Ah yes this sums it up quite nicely..... Jesus said, “If your first concern is to look after yourself, you’ll never find yourself. But if you forget about yourself and look to me, you’ll find both yourself and me.” Matthew 10:39 (The Message) So....all this time i was worried about what i should do and what's going on with me and all these overwhelming thoughts popping up...and the answer is quite simple. If my life revolves around me....it's not going to work...but if you depend on God and forsake yourself and your constant worries about yourself....God will take care of it. Our first priority is to make sure we're good with God not with ourselves. Hmmmm...it's hard to trust someone outside of yourself...only because i know how fallible people can be and i can't help but carry that over to anyone else or God. Sigh...i wanna be.....what im supposed to be so that i can just do it and not worry about it.....wellll at least i know the FIRST step to achieving that goal..... |