feel revived again!!! Praise Jesus. We can do it!!!
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