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Wednesday, March 12, 2003

Wed, 12 Mar 2003 23:22:21 GMT

hmm havn'et xanga'd in a while..guess life in albany is just that boring...=P....neways.....have two friends who dislike each other and talk mad shiet about each other...what are u supposed to do in a situation like that..i mean..they're both being very childish and telling me to stay away from the other....i feel like im back in 5th grade..."if you want to be my friend..don't be his friend"...o_O...puey....thought we were in college.....hmmm...just remembering someone telling me i had a cute nose..*randomness*....its one thing if somoene says u got pretty eyes...or pretty hair....or just pretty in general....but nOse!@@!!... feelz as if they had nothing to complement me on so they had to pick the nose..O_o....jeNjang.....kaka..

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Thursday, December 19, 2002

Thu, 19 Dec 2002 22:12:24 GMT

to know happiness you have to know sadness....

to feel love you must have felt loneliness....

to know success you must have failed in the past...

to live in a world w/out sadness..loneliness...or failure...would be living in a world that doesn't know the true meaning of happiness..love..or success...

what would be the fun in that??

things in life that makes you sad and gets you down...are the things in life that makes you appreciate life more i guess...so the hardships in life that we go through today will lead to a better tommorow...joys that we feel in life...that much more joyful....=P

Tuesday, December 17, 2002

Tue, 17 Dec 2002 18:40:14 GMT

EiGhT..foking days before my first b-day i got my first vaccine shot....and ny regulations says that i needed to have taken that shit after my first b-day...so i gotta get another shot...argghh..if having back to back finals for three days wasn't enough..........so i go in for the shot and they give me a sheet that explains to me that i might get

1.fever

2.mild rash

3.swelling of the cheeks or neck

4.seizures

5.temporary pain and stiffness in the joints

6.temporary low platelet count which causes bleeding disorder

7.serious allergic reaction

8.deafness

9.coma

10.permenant brain damage

LoVeLy....course its actually safer than gettin the actual diseases..but yeah...just fuking lovely...and course im waiting there all nervous and dumbass suny nurse tells me she made a mistake and my appointment is tommorow......so here i am trying to study and all i can think about is...o_O what if i fall into a coma....hmm..but then again...=P no finals...oh god...

Wednesday, October 30, 2002

Wed, 30 Oct 2002 07:16:57 GMT

test week..o_O lovely....and oh yes the last xanga entry was me sleep deprived and getting aggravated about petty shit..xP....neways..don't u hate it when u claw at your eyes trying to get your contacts out and den u realize that u didnt' have em on in the first place??...o_O or is it just me...damnnit i think i scratched my friggin eyeballz..

Wednesday, October 23, 2002

Wed, 23 Oct 2002 05:05:53 GMT

thinking i could ace my midterm w/out studying haha...o_O..big mistake...fockers...seems like i'm paying thousands to learn from textbooks these days...should start going to classes more regularly..hmm..halloween's coming up......already....damn time just flew by in college.. gettin kind of sick of it actually...kinda wish things didnt always have to involve alcohol....everyone seems to think im an alcoholic..whats up w/that..O_o...blehz....drinking is evil

Thursday, October 17, 2002

Thu, 17 Oct 2002 03:11:52 GMT

kareoke night w/ksa at a bar tommorow...^^...sounds liek fun..
reminds me of the days when a bunch of us used to just take public tranportation
w/less than 20bucks in our wallets and 99'z in our bag.....go to noraebang and sing/scream
our heads off...we used to have so much fun..not caring about what other ppl thought..
hehe..the year when we cut like 1/4 of the school yearw/out really getting in trouble...
those were the times....*sigh*...wonder why we dont do that anymore these days
we always find the need to go all the way to the city...bars/clubs..spend like 50 bucks to have some drinks
and have a good time....
not like the good ol days when we used to think drinking ghetto was just fine...come to think about it...o_O
i think we used to have a lot more fun those days.....wonder why that is..
and oh yes..the song that i have on the site...the first 50 seconds is really gay..^^ but the rest is ill...
so be patient??

Monday, October 14, 2002

Mon, 14 Oct 2002 09:12:13 GMT

damn sleepin pattern is getting worse and worse.....o_O gettin scared that i might have a sleeping disorder or something....tried drinkin a few beers to help me go to sleep the last....couple days but...hmm...stomache startin to bulge and dats not cool...>=T....maybe i should try reading a book or something..that'll put me to sleep...heh...damn why can't i sleep at night...and why can't i stay awake in class..!@!?? baHh..im startin whine...shieTT..on a brighter note...midterms are coming up...heh...^^ lovliness.....hmm...do i know a james park and a sarah park....from..somewhere...damn my memory..i need help..someone help me out....haha busride back from flushing after the goryodang incident.."do i know u"...joe naming like 43423455 names trying to help me remember...o_O....and i don't even smoke weed..what da fuk...xP..startin to spaz...time to go try sleep...

Sunday, October 13, 2002

Sun, 13 Oct 2002 19:39:21 GMT

no more drinking............

......................for a while

-_-

Monday, October 07, 2002

Mon, 07 Oct 2002 07:16:47 GMT

thinkin bout the niggas that i was close with.....and thinkin bout the niggas that i've drifted away from.....why'd it have to be like that...i don't know....but i look back and kinda wish that we didnt drift..and stayed close...lots of niggas that i'd like to be chillz with....cuz i miss em now......shibal....funny how as we grow up....we change so much....but i look back and see myself....and im the person that didn't really change.....pretty much stayed the way i was.....all througout mid school and highschool...its da niggaz that changed drastically and drifted apart......shibal....maybe its being away at college..from all of em..or maybe its the alcohol talkin but jen jang..i miss my niggaz..

Monday, September 30, 2002

Mon, 30 Sep 2002 19:40:47 GMT

thank god i've been getting some sleep the last couple of days....i actually feel like a normal person..haha...too bad i couldn't have gotten myself straight earlier on..cuz now im faced with 2 exams on thursday and 5 chapters behind in both subjects...lovely..haha..fukin lovely.....gotta hit the library...gotta hit the library....shibal...im in an extra credit class and the teachers telling us how she doesn't really know shiet about psychology...lol....play jepordy and and get some extra credit...baHHH...not too shabby..