Currently Reading New Moon By Stephenie Meyer see related

You can Kiss my ass BITCHES!

I'm feeling trippy.

What I mean is I feel extremly neverous, stressed, and extremly tired, which is making me an extreme bitch.

There is 33 more days of school, and like 50 something days untill I move. I'm estatic about that, i'll finally be away from this awful place. I mean i've been here since i turned 15 and i'm now 17 and I still hate here. I love my two best friends, they have been great, and i'll miss them teribillay, but then again like i said i'm thrilled to be so close to leaving this place.

Also, I swear I must be going crazy due to the simple fact that, I miss all the alone time I had, before my mom quit here job. Now it's like she's hanging over my shoulder all the time, so i can never really get anything written down on the computer untill she's asleep.

I'm also neverous about going to the next high school because I might get held back a year from the fact that I may not have enough credits to pass next year, and that makes me feel extremly stupid and sad all at the same time.

wow, i'm feeling much better already. I must remeber more fequently that I have a xanga to post in.

Currently Gaming Tales of the Abyss By Namco see related

"... and I should care why?"

this week has been touch and go. it started out okay then it has just spiraled downwards. yesterday i almost got into a car accident because someone turned out in front of me. which ruined my whole day, so far today has proceeded with out any incidents but then again its only 6:27 in the morning.

Currently Listening Good-Bye Days see related

I am so depressed, and i don't have a real reason for it. I mean its depressing that my parents are fighting all the time, but its gotten to the point that i've just started to ingore it. Doing that perserves my sanity, even if its just for a little while.

I'm also getting tired of being the only one that seems to be able to function properly these days. i guess that fact is a little more worring that depressing.

*sigh*

At least I had fun on halloween, sorta.

Currently Listening From Under the Cork Tree By Fall Out Boy 02. of all the Gin joints in the world see related

I feel like shit.

I know, so very discriptive. Actully i just sorta Blah, like i'm not upset or happy or anything else i just sorta feel. Gah! that makes no since, I hate feeling like i'm just existing.

I dunno anymore.

Is what i would describe me feeling. I don't know why i'm so obbsessed over this feeling. Its just fucking annoying espically since I have to study for my History and french Midterm U_U

School sucks I can't wait for next week, just for the simple fact thati'm off the 13th - 17th then I get to miss school because of my uncle's weding. so in total i won't go to that suffocating place that makes me feel like i'm no one for a whole 4 days!

Kyo's doing good in his new home, which makes me happy and a little sad. Life still sucks. Tales of the Abyss comes out the 11th and I don't have any money U-U.

you know this is such a pointless entree, but it makes me feel relived to know that i'm at least putting my thoughts down somewhere.

Life sucks, massivly.

Tomorrow is the day that my baby, kyo goes to his new home TT-TT. i'm going to miss him terribly, but at least i know he's going to good home cuz Elisha will love him and everything.

then there's school, i postivily hate that place. i wish i didn't have to go to school. I almost never talk to anyone for a whole day, its really lonely but i don't want to make new friends that i'm going to leave behind in a few months, it's just not worth it.

our house might be bought by next week and if it is we'll more than likly have to move into an apartment for the remander of our stay. which is so stupid since we just moved out of the apartments.

i'm just sick of life, its getting to be pointless and aggravating