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for all you out there who feel like dieing. who feel like there is no reason to go on. who feel like there heart has just been shattered into a thousand pieces. DONT because there is a reason to go on and there is a reason to live and we will feel like our hearts have been broken many times but there is someone who can fix that. there is someone who can take away the pain that you are feeling. who can give you a reason to press on. even when things seem like they cant possibly get any worse and there is no way out. there is someone who loves and cares about you more than anything else and who is passionet about his relationship with you. there is someone out there who is willing to carry all your burdens. there is someone who would die for you and suffer and be nailed to a tree even if you were the  ONLY person on the planet and his name is Jesus.

well the concert last night was awsome. FRONT ROW BABY<33 so much fun!! well i lovee you all<33 ryan is going out with georgia now (again) but its ok because he can make me feel like breaking down and crying and he can make me feel like i've just had my heart ripped out but he can not make me feel worthless and ruin my life. there are plenty guyz out there and you cant let them tear you down. because all of you are stronger than that and you just have to wait for the right guy.

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I sleep to dream
and I dream because
i know it's the only way
we'll ever be together ..........

make sure u guys read the other entry for today too!! i just had to add this quote!!

oo exes and ohs xx

i'm hangin in there guys thanks for everything! i lovee you all so much! you mean the world to me!!!!! i would be so lost with out you all!!!! exes and ohs!!

i hold my pillow
tight and pretend
you still love me.

Guys are like roses.
Watch what you get
yourself into. They
have unexpected
pricks &&& thorns.

guys are like stars
there are a million
out there but only
one can make your
dreams come true.

they say it was his loss but why would my stomach be in a million knots? why would i feel like i just want everything back to the way it was.. why would i just want HIM back?

      You threw me away like an old piece of paper.
You stepped all over me like I was a doormat
You squished my hopes like a bug.
You broke my heart like useless glass.
You tore up my happiness like some old jeans.
You forgot about me like a baby toy from when you were young.
You made me cry like a thunderstorm.
And I stand here, with a smile, like nothing happened.

just cut your wrists up
like cheap coupons
& say that
death was on sale ..

and all i want to hear u say
is,

"i love you, and i'm going
to

make everything right,"  when

i'm around

you i want you to hold me
tight, 

and whisper the words

"everthing's

gonna be alright" and

when i'm with you

all i have to do is close my
eyes 

and somehow all my

problems seem to go

away.<<<<< it ended

i don't think its really
him that i miss, i miss
who i thought he was.

^^^^^^^^^^ i dont know if this is true for me or not.....i'm gonna figure it out tho...someday somehow i will .....*sigh*

exes and ohs/ tears and sobs

rachael

p.s. if there ever is a next time..or whether its done and over with forever i'll be sure to give *him* and anyother guy a pair of jeans that he can tear up, rip, destroy, trample on, and everything else that can hurt instead of letting it happen to my heart.....*smirk* sounds good to me...how bout u??