*Oct 13th '05 ~ Sept 11th '06*

It had been the greatest love memory ever in my life.

You know I never meant to give up anything.

Perhaps I was just trying to make a better way out for both of us.

'Cause I'm sure time really does cure everything.

If we're meant to be, nothing is ever too late.

I'd glad you're moving on, and I will too.

By the way, I wish we'll be sharing God's love and His words someday soon.

Babe, God Bless You~ as always*

I had been falling in love with a christian guy

Who appeared in my life like a surprise

I honestly felt content and satisfied

With such an incredibly perfect life

In the presence of Jesus Christ

Who gives us strength and wisdom all the time

We did keep lots of promises in mind

Thinking that we could be able to fulfil them in our lifetime

'Cause our trust inbetween could never be denied

Being the greatest parents who gonna coach a bball team with our 10 children inside

Was always the dream that we never put aside

However problems and tribulations kept challenging us in times

You were stressed out and wanted to be alone sometimes

I respected you but you claimed that I didn't keep you in mind

Who understood those complex feelings hidden inside

Who cared how I missed you until I cried

On a supposedly special day after times went by

You were telling me that u wanna give up without even a try

I doubted what true love is defined

Especially in such a loyal christian's mind

I knew I really sucked in being a good girlfriend in your eyes

I did hate myself for not even reaching your standard line

But I thought you would forgive and appreciate if I really tried

And as long as we had the heart to work out then things would be fine

Since nobody and no relationship is perfect in real life

That's what you always reminded me of but you disappoined me in times

I'd glad that you had family and friends so that you were fine

Whereas I was stuck since I just came here for a short period of time

With nobody here and with no life

I wonder why

You could then turn to someone else and enjoyed your new life

Without going through a seriously hard time like mine

Words like "Perhaps my love for you is just not enough."told me why

Neither together will be forever nor you'll be right there by my side

Regarding your past and experiences made me realize

In fact it didn't even matter how hard I tried

As you were just letting me go by simply a "goodbye"

I'm writing this not 'cause I expect anyone to sympathize

I'm just trying to remind myself of not living again in a lie

Love is not just a blind try

If you are not even standby

Please don't expect everything too high

Yob

Sept 26 05'