| | Tuesday...
Had an exam yesterday. It went all right...
These days, i feel the most lonely when i'm driving home at night from ubc. Though it's lonely, but i enjoy driving without much cars around me. Sometimes the wind comforts me.
When your heart is in pain, i realized that only crying can make you feel better. It's better than pretending to be strong on the outside and hurting like hell on the inside.
i miss him...so I messaged him before i went to bed because i'm so not used to not saying goodnight to him before I sleep.
Always want to let him know how my day went, and always want to know how his day went. But i feel that, though we care about each other but there's a distance between us.
I wonder if he really does appreciate my messages...
If he could be just a little more serious...we've actually spend time together for quite some time now.
Did he mean to destroy this relationship? I really want to hear him tell me that he didn't mean to. All i want from him is the truth...
Though during the past few months , i knew something was wrong, but i didn't ask, i didn't say anything because i wanted to let him tell me the truth. I wanted the truth and nothing else.
I still believe the time spent together with me were happy moments. How much of these moments are in his heart, i wonder?
i'm waiting for you.... |
| | Posted 7/31/2007 8:56 PM - 7 views - 0 comments
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