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Tuesday, October 28, 2008
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there are so many things I want to do and SO LITTLE TIME! Forget school I should just go tour the world and record myself doing some stupid dance and become a Youtube sensation. Then go back to living life to the fullest. I REFUSE to be stuck in a cubicle all day and do nothing but plug in numbers into a computer 24/7. I WILL live my life. I REFUSE to succumb to life. BRING IT! BRING ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
. . . always I shall carry with me two cans of Monster. With just two I can take on Bigfoot, Nessie, heck bring it Santa.
Saturday, September 20, 2008
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Its hard to finish a puzzle, when you don't have the full picture.
Almost like that, I feel like I have all the pieces, all the clues, I just have to put them all together, but I'm lacking the big picture. In my life, my little bubble, among the sea of foam, I see nothing but my own reflection. The world outside of it is distorted and muddled. The outside world includes me, my reflection, but I am twisted and unrecognizable. Life is about popping that bubble, having the courage to fall even though you understand the fall may kill you, but even so, daring to do so. Like a bubble, you will weave your own path, but when you're in a bubble, not much is up to you. First its the wind that decides your fate, or a gust from a bird's wings, a stream of air from a passing airplane. Your life is not in your hands. You are simply along for the ride.
How long?
How long will you let this happen?
How long will you gaze at the outside world where there are so many things you wanna do, but don't have the courage to do?
You can't just stare at the sky forever.
All bubbles will eventually pop. And you WILL fall. But then, youre not ready. It isnt on your own terms but again up to the elements.
Take charge.
Punch through the bubble, and experience life like its meant to be experienced.
Take control.
Fall, fall, fall.
You may fail, you may plummet straight to your death. But at least it was on your own terms. Through your decisions. At least you got to decide your own fate. You wrote your own story.
Your bubble wont protect you forever.
And it will pop all too soon.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
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its strange to look back and read old entries and just remember that past
god that makes you feel old.. lol
in so many ways i have changed and in just as many i am the same
Its like standing in front of a street light. There are two shadows that extend, one darker than the other if the positioning is just right. More than anything, this most strongly represents me. People are so direct, firm, know exactly what they want, decisive. Yet, with me, there are always two minds within my one body. This had lead me to act in ways most other people would mark as crazy or stupid.
People spend their whole lifetimes attempting to find just who they are. I join the masses.
I have yet to merge the two shadows.
But even so I forever remain the stubborn optimist, as foolish as that may seem at times.
live to laugh. laugh to live.
i hate to end on such a emo/dark note so a joke!
Why are women called women?
because when adam first saw eve he said, "WHOA MAN!"
hahahhaha
Saturday, October 14, 2006
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SATs....
good luck everyone!!~ ^ ^
Friday, August 18, 2006
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i heard an interesting theory the other day..

A L I E N SWe dont know about them, or rather, we dont even know if they exist! But i heard a somewhat, unique, theory about these fellows...
What if.....
"Aliens" are in fact, people from the future, who have managed to unlock the potential of time travel? And such inhumane traits, such as a bigger head or green skin, are in fact ways in which humans have evolved to survive in the future. for example, the bigger head might be because we developed bigger brains. and the green skin because... well, it looks cool? hahahah
isnt that a cool theory!?!~ ^ ^
Saturday, July 29, 2006
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Well, my first day in New York is now officially over. And man, it was AWESOME!!~ but the funny thing was, i never actually realized just how naiive i was to the real world. I mean, i had always knew New York was big, but man, its not big, its HUGE!!~ seriously, it was like a cold slap to the face. When i got off from the train, and took in my first sight of New York, I was literally speechless. The place is huge!!!!~ And filled with fun fun fun ^ ^.
Picture update later ^_______^
oh, and for all of those coming back from Korea (SKY), welcome back to the big ol' US of A!!~ Hopefully, none of you were converted to full Fobs, but.... -_____-;; hahhah well welcome back!!~ ^ ^
Saturday, July 01, 2006
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... i have some ground breaking news...
no seriously, this is super big news...
I, Ronald Yi .....
HAVE GROWN 1 INCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Me, the morning of the shocking discovery
yes and those of you who know of my secret fear, know that this is a very relieving. for i have for years feared that i was slowly but surely... shrinking! no seriously! but now i have nothing to fear! ^_____________________^ puhahhahhahhahahahahha!!!!~
......
..... but alas.... my younger brother still towers over me by 3 inches... T_____________________T
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
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You know... when i was little, i always thought that when i became a senior i would be 6 ft. tall, with huge bulging muscles, and ravishing good looks...
..... =__=;;
lol, but i think i did get the good looks part down. puhahahhaha jk jkjk. ^______^
sigh... only one more year left of high school. 2oo6 - 2oo7. Lets make it a good one. ^ ^
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
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well been quite a while since i last wrote in this thing... and sad to say its not going to be a very happy entry...
aright, well i was just going through my email when i noticed an email from a friend i havent spoken with in a long time. It was titled simply Jesus. Now i know what some of u are thinking. Aw no here we go. another one of those religious fanatics.
im anything but.. i simply want to get some ideas down on "paper" and i thought sharing this would be a good idea. But the email was.. touching. inspiring. and yes even a bit tear wrenching.
it was the usual god is almighty and how we tend to forget all the good things he does in life for us. and how hes sacrificed everything, yet we cant do the same for him.
yet this email struck me for some reason. i dont know, maybe because it was just the "moment" or cause God himself choose to open my eyes just a bit.
but one line caught my eye and held it.
"Isn't it funny how someone can be so fired up for Christ on Sunday, but be an invisible Christian the rest of the week?"
