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Name: Kenny
Country: Canada
State: Ontario
Metro: Ottawa
Gender: Male
Interests: Recreational Badminton, Piano, Eating, Hanging Out, DDR, Anime, Trance, Games, Stuffed animals, Cute stuff, Bubble tea, Fantasy novels, Collection in gel pens, New foods------
Dislikes: Make-up (Why hide your face? Natural beauty by far is the best), Perfume (Allergic)
Expertise: Keeping my room messy, leaving Mickey Mouse puzzle incomplete, buy lots of random items from the dollar store and construct something "cool," drawing patterns, being creative in general, has patience, I can count! 1, 2, ummmm... 3, 4, 7, 8, 9... Treating the world with kindness, generosity, and giving my heart to people needing some love, spreading the wealth and love equally, Amazing procrastinator, Staying super light in weight and remaining tall, avoiding dangers in life while at the same time, placing self in danger, putting a smile onto people's faces, showing my feminin side most of the time, being sweet and heartmelting, ability to flatter, ability to do the yoga sitting thing sometimes, a small degree of business skills in organizing, shoveling my ugly driveway, laughing, staying happy, admiring awesome people in the world...
Occupation: Student
Industry: Business and Food Production
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
MSN: IHateWeirdPeople@.com
MSN: IHateForeignersThatCan'tSpeakEnglish@.com
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MSN: HowsUrSummaBeen@.com
Member Since:
11/23/2003
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| Swing it~If I swing everything like I do now, I'm sure I'll find someone right for me haha =P
I would like to assume the girl I was chasing and would say "is" now onto someone else with high interest already, if I be naiive then I'll be like, oh no, 'she's waiting for me.' But to be straight up, age matters if you're a girl hitting the 30's and you want a healthy child with no birth defects or at least the lowest chance. =P
Swinging everything is the best way to go I finks =)
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| It just gets farther away and more distant...The feeling of liking someone overseas without communication on my end is weakening, so I decided to send a e-mail for the heck of it and see what's up, but it's been a really long time since I've had a decent conversation with her... Of course, in the e-mail I wrote, I wanted to say... "I miss you..." but being me, I just can't get myself to say it, it's not as meaningful unless said in person... >__>
When I say I have a target, I'm serious, that's my target and only target if I feel the feeling is coming back to me, even if it's a hint... And well now it's disappearing~ Boohoo, I have time, but I've been looking to get back into a relationship after getting that feeling from her, it feels much better than being single for sure... Single too long~ la la la~
So besides my sad-quiet-untouched love life, baking is like a drug to me, I cannot go 2 days without making food from scratch, my brain blows up with ideas on what to make...
I am... Going to... Make a Rose... from stem to the top~
Also I want to make my culinary skills awesome enough to be able to win a girl's heart with my food instead of words, a different attempt, telling her I'd make a nice hubby if she chose me ^_^
Last Night~ I made: Herb and Cheddar Cheese Scones, the Cheddar was oozing out of the scones, o m g, it was delicious!! *Makes the OMG look*
Oh and of course one of my best friends have not yet tried my food, but I told her all about it, so she's a bit angry because she's missing out... And about 20 people have tried my food now, my eldest brother has not tasted my cooking yet, he's the only family member missing my goods...
I also baked Travis (My cousin) a nice green piece of dough in the shape of Anime dung, of course he made the "WTF" face when he saw it... Hahahaha!! It's green tea milk bread dough with red bean paste stuffed in the hollow space i made in it... Oh dear, my creativity is going off the charts =X
My heart... Wants to cry, but cry from excitement... Instead of putting my heart into another girl, I'll put it into food, which of course, the food will just be much more amazing than ever and then capture that girl's heart when she eats the food, even if it's the crappiest thing ever put into the mouth... (I don't like to serve crappy food, if crappy food comes out, I stuff myself and make myself remember how crappy it was...) So haha, there isn't a chance to eat crappy food... =P
But yes, yes, I shall place my heart into the production of my foods =)
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| What should I do?Yes, that's right, it's not usual for me to ask for assistance haha, I'm asking myself questions...
What to do? I don't want to lose contact with an individual that means the world to me and for each passing day without a word, it feels like this individual is further and further away. I don't want to demand attention, but I just want to know a clear answer to the face, like: "No, I'm not waiting for you, got my own b/f, now get on with your life and stop waiting for me~" or something like that. I'm just idling and waiting for an answer, even though I never asked for one. But yeah ~_~
Should I just ditch it and let someone else find me, tell me they like me and I choose that person instead...?
