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Name: Carolyn (left)
Gender: Female
Interests: Strengthening my relationship with Jesus Christ.
Also... hangin out with my friends, leaving messages on their cell phones while they're at school, *playing violin*, Aww... Nate and Chloe. I love them.
Expertise: Messing up. But you know what? God forgives me. Thank goodness. I would be nowhere without Him. Umm... violin. I've been playin for 12 years. Same with swimming. Oh, and being weird. I'm SO good at that! And I hope teaching, since, I do that.
Occupation: Education/training
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  EyeAmChippy
Member Since:
9/24/2004
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| I haven't updated in how long?? Nobody probably reads this anymore, but hey, it'll make my life feel more complete if I at least keep a little up to date with technology. Or just xanga. Bear with me.
I've been going to the doctor alot, and will be continuing in that endeavor for quite some time. Multiple bodily problems are presenting themselves to me, and have been very obnoxious. All in all, I'm under scrutination for lupus, neuropathy, Raunauds (no idea how to spell it) syndrome (or phenomenon, whichever you prefer), just plain being sick all the time, ultra high a1c, migraines, fibro mayalgia, and yet another problem which I have yet to admit to my mother so she will have to take me to yet another doctor. Also, my arterys are becoming smaller. I don't know the correct term for that, but it ain't good - trust me. To add to that, today I have mysterious chest pains which my mother believes attritube to some sort of heart problem. So currently, I am regularly visiting: A family physician, a rheumatologist, a chiropractor, a neurologist, an endocrinologist, and whenever I decide to let my mother know of my unseen but very huge problem (which I will not relate here for personal reasons), some other kind of doctor. Preferably female, seeing as how the family physician, rheumatologist, and neurologist are all men. And I don't like men very much, in the doctor/patient relationship scheme.
So that is the happening of my physical body. Lets not go into my emotional state, brought about by failing my English AP Midterm Exam, which will bring my overall grade down to a B. A solid B, at 90.1, but still, a B. How very upsetting to a straight A student.
Prayer would be very much appreciated for my illnesses and whatever else I have problems with. Because we all know, its just better when people are praying for you, because you know what? Prayer heals. God bless.
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| Definitely DID NOT have a good day today. Life right now kinda sucks for me, I'm just barely scrapin through. Thats about all I have to say. I don't want to say too much cuz you never know who is watching. Enough said. Btw, you wanna read my diary too? Hmm?
Now is where I take the time to tell you about... um... well, about nothing. I'm going to Chicago on Oct. 6 to play violin with a woman named Lisa Weyerhaeuser. Exciting stuff. Oct. 20 I'm going to Dallas to play on a morning TV show with her. I'll be a fiddler and a background singer. I guess I'm excited. Right now I don't feel any sort of emotion. So... yeah. I'll go now. I'm talking to Dylan. He's making me laugh.
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| My life is busy.
I won the competition Saturday.
Somebody gave me a free coke today. Correction, Diet Coke with Lime. It was pretty weird. But it was free. So. That was neat.
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| Um, did I say Xanga was making a comeback? Maybe I lied. Sorry I haven't commented any of ya'll. I haven't even been checking this thing. I'm actually barely with my computer anymore. Its strange. Good for me, but strange.
Last weekend was completely awesome. Jennie and I hung out like, almost the entire weekend. We went to the coffeehouse at Grace, to the youth thing where Nate and the guys were playin, to the play (Aladdin), and she went to church with me on Sunday. Oh, Saturday night, after the play, we went to Applebees. Earlier in the day she had been hanging out with Ben alot, who was Iago in the play. Anyway at Applebees (where she works), this guy came and was talking to us, and it was just funny, we were talking about Logan (Jennie's boyfriend) and she said "No, I'm dating a 13 yr old parrot." I was laughing soooo hard. And she keeps calling Ryan her boyfriend. Its so funny. Yeah, its awesome having her get along so well with my other friends. (especially the younger ones??) I'm excited.
So I went to the play again Sunday. Um, I went to the play last weekend too. Ryan was Aladdin last weekend, and he did a darn good job. He wasn't Aladdin the second weekend, but he should've been. Cuz that kid can sing and act way better than the other Aladdin. So uh.
Every time I went to the play, Nate was there. I think he went to 5 out of 6 performances?! Hes great. He makes me laugh. Tonight, I was talking to him on the phone. Funny story how that happened.
See, I have the flu. Yeah, it stinks. But I was holding my phone, and all the sudden there was a voice coming out of it. So I started talking to it, and it turned out that I called it, and it belonged to Nate. Um. That was probably confusing. I've had a fever all day and have been delirious and saying weird things. Like dad was talking about David, and I was like, "Who is David?" "Um, your brother." "I HAVE A BROTHER?!?!"
I went to the doctor to be tested for flu. Only it didn't happen because I wimped out. Have any of you ever been tested for flu? It sounds SCARY. The doc came out and said "I have to come and do this, because you know why? Its not very fun." "...why not...?" "Well, see, I take this *pulls gigantic foot long q-tip out of sterile package and steps toward me* and I have to put it... in your nose." My hands shot up to cover my face, and they didn't come down until I walked out of the doctors office. I mean, he told me it was going to be painful, but HE survived it, so I could too. Not what I wanted to hear. My mom was sitting there trying to pry my hands off my face but it wasn't happening. Ha, yes. I like when I'm stubborn. Even if it means I'm sicker, I like it.
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| *Carolyn cringes as Xanga makes a comeback*
I'm too busy to keep up all this stuff. Xanga, Facebook, MySpace, who has time for that AND real life?
I wasn't going to bring Xanga back, but I was reading old posts, and realized how much I miss rambling about stupid things. I miss it because now all that stuff is coming out everywhere it doesn't need to come out of, um, anyway...
I'm not quite sure what to say. Its been so long since I've really posted anything much at all on this thing. I'm not sure where to start.
Last Monday, I got a new electric violin. Yup. I sold my old one, dear little Scrat, and picked up Scottie. Hes gorgeous. At least, I think so. Meggie says hes ugly. I also am trying out two bows, really really really really really nice bows. You guys probably wouldn't believe how much they're worth, and I probably shouldn't tell you. But they're really nice.
Um I have to go do work. I'll do this again later. Bye guys!
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