Im going to be straight-forward honest. I dont know if i believe in God. I believe in a Supreme Power, but i dont know if the power is God himself. Im a doubtful person and i dont think ive ever truly believed in him.
But Im not afraid to admit that or listen to what others have to say
But then you see people who act like church is their life, and how they are such devout christians.This is where i want you to think hard (if your a christian/catholic/etc.). When you attend church, do you TRULY attend it for God? Would you still attend church if your buddies or friends did not attend the same? Would you go if it meant missing the most amazing concert (or watever u like) ever? Would you be willing to do that for God? And honestly, I want you to answer this truthfully. Cuz I know im not. And i know most of the people who claim to be AWESOME christians, can't.
I guess what im trying to say is this. There are imposters out there. And honestly, i am one sometimes. But i admit to not truly beliving in God, and i can truthfully admit that if i had a choice i would not attend church. I truly admit, God is nothing more than a chore in my life.
What is he in yours? ...
There are some many people who completely spit out bull shit everyday of their lives when talking about God. Even those who dont outright speak of God, but state they are Chrisitans when they don't believe are fakes. If you don't truly believe, admit it! but dont act like you are one when your not. Dont make urself "better" or more "pure" than others, or for sake of appearance
And for God's sake dont attend church for JUST friends! Open ur eyes, and see that out of 7 days in a week, God asks for one. And I know at our church, that one day is only one hour in 24 hours! Thats it!!
And yet there are those who groan and complain. And i just want to smack them. I admit, I hate it too. But at least bear with it and TRY, ATTEMPT to soak in the God's lesson or the week and to sincerely praise God. For just one hour.
"Isn't it funny how someone can be so fired up for Christ on Sunday, but be an invisible Christian the rest of the week?"
Don't be a liar. Don't be some imposter. Don't be invisible. Be honest. To both yourself. And to God. And only after this can you truly begin to change for the better.
In my opinion anyway...
Sunday, January 01, 2006
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2oo5...
full of good times, no doubt about that... and it makes u kinda feel like its slipping by too fast doesn't it?
....
nawwwww. hahah. yea no doubt 2oo5 was a good one. thanks for all those who helped make it that much more special...
but for now...
lets welcome in 2oo6!!!
and lets not wish this a happy new years, lets make this a wonderful year! <credit: Alex Choi ^___^>
good luck to all of you and hope this is a good year for all of us!
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Tuesday, October 28, 2008
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there are so many things I want to do and SO LITTLE TIME! Forget school I should just go tour the world and record myself doing some stupid dance and become a Youtube sensation. Then go back to living life to the fullest. I REFUSE to be stuck in a cubicle all day and do nothing but plug in numbers into a computer 24/7. I WILL live my life. I REFUSE to succumb to life. BRING IT! BRING ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
. . . always I shall carry with me two cans of Monster. With just two I can take on Bigfoot, Nessie, heck bring it Santa.
Saturday, September 20, 2008
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Its hard to finish a puzzle, when you don't have the full picture.
Almost like that, I feel like I have all the pieces, all the clues, I just have to put them all together, but I'm lacking the big picture. In my life, my little bubble, among the sea of foam, I see nothing but my own reflection. The world outside of it is distorted and muddled. The outside world includes me, my reflection, but I am twisted and unrecognizable. Life is about popping that bubble, having the courage to fall even though you understand the fall may kill you, but even so, daring to do so. Like a bubble, you will weave your own path, but when you're in a bubble, not much is up to you. First its the wind that decides your fate, or a gust from a bird's wings, a stream of air from a passing airplane. Your life is not in your hands. You are simply along for the ride.
How long?
How long will you let this happen?
How long will you gaze at the outside world where there are so many things you wanna do, but don't have the courage to do?
You can't just stare at the sky forever.
All bubbles will eventually pop. And you WILL fall. But then, youre not ready. It isnt on your own terms but again up to the elements.
Take charge.
Punch through the bubble, and experience life like its meant to be experienced.
Take control.
Fall, fall, fall.
You may fail, you may plummet straight to your death. But at least it was on your own terms. Through your decisions. At least you got to decide your own fate. You wrote your own story.
Your bubble wont protect you forever.
And it will pop all too soon.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
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its strange to look back and read old entries and just remember that past
god that makes you feel old.. lol
in so many ways i have changed and in just as many i am the same
Its like standing in front of a street light. There are two shadows that extend, one darker than the other if the positioning is just right. More than anything, this most strongly represents me. People are so direct, firm, know exactly what they want, decisive. Yet, with me, there are always two minds within my one body. This had lead me to act in ways most other people would mark as crazy or stupid.
People spend their whole lifetimes attempting to find just who they are. I join the masses.
I have yet to merge the two shadows.
But even so I forever remain the stubborn optimist, as foolish as that may seem at times.
live to laugh. laugh to live.
i hate to end on such a emo/dark note so a joke!
Why are women called women?
because when adam first saw eve he said, "WHOA MAN!"
hahahhaha
Saturday, October 14, 2006
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SATs....
good luck everyone!!~ ^ ^
Friday, August 18, 2006
-
i heard an interesting theory the other day..

A L I E N SWe dont know about them, or rather, we dont even know if they exist! But i heard a somewhat, unique, theory about these fellows...
What if.....
"Aliens" are in fact, people from the future, who have managed to unlock the potential of time travel? And such inhumane traits, such as a bigger head or green skin, are in fact ways in which humans have evolved to survive in the future. for example, the bigger head might be because we developed bigger brains. and the green skin because... well, it looks cool? hahahah
isnt that a cool theory!?!~ ^ ^
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