"Ordinary People"

[Verse 1]

Girl im in love with you
This ain't the honeymoon
Past the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday

[Bridge]

I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow

[Chorus]

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

[Verse 2]

This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
We head back to hell again
We kiss and we make up on the way

[Bridge]

I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel just like walking away
But as our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay

[Chorus]

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

[Verse 3]

Take it slow
Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave,
maybe you'll return
Maybe you'll never find
Maybe we won't survive
But maybe we'll grow
You never know baby youuuu and I

[Chorus]

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Heyyy)
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)

im about to make a new page .. holler!!!

This time we'll take it slow

oOo luK at dis mayUn .. got me blushing n shit .. haha .. mayun though i'm feel'n chris wayyyyy more then i expected .. then i get this .. wOw yes i believe shit like this .. no joke .. real shit! welpz .. i love that dude NOT MY DAMN BROTHER!!!!! god .. I DONT GIV'VA FUCK IF HE'S 18 damn dat dude is somethin else i swear .. hope he comes to see me for valentines day! or spring break .. oh yeah baby hope u have much success .. always keep your head up never let it down  its time for the world to take a bite of ur apple !!! and about our dream house niccce assss cars and PURDii BaBiES!! :: winks :: it'll happen!!! i LOVE YOU!!!

ok so i changed my mind! lol i might as well jus do it now cus im'a be even lazier later .. first things first, i need to get sum shit off my chest that jus been buggin tha fuk outta me tha past few days .. CHRIS this is old news so don't trip ...

im not namin any names but he'll know i'm talkin bout him after he get to readin this .. ok so we was feelin each other back in october of last year ('04), im sorry to all my gurls i didn't wanna say anything cuz it wasn't anything serious but we kicked it a few times then i guess the feelings jus weren't there for him anymore after the last time we kicked it (go figure) we didnt talk for a couple weeks then he instant messaged me talkin bout he misses me and he wants me back .. uhh no! he was thinkin he could jus come back to me after he got bored messin with his females on tha side, first mistake i made was lettin him talkin me into kickin it with him again but check this out .. the first thing he tells me "no kissin or anything cus i aint tryna catch feelings for you again" and i said "oh of course not, i wasnt even thinkin about cus i dont like you like that no more" so we kick it .. second mistake i made was givin into him cus of course we end up doin stuff cus he cant keep his hands to himself, even tho it's kinda my fault that i gave into him but aint he tha one that said "i aint tryna catch feelings for you again" and he KNEW that i still kinda liked him so basically he took advantage of my feelings for him jus to get a lil action ... well i didnt hear from him for like 3 weeks then he instant messages me again, sounds kinda familiar dont it? yea he instant messages me again askin me if i wanted to kick it and this time i didnt let it happen, i said no cus we always end up doin somethin and im tha one gettin fuk'd over .. naw it aint rollin like that no more .. he's been askin me all this week if he can come pick me up and i finally got real with him and told him how i aint gon let him fuk me over anymore and how i think it's best that we jus dont kick it anymore, i was surprised that he actually agreed with me .. but the thing is, one day he's like "naw we shouldnt kick it anymore" then the next day he's askin if he can come pick me up and wut we gonna do when he come n shit!?? i dont get him! real stuff .. and to put the icing on the cake, he's talkin bout he coo on dating then again while all this bullcrap wit him wantin to do shit with me, he's tryna get wit some broad!!! he's writin in his LJ how he likes her n stuff but then again im supposed to jus sit back and let him fuk me over?! wut if i had really kicked it with him .. he woulda jus fuk'd me over AGAIN im sorry but he need to get his shit together .. he dont know wut to do with himself! i had to get this shit off my chest .. i didnt wanna blast him tho, thats why i aint stated his name but if he got this far he should definately know im talkin bout him .... im debatin if i should still talk to him as an associate or jus leave him alone .... wut ya'll think?


