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Name: **michelle
Country: Canada
State: Ontario
Birthday: 6/9/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: taekwondo, shopping, talking on the phone, movies, waterproof mascara,msn, yummy food, bubble tea, cooking, taking pictures, cars, bball, waterloo and queen's, hiphop music, God*
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
10/3/2004
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from the left* --> jessica idihti noori breana kirsten
cindy me doris jessiE!
the gals from my floor..woo! TIMBUKTU yo! : D
sadly i havent taken much pictures on my camera for frosh week except for this from MONTE CARLO*! monte carlo was pretty cool.......;) was with people from renison whole nite..and saw kevin and his friends there! lollll my bad kev! anyways my feet hurts so much now cause of the 5 ' high heel i was wearing haha! wat was i thinking? : P ! the SLC was packed with ppl though...kinda crazy sceneee in the dance floor! had some disgusting mocktails and played some blackjack! haha niceyyy : D
food at renison tastes soooo bad! im so glad i came back home for some RICEEE and REAL food. feels like heaven to be back again! :D my roommmm feels so big and everything seems so nicey at home! home sweet home i guess.... : P
saw the yearly show: single and sexy on thursday! didnt really like it...it was pretty dirty and wasnt too good! kinda funny when that asian guy was speaking in chinese though! haha..other than that..it aint too good at all! so sad i missed the toga party tonite! heard its the BEST party of the year....ppl in bed sheetS? hahaa hmmmmm..** probably somebody cough-- went! anyways styll gotta line up for OSAP sadly cause i forgot my sin card! gonnna be such a HUGEEEEEEE lineup -_-;; oh noo..
met up with ju janice jen alvin ben celine will and andrew tonite @ kelsey's and world bowl! :) it was great meeting up with so many of you after my accident! thanks alvin and softball team for dinner and bowling..! heh..it was some yummy BROCCOLLI CHEDDER soup..! and i SUCK at bowling omgggosh! my thumb nail broke off.. : ( quite gross haha...cant believe it chipped off so easily! yucksss...it was fun none the less though = D thanks for the BLING BLING stuff alvin and ben!
TOMORROW i gotta head back to LOO for another week! im excited to go back but not excited for the food! went to T&T supermarket after i left bowling and got some cup noodles :D :D sooo prepared this time! haha styll gotta get lotsa stuff for res thooo: MINI fridge, kettle, printer, ....! atleast i have FOOD now though..stupid renison cafe only supply dinner from 4:30-6! starving us like mad OMG! not so cool...! best thing @ renison is the MOOSE ROOM! jits, pool, table hockey, big screen tv! its amazing there....cant wait till some jitss with my friends : D more pics to come laters =]
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| hmmmm..so frustrated with university stuff : ( ! this whole decision of swapping from UTSC to UW has made my life miserable! it took so much effort just to accept the UW program and now i have no residence! what am i supposed to do with no res!!!! i've written letters..emails..called them uncountable times but styll there isnt any good news what so ever! I feel like quitting now and just go to UTSC instead! i got the UTSC management coop orientation invitation card today in the mail and i was so sad..! i could gone to such a great program ..high prestiege w/e..and no hassle at all! i started to question myself if i made the wrong choice or not..! seems like i wasted my whole gr 12 year of hard wark. people before were complaining why they didnt get this res or that res but i have no res now! why did i pick such a hard choice when i had such a better one. i would have a car and stay at home w/ moms cookin everyday..great program...less tuition..! what was keeping me from utsc? ahhhhhhhh...everytime i think about it..i feel like i made a wrong choice! dont even know wat to do now..its already august and no news styll! am i actually gona live on the street or sth! :( lookin for off campus housing right now and goin to UW AGAIN..(for the 4th time) with my cousin tomorrow to check stuff out. hopefully there will be good news soon..gotta stay optimistic! UWs so stupid arrg! they should have res for all freshmen!.. instead they save spots for upper year students when they are much more familiar with Waterloo1 WHAT IS THISSSS. aargg !
great news on the other hand though..! jennys comin back in mid august! some ppl are comin back from trips! going to the carribean end of august! playin softball..so soar from yest. practise ! -_- fridays off for school! finally got a super waterproof mascara :D ! and ummm successfully cooked kim chi jji gae and seafood spicy soup! : ] mmmmm* ..!
sigh! i SHALL pray for the best..... -_- F.R.O.G.? | | |
| sometimes i wonder..why is THIS happening to me?... Other times I feel quilty for the things that i get but don't deserve. At School....am i working hard enough or are my potentials just not as high as i thought they were? Maybe i don't have potential -_-;;; I've been thinkin bout this topic for a longg while now
...am i qualified? university? work? future? These things seem so far away still and i dont think i can handle it yet. I'm only grade twelve but i feelll so stressed. I worry about school, I worry about my university acceptance, I worry about life and my future!i feel so stressed and worried and nervous everyday. I feel pressured to everything!!! : ( whens this goin to end? i feel dooooomed..i have both chem and english exam this thursday and THIS will determine my future! my FUTURE. my lifee...is going to depend on my stupid exam.I do not feel ready at alll..! English is my weakest subject and i have to take chem exam with that also? Sometimes i question..why is God doing this to me? Then i think..would i be able to get through this without God? it's just so unbelievably hard these days for me to deal with school and other stuff. why is LIFE so difficult? :*( I just hope I can overcome this soon cause i feel like im sufficating..i CAN'T BREATHE! ````````
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| i can feel God's presense everywhere i go. : ] everything is just undescribibly better than before. Though at times I feel stressed and soar, God just seems to pull me out of it and i seem to hear voices working within me :) sounds magical but its TRUE :D God's presense makes everything that's bad seem better ..yay!!!
Other than that, christmas is almost coming!! : > im ecstatic about it since i didnt seem to have a great break for a while! x'mas shopping...movies..party...
*sounds too good to be true. hehehe : P styll got many weeks to go till we can take a break though. DECEMBER is a hectic month!!!!chem teacher has been gone for the past two days giving us class assignments and english is just massive workload. I hope i did well on my chem and stone angel test. hahaa ---
one last thing is please pray for my mom's friend, May, from fellowship who is suffering from some cancer(kidney i think). it has begun spreading over to her lung and spine already. She's receiving all sorts of crazy medication and the doctors said she's only gonna live for another 3 months if it spreads at that rate. Many people have been praying for her and my mom told me the spreading rate has gone down. It seems verily terrible how one's life can be so delicate. I just hope that she can live longer and if possible, heal. Please pray for her. P.U.S.H. *** | | |
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