| wow its been like 3 months since i've written in here
my life is boring but busy...
Monday & Wednesday-class @ 9:35 AM - 9:00 PM
Tuesday & Thursday-class @ 9:35 AM - 10:50 PM
-work @ 4:00 PM - 9:00 PM
Friday-work @ 10:00 AM - 4:00 PM or 4:00 PM - 9:00 PM
Saturday-work @ 10:00 AM - 3:00 PM
well thats just the jist of it...i decided to keep all the extra shit in between out cuz it constantly changes.
in all my classes except one i am anti-social...this is either because
1-i dont know anyone and 2-i am not really willing to meet or talk to
any of the people in my classes.
at work i deal with the weird ass people that range from rude and
anti-social to stubborn to annoying to depandant to bratty. i hate
people that walk next to the store and keep one foot in and one foot
out like u cant step fully into the store with out dying. also the
people that walk in and race through the store like they can decide
whether or not they would buy something by looking at each item less
than a second. i swear the record of shortest time being in the store
is 10 seconds. even people that keep one foot in and one foot out look
longer than that. i also hate customers that snap at you when you ask
if they need help. and lastly...holy shit the store is dead for the
most part.
despite the fact of being deprived from meeting new people and
keeping in touch with the
ones already known...i have enjoyed the chances that i have been able
to meet new people or chill with close ones. So to the new people i've
met...let's get to know each other better, to the ones that i'm not
close with lets become closer, and to the ones i am close with lets
stay like this.
and to end this blog...the word regret. Def: A feeling of disappointment or distress about something that one wishes could be different.
I'm not saying I regret anything recently, but the concept just crossed
my mind. Everyone regrets something, whether it's something big and
they beat themselves up for it or something so tiny that it does not
have any affect on them, but why do we regret? Regret is a feeling just
like anger, happiness, and sadness. it is something we can not avoid.
you hear everyone say "im scared of doing ____ cause i might regret
it." with a lot of things in life...there is always that possibility of
regret. but how would you know if you are gonna regret something or
not? it is not possible to determine if you're gonna regret it until
you actually put that action forth, only then you will know whether or
not you regret it, hell for all we know...it really might be for the
better. but is the fear of regret stopping us from making choices...for
some people the answer is yes. but if you think about it...if you do
not attempt to make an action towards what you want to do because you
might regret it...there is also a possibility that you might regret not
taking an action also. so from a negative point of view either way you
can lose...but from a positive point of view either way you can win. so
to end this blabbering of regret...don't hesitate to do what you think
is right, if you put enough thought into it. and like what my teacher
once said, "It is better to do something and ask for forgiveness, than
end up regretting for not doing it."
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