When I told the world I'm looking for a wife. I wasn't kidding about it, I was actually serious. I was looking for a girl that I felt had the potential to be my partner, not for a short-term length, but for a long-term length. I might be asking for too much at my age, but I have my mind set to just that goal and whatever obstacles that need to be overcome, I will meet all the requirements around it and reach my final goal in the end~
Love... It's just such a pain in the ass, why do I even bother? Have I been single for too long? Maybe I've just become bored of single life, yes you are richer, but sharing your happiness with someone is a completely different thing... It's... Actually very fun. Maybe I'm just missing those memories I had since a bunch of it just knocked me down today when I was looking over some stuff... T____T
Well... Yeah, that's my rant, and that's what my Xanga blog is for, ranting about my life, not to mention it on Facebook because nosy people ask plenty of questions. =P And one too many questions gets weird...
Someone reply, or else Imma smack y'all silly X_X
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| Goal: 0.00/100%Set Goal 1:
+3750 HKD
Current:
-18750 HKD/+3750
= -500% (+20%)
School books, eating out... -ve -ve -ve
Nothing positive yet~
+$100 randomness ^_^; or $750 HKD
So so... I don't write often but I'm quite bored and don't feel like gaming so... Yeah, I miss someone la la la~ But I won't say it to her because... I don't know if she feels the same haha... I haven't told her once that I missed her, heh, I guess that's what you could call holding back right? =P. Like someone else says, I'm either being rational or very shy. What if it's a bit of both? Heh, dunno.
Anyway, glad training is coming Sunday~ Need to reach my goal quick ^_^;
+$300 (2250 HKD) (paycheck in... one week, this took me... 5 minutes of my time to earn this money)
+New job, I got a job at a local restaurant for part-time, I don't know what the wages are, but either way, job is a job, money is money, HK is on the other side of my rainbow as well as someone in HK ^_~
+New job, click-click-click, ta-da I have money... Gotta love the internet =)
+New job, training for banquet server+bartender starts Sunday~
+New job, running and delivering flyers is nice but it's getting chilly, so time to quit XD (+$30 so far)
Currently: Looking for another job, that would still be considered a 4th job because am quitting the last one. =P Cold is bad >_> If I keep this up, my -500% will soon be 100% for my first goal and then my next aim is $5000 CAD or 37500 HKD ^_^;
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| ~Hong Kong~Compiling list of who to write next... =.=;
I am nearing the end of my trip of visiting Hong Kong this summer.
Arrived May 7th, 2008, leaving August 30, 2008.
Arrival date unsure, I forget at the moment.
There were lots of networking, loads of nice, caring, generous, fun, a few crazy, sleepless awesome, people. As well as ONE that touched my heart and pushed me aside later (It's expected, happens to me all the time)
I'm sure some of you have looked at Facebook pictures and were able to tell who was the one that touched my heart or was mentioned fairly often in photos and such.
Anyway, main point.
Gigi Ng,
Sorry, to everyone else, not to be mean, but. This person was and IS the most important person for my trip and stay to and in Hong Kong. She showed me that I could 'love' again and still have fun. Sorry that I held back, ruined my chance to be with you seriously as a boyfriend. Scared, I need someone who will show me that I can trust her, I was hoping that was you, but you soon disappeared from my life as well, so I figured in conclusion, women are only trouble, be a friend with them, but nothing more. They only hurt you in the very end anyway...
Even though I say you ARE the most important person to me, I can't be selfish and keep you to myself, you can make all your choices, women always have the upperhand in a relationship anyway, they decide to hurt someone or etc.
I would still think, there's plenty of misunderstandings between us 2 from the lack of communication we've had lately.
But like always, I'm happy and thank you for everything,
<<Blargh>>
The story behind, is... as some people know well comes with being heartbroken 2 times, both times I dedicated my time and my own self to put a smile on the girl's face each and everyday I saw her, while at the same time, enjoyed it myself. Fun times, always a pleasure, but then comes the sadness, the first one was devastating, the second one was a cold-cold feeling, which made me close-up, and told me, girls are not trustworthy. The first one, we're still friends, talk from time to time, second one, at the most we say a pointless happy birthday,
Victoria Kwok,
Great food eating companion, except kind of sad and funny you ended up in the hospital for the reason you gave me, gave me a scare... A real scare... =.=; But! Comparing me and you! You're really UNHEALHTY... Go E x e r c i s e!! =_=; When you can though, also don't forget to send me pictures of your improvement~ ^_~ Haha, take care of yourself, I want to be able to see you the next year I go back.
My mom was shocked to hear I want to go back to Hong Kong (again) next year HAHAHA...