ok so i havent updated in years lol! i've been madd busy this week goin to work with my mama .. o0o00o yea tha weirdest shit happened at wal mart on sunday, i was lookin at cd's and i dont really pay attention to my surroundings but this nigga's voice sounded soo familiar to me so i looked up, i see byron's tall ass lol .. i aint talked to him in a while n i didnt think he would notice me and i wasnt tryna go up to him and be like "aaaye do u remember me!???" lol so i walked by him tryna get his attention, we made eye contact a couple times but he didnt seem to recognize me so i was like "forget it" hahaha ok me and my mama walkin around wal mart and i see byron comin down the kids section, again we made eye contact and he jus kept starin so im thinkin "oh he notices me now" but by the time he get to the end of the section me and my mama was arguin on wut store we was bout to go to lol so i guess thats why he didnt approach me .. a couple days later he instant messages me talkin bout "look who i saw" i was like "oh so you DID notice me" then he was like "naw at first i was gonna holla at you but then when i got closer i noticed who you were" lmaoo that woulda been sum funny shit if he actually did come up to me tryna holla at me then notice who i was hahahaha but yea after that incident he swears i "ran" away from him and im "scary" lol he's madd cool tho that's my buddy =)


ugh i feel like shit .. effin sucks! omg me and alyx were hella bored last night so we started goin into those aim chatrooms lmaoo, we went into this one chatroom called 'old women chat' lmaooo alyx was tellin ppl she was 44 years old then i said "im 48 with 10 kids .. i loooove sex" lmaooooooooo i shoulda never said that cus i started gettin instant messages from like 50 year old guys talkin bout "i love loose pussy" LMFAOOO and to make it crazier, i went on google lookin for pictures of old ladies! we actually sent em n this one dude was like "ooh nice" wth .. fukkin old ass lady that should already be dead! loool oh god that shit was HILARIOUS then this morning we were talkin bout how the lil blackplanet groupies see ppl from blackplanet in the mall in the mainland, they swear we movie stars, runnin home tellin all BP they saw ppole in the mall, alyx dumbass started imitatin them sayin "oh yea we saw trish and alyx in the mall, they're tall and skinny and wear CLOTHES!" lmaooo i was dyin .. alyx a fool, thats my buddy tho .. i always have fun talkin to her hahahaa, alyx when u come to LA we gon find that scitsafrenic lady! i swear LMAO


omg .. i gotta tell ya'll bout tha scitsafrenic lady i came across at carl's jr. this one saturday, i promise i'll stop runnin my mouth after this story! hahaha naw but i went downtown wit my home girls from caLiFORNia lili ann & amber, we got hungry so we went to carl's jr. and there was this lady in there talkin to this security guard, she was talkin REAL LOUD and retarded like, we thought she was jus drunk or wutever, she was sayin all this shit about how her daddy was in the hospital and her daddy's girlfriend raped her n shit .. so we sittin here like "wth is this woman's problem jus shoutin shit out like that!?" so after the security guard got up, she was sittin at the table lookin all depressed, so my home girl amber was like "im'a make her feel better" the lady looked up at her and amber smiled n said hi, why the lady turned her body ALL THA WAY AROUND!? lmaooo me and lili started dyin .. amber was like "aw hell naw .. excuse me i said hi bitch!" lol the lady didnt even budge, she stayed that way for like 10 minutes then she finally turned back around .. so amber goes "im'a try to sit by her and see if she'll talk to me" oh god .. so amber gets up starts walkin towards the lady's table and that retarded ass lady put her hand out and said real loud "nooo i jus want you to leave me alone!" her mouth was all on the side of her face, drool all over her chin .. amber turned around quick and started bustin up LMFAOOOO i swear i've never laughed that hard in my life, i was laughin soo hard that i couldnt breathe and my sides was all hurtin, i had tears all down my face .. omg i swear all of us had to run outside for a lil bit cus we was laughin hella hard and i guess she went and told the security guard wut happened so he came out there and was like "i know it's kinda funny but she's scitsafrenic and racist against black ppl, she thought you guys were tryna jump her" so we was like "o0o0o ok" we didnt know why in hell she was actin like that but at least tha security guard was cool about it .. that was the laugh of tha YEAR tho hahahaha


ugh ok im'a stop runnin my fukkin mouth about the old days...changing colors rii bout now..

it's all gud.. okay went back to skoo today lol and im kinna fuckkin mad but its all gud.. haha .. it was heckka boring .. god damn CHRIS' ass called me 4th period WAT A LOSER .. called him 4 in da mornin n told him i'll call u back cuz i needa go to sleep cuz i only got 2 n a half hours and i gotta get up for skool .. but awwL he was like oh im not gunna get u n trouble am i?! umm duh dofis im IN SKOOL haha but umm i'll edit as soon as i got stuff to say!!!

i love CHRIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!