HIATUS.

so right now I really just don’t have the time I need to devote to this site.
I do not know exactly when I will come back, if I do come back. But the
chances of me not coming back are slim, I just don’t know when I’ll be
able to get back on this. I’m sorry! but keep commenting all my older posts,
and don’t unsubscribe or anything! Hope every one is doing fantastic! <3

 x0,
Samantha

*one.
The scent of you is bringing back the sweet urge of
teenage lust at midnight. The scent of you is crashing
down the wall I strived to build up again.

*two.
& I wish I could give my friends a reason when they say
“why do you keep trying? why don’t you just move on?”

*three.
I tried so hard. You know that right? I tired harder than you
could ever imagine, and now here I am trying my best just
to forget everything. Every piece of you, the way you smell,
the feel of your skin. Too bad it was always soft. I can still
feel you. I think I always will.

*four.
Before you write me off as an easy piece of ass,
I’m telling you right now to zip up your fucking pants.

*five.
There’s not really anything to discuss.
There’s you and me; but no us.

*six.
If you didn’t love him this would never have happened
but you did, and accepting that love and
everything that followed it, is part of letting go.

*seven.
And I loved him, god, how I loved him.
It wasn’t love of course, even I can see
now that it was infatuation. But at the time
it damn near killed me. It’s so passionate,
so intense, so painful, that even years
afterward you still feel the hurt when
you hear their name.

*eight.
You’re single. Make the best of it.
It doesn’t mean your not good enough for anyone,
it means that no one is good enough for you.

*nine.
I hope this postcard finds you lonely.
I hope you’re as lost as I was when you left me.

*ten.
If you could read my mind, then
I wonder what you would think of yourself.

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I am having a fabulous week so far, & I can’t wait until Halloween!
I’m not exactly sure what’s going on with me and the guy I like but
we’re making some progress, well at least I’m putting some much
needed effort into the whole process of being friends/trying to date
thing. It’s confusing. lol. Hope every one is doing amazingggggggg!
<3

x0 Samantha

Just tell me something exciting, or funny, or that made you smile
 that has happened to you so far this week, or possibly something from last week?

Me: I went to this haunted house thing, last Saturday and it was amazing!
the guy I like would have come but he had plans that he had made a week
in advance. so I’m going to try and get him to go this weekend with me! :]

Tomorrow my little brother turns 3! So we had
a little party for him tonight, it was pretty fun!
lol Keep the comments up girlies! <3

[one.]
I’ll remember you when I’m old and I start to get
wrinkles from all the times you made me laugh.

[two.]
Every night she finds herself lying in
bed, reliving and remembering every
glance he gave and every word he said.

[three.]
I found every thing I could ever want
wrapped up in something I could never have.

[four.]
I bruise like a peach, I stumble when I speak.
I’ve always been in love with you..

[five.]
A clean break is easier. You can reset it and it heals
and you move on, but if you leave things messy or
don’t get put right, then it hurts. Forever.

[six.]
She’s not over what happened. She’s still hurting.
Songs come on the radio and make her remember
that he broke her heart.

[seven.]
I believe in love, in arguing, in jamming out by yourself in the car.
I believe in smiling til your cheeks hurt and laughing until you cry.
I believe in having someone tell you you’re beautiful, dancing in the rain
and miracles. I believe in second chances even if you’re completely
screwed up.

[eight.]
My eyes look all around but all they can focus on is you.

[nine.]
Only enemies speak the truth, friends and lovers lie endlessly.

[ten.]
It may have been in bits and pieces,
but I gave you the best of me.

[eleven.]
I think that everyone can change if the right person
comes along. And I think that every girl wants to be
the right person. Every girl wants to be
the one girl that can change that guy.

[twelve.]
And I hope when you looked into her eyes
you saw my reflection.

[thirteen.]
There have been lots of cars in my driveway and lots of
boys on my couch. I’ve toyed with the bad boys, momma’s
boys, & country boys. I’ve been broken by a few, and broken
a few myself. I’ve never said “I love you,” and I’ve never
had the need. I’ve been the rebound, the challenge, the
fallback, and the girlfriend. I’ve been the mistake, and the
correction. One day someone will love me for what I’ve been
and what I am, where I’ve been, and where I am. One day.
Someone will love me.

[fourteen.]
I wish I could tell you all that’s on my mind.

[fifteen.]
And all you remind me of is who I used to be.

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Love all you girls. Hope everyone is doing amazing! <3

x0 Samantha

one.
I must be a pretty good liar for you to
honestly think that I just want to be friends.

two.
Have you ever wanted to ask a question but
you didn’t because you knew in your heart that
you wouldn’t be able to handle the answer?

three.
You said my heart sounded like a payphone in the rain,
distorted, distant, scrambled and desperate.

four.
She read the entire dictionary and she couldn’t find
a single word to describe the way she felt.

five.
The thing that hurts the most is pretending that it doesn’t.

six.
Sometimes  you have something you need to say but you can’t, because
the words won’t come out or you get scared or you feel stupid. So, if you
could write a song, and sing it, then you could say what you need to say
and it would be beautiful and people would listen and you wouldn’t make
a complete idiot out of yourself. But all of us can’t be songwriters, so some
of us will never be able to say what we’re thinking or what we want
other people to know we’re thinking, so we’ll never be able to get the
chance to make things right again.
- Gilmore Girls

seven.
The person you end up needing the most is the person
you swore you never wanted in the first place.

eight.
He’s the king of mixed signals, and I’m the queen of second thoughts.

nine.
She’s pretty, so everyone calls her a whore.

ten.
Don’t tell me you can’t feel the chemistry.

eleven.
Over the past year, I’ve learned so much about love and life.
Even if I could, I would never take back all the things I’ve done
that brought me here, to this moment.

twelve.
I’ve been thinking lately that I could use a little more alone time with you.

thirteen.
And sometimes when you’re on, you’re really fucking on.
And your friends they sing along, and they love you. But the
lows are so extreme that the good seems fucking cheap.

fourteen.
Because sometimes, forgetting is easier on the heart.

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It seems like all my body wants to do is get sick, because I am sick again.
/: and I still haven’t taken my placement test. oh well. here’s an updateee.
enjoy lovessss <3

x0 Samantha

Poll: 90210 or Gossip Girl ?

Me: Honestly, I watch and love both, but if I could only watch one
or other, I’d have to say 90210. But I still <3 GG. :]