yoledstarz825's Xanga

Saturday, February 10, 2007

Sat, 10 Feb 2007 07:56:56 GMT

" The starfishious Star and Fish starfishingly starfishes with starfishiality and starfishness."

A Secret Story Has Begun Since...

...Feburary 9th, 2007

Star Fish = STARFISH

TRUELY MADLY DEEPLY

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do

I will be strong
I will be faithful
'cause I'm counting on
A new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning

I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

And when the stars are shining
brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry

The tears of joy for all the
pleasure in the certainty
That we're surrounded by the
comfort and protection of
The highest powers
In lonely hours
The tears devour you

I want to stand with you a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

Oh can you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cause it's standing right here before you
All that you need will surely come

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do

I want to stand with you a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

We Were The One.

Tue, 12 Sep 2006 05:47:39 GMT

*Oct 13th '05 ~ Sept 11th '06*

It had been the greatest love memory ever in my life.

You know I never meant to give up anything.

Perhaps I was just trying to make a better way out for both of us.

'Cause I'm sure time really does cure everything.

If we're meant to be, nothing is ever too late.

I'd glad you're moving on, and I will too.

By the way, I wish we'll be sharing God's love and His words someday soon.

Babe, God Bless You~ as always*

·R*

Mon, 31 Jul 2006 07:22:32 GMT

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July 3 '06

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 02:13:44 GMT

I had been falling in love with a christian guy

Who appeared in my life like a surprise

I honestly felt content and satisfied

With such an incredibly perfect life

In the presence of Jesus Christ

Who gives us strength and wisdom all the time

We did keep lots of promises in mind

Thinking that we could be able to fulfil them in our lifetime

'Cause our trust inbetween could never be denied

Being the greatest parents who gonna coach a bball team with our 10 children inside

Was always the dream that we never put aside

However problems and tribulations kept challenging us in times

You were stressed out and wanted to be alone sometimes

I respected you but you claimed that I didn't keep you in mind

Who understood those complex feelings hidden inside

Who cared how I missed you until I cried

On a supposedly special day after times went by

You were telling me that u wanna give up without even a try

I doubted what true love is defined

Especially in such a loyal christian's mind

I knew I really sucked in being a good girlfriend in your eyes

I did hate myself for not even reaching your standard line

But I thought you would forgive and appreciate if I really tried

And as long as we had the heart to work out then things would be fine

Since nobody and no relationship is perfect in real life

That's what you always reminded me of but you disappoined me in times

I'd glad that you had family and friends so that you were fine

Whereas I was stuck since I just came here for a short period of time

With nobody here and with no life

I wonder why

You could then turn to someone else and enjoyed your new life

Without going through a seriously hard time like mine

Words like "Perhaps my love for you is just not enough."told me why

Neither together will be forever nor you'll be right there by my side

Regarding your past and experiences made me realize

In fact it didn't even matter how hard I tried

As you were just letting me go by simply a "goodbye"

I'm writing this not 'cause I expect anyone to sympathize

I'm just trying to remind myself of not living again in a lie

Love is not just a blind try

If you are not even standby

Please don't expect everything too high

Yob

Sept 26 05'

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 02:00:31 GMT

One thing

I don't know why

It doesn't even matter how hard you try

But nevermind

I'll be the one you miss the most after sunrise

As time goes by

You'll wonder why

You could be so mean to make me cry

You'll realize

That you seriously did something wrong behind...

Saturday, July 23, 2005

Sat, 23 Jul 2005 09:22:17 GMT

Thanks God for bringing yob close to His Kingdom lately. I'm not really that close, but at least closer than before.

"God Gives and God Takes."

God gives, not 'cause He is telling you that there are always doors after doors after doors taken for granted.

God takes, 'cause He wants you to realize and learn how it is important to cherish the "people" around you, especially for those who know how to love, give, appreciate, and forgive more than you do.

If you take all "haves" for granted, you are bound to feel you "have-not", or "not enough".

He gives. Once you miss, fall down and get away from Him, He takes.

Even though He gives again, if you keep falling down regardless of His will, He takes again.

Life span is beside the point, the point is how much of it is according to God's will.

Truth lies not in how much you understand, but more important how much you practise.

You often ask God to take away the cup of bitterness, yet have you ever thought of tasting it first would make life sweeter in the future?

Step out from your narrow framework, enter that of others, you would find your gain far outweigh your losses.

Adversity brings you close to God while an easy life alienates you from God.

May God lead your way and be with you more.*

Seriously, thank you for leaving yob to a even better life.

Life is moving onwards to what yob truly deserves:)

Friday, July 08, 2005

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 02:49:17 GMT

Someone has dumped me at the darkest place

After kicking me out of his car and never hesitate

With countless cold-blooded words and the toughest face

Despite seeing me cry like it was the end of the day

Your car was leaving while my world was turning grey

I hoped the rain outside could somehow wash all my tears away

I did try hard to bring you happiness and almost everything great

But you just paid me with " Everything is already too late."

Neither i had cheated you nor done anything that betrayed

Why could you just leave me alone regardless of the effort i made

I never hate you or dislike you for even a second of a day

It entirely breaks my heart if you ever think this way

Things are more likely to be a curse on me rather than you babe

'Cause the witches are forcing me to miss you every single day

I wonder when you turn around can you still recognize that yob face

The one you used to love and used to hug all the days

If things are assumed to be too late

I can tell you that it is not and will never be the case

Take care...

Yob

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 06:56:10 GMT

"" Can't believe it's true

That you love me too

There's nothing I wont do

Anything for you

When your tears fall down and cry

I'll be right there by your side

Cuz I

I love you so

And I want you to know

Together will be forever

You have my love

My body, heart and soul

And never will I e'er let you go ""

Saturday, March 19, 2005

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 03:02:36 GMT

For u're my unique babe,
Ever hv u been leadin' me to seek God's place.

When i get lost u help me find my way,
When i'm in da dark u tell me not to be afraid,
When i feel frustrated u comfort me tmr is alwayz a better day.

Every moment bein' w/ u is undoubtedly safe,
It doesnt reli matter if it's da end of da day,
'Cuz i can see us gettin' closer 2gether on da same way.

Despite da fact dat inbetween there's somewhat a gate?
Probably juz a memory dat has passed through my life, but anyway
I know i've been puttin' it down day by day.

I'll be rite here 4 u n show u everythin' great,
Durin' da uncountable decade,
My feelin' 4 u 'll never be faded away,
Ur heart is da only place i wanna stay,
Time 'll tell as all these r possibly our destiny n fate,
And u 'll feel n realize how incomparable u r someday.

I'm lovin' u more than wordz can say,
I hope u would feel da same way,
I swear. I promise. I pray.

.....May God Bless Us*......

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

Wed, 15 Sep 2004 09:28:17 GMT

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