唉..........又會考啦~~

今年真係唔係咁開心~~~同呀傑嘈完..........真係距離變得好遠........不過佢而家好似開心過以前好多..............

    而家已經冇哂野可以比我寄託......冇左咁多對我重要既野.....自己一個既時候就諗起之前既野......都怪自己錯......係錯完再錯......成日係沙田都好驚撞到佢.....因為唔想見到佢同第二個一齊.....不過而家對佢黎講....我係佢面前連講半句說話既資格都冇.....唉!我諗佢憎我憎到係想我死既地部....我真係好想見到佢呀~~~

    今日同左高力.....GILL出去MK搵PACO.....見到佢地真係開心D......PACO佢終於拍拖啦.......我都為佢覺得開心.......不過我就連最鍾意既人都冇埋.....一個對我好重要既人都冇埋~~~一個一齊既時間對我好好.....一個同我散左都好關心我.......都冇LU......以後連傾計既機會都冇哂

今日好唔開心~~~個心好痛呀.........因為佢同我講左d好hurt既說話..........佢可以同我講d咁既野...........我諗佢一定好憎我..........佢雖然真係好過份~~~但我無野好講!!!因為係我............個原因係我........個答案係我.........無得好怨!!

     我深信........應該話我好清楚..........呢一次會係我一生既遺憾.......會係我呢一世最後悔既事..........個心好酸~好空虛~好難受.................即使我點同佢講我幾多句......佢都好似係度笑緊我咁~~~~

    我唔想靜呀.......一靜就好煩..........點解我係個咁蠢既人......點解總會成日都做d自己好後悔既野!!

     一考完會考.........我諗我要日日麻醉自己.......玩又好.....做野又好....飲酒又好........無所謂........無左佢我點垃圾都冇所........我同佢一齊既時候我有目標......有方向......而家我連自己應該點樣先開心都唔知呀........我同呀cat八個月......我付出既野我一樣都冇後悔....我要同佢散冇後悔過......之後同邊個一齊都冇付出過....只係覺得係玩....浪費時間!到呢一刻我諗我都係覺得呀cat係最重要......但係我見到馬仔.......我追佢直到一齊之後.........乜都改變哂.......我記得我等左佢8個月既一句說話....就係話肯同我一齊.....我仲開心到走去新翠同傑講......未同佢一齊之前...我見親佢都好驚....好緊張!~~~我已經知佢係我最重要既人.......直到而家都係咁諗....但係就係因為我做左好多錯事....令我而家好辛苦....只有辛苦既感覺............我真係好想好想同返佢一齊....我可以付出所有比佢.........而家只得後悔~~後悔~~後悔

  今日係第一日寫呢個日記........原來我身邊識左好耐既朋友有幾個都有寫.......尋日無意中比我睇到~~~~都唔知呢個算唔算你秘密!!

     今日ｋｅｎｊｉ打比我叫我踢波．．．．我問呀傑去唔去．．．．我仲以為佢會去～～～點知－－－唉！！！又係咁．．．條友同左個咁既人一齊之後就變到咁．．．．你仲有冇重視你自己既兄弟呀～！！

　　一個二個都變哂＞＿＜係咪一定要咁樣呀．．．．屌你．．．個個一兜痞

　　　就黎又ｃ．ｅ啦．．．．．．．．都係個句～仲係好心散囉．．．．而家食完飯無耐．．係時候都要對住ｄ書本啦．．～．～