Sharon Ho,
Thank you for the great summer, though it may have felt like a short time, every moment spent with you were genuine, fun, and unforgettable. Eating out, shopping, chatting, always fun, always a pleasure. =)
Alex Wong,
You're one funny guy, girly as well, girly enough to think that you're a curved person and not a straight person. humorous, talkative, we can stay on the same page and laugh each and every time we chat together. Very short time of knowing you, disappointing isn't it. We could've had lots of fun together, well better enjoy the rest of the time before I leave Hong Kong. =)
Find the girl of your dreams, stare them into your life~
Patrick Hui,
Nice seeing you in the beginning of the summer, too bad you disappeared 3/4 of my summer, but your reappearance in the end of my summer changed my life and you also changed completely. A new man, a better man, much wiser, and hell, you know almost exactly what you're doing. P e r f e c t i o n. Is key to success in all 3 areas. Cleared my thoughts, put the negative aside and etc.
Lai Ling Wong aka Sporty/Big Ling,
Badminton, Banana boat, Cycling for "insane" amount of hours~, friends' birthday gatherings, karaoke, anything fun, anything interesting, she planned it, she made it happen, and it was fun, fun, fun~
Eva Wong, little sister of Big-Ling,
Banana boat, cycling, birthdays of friends, didn't see her much, but was lots of fun, funny person and a bit crazy in her own style but not actually crazy~
Pui Ling aka Pretty/Small/Little Ling,
I got her breakfast when she asked for it at 3-4am, brought it to her by 8am as requested only to find out she just woke up and is on her way, sure she was late by at least an hour. I forgave her because it was her birthday. I waited for her as she collected her belongings from work, sure the wait was an hour or 2, I didn't mind because it was her birthday. I can do so much for one person, but if they don't appreciate it, I start giving up on the possible friendship, it might destroy it but at that time I found it an annoyance to maintain, because things I wanted to do didn't go the way I was hoping. Besides, I was doing a bad job myself, being late. Sorry, but I live far, I know excuses are bad. And that's a excuse. I should just leave my house earlier. Anyway...
Great girl, very pretty of course like her nickname is, cute... But of course there is always a downfall to all these great traits/characteristics. As there are to everyone else, she did admit to having... let's call it. "Poor control of emotions." Demanding. I won't mind demanding, but too demanding = My face looks like =_=; 99% of the time...
I loved it when she took me to the concert for orchestral music, symphony suite something something, based on Beijing Olympics with classical music, it was with Rita (Durian) and Pui Ling. An unforgettable experience, very, very, fun~ Well in my opinion, sounds boring but I like these things if people play the music I'm looking forward to...
Overall, I want to hang out with her again next year, it's fun to shop with her for clothes, you get to learn!!!
Yuen Long, Ben Tam
I met him from church, he was and still is corrupted but he is also becoming a new man, wants to avoid such things. Wants to become a better man. I will not list his characteristics of corruption, but I wish him the best and hope he is the new man he hopes to become before I come back to Hong Kong! If you ever read this, quit smoking, drinking, not completely but reduce it to almost nothing.
Yuen Long, Andrew
A holy man, strong believer in Christianity, a natural leader, Yuen Long Kam Kwong Church is where I met him from, after meeting him, he let me meet all his friends, something like 15-20 people. The hangouts were interesting, the fellowships were quite the experience, very relaxed, get to know people better, understand them better, etc.
Yuen Long, Kerry and Nikki
I think I spelled their names right, anyway, Nikki is extremely cute, immature as she may be, cuteness is WOW!, besides that very talkative, curious, full of questions, and she's like the first friend that is younger than me!! By ONE year. Everyone else is older than me~
Kerry, she was offering assistance in my search to find a new home when I was about to be homeless, unfortunately it was pricey, but thank you anyway, umm... contacted me often when I didn't show up on the Sunday for church with everyone else, missing~ Very persistent when I go Missing... Not too much to say about them, but I will get to know them better the following year!
Yuen Long, Daisy
Don't mess with her, may be religious, but she will get her hands on what she wants when she wants it.
Many people have asked me...
What makes Gigi so special that makes you like her?
I'm not sure, if I think really hard, I'm sure I can come up with the small bits of stuff...
We both share similar dreams and ideas for the future is the biggest point.
Someone that clicks is the best thing you could look for.
This is what I recall from my precious memories...
1. Gigi, to me, she's a real angel, (with a bit of "devil" characteristics from time-to-time) but who doesn't?
2. Talkative, too talkative but I will do my best to adjust, I think it's just a minor language barrier and we have different topics to talk about, some of mine would seem gross/inappropriate for her... I M O.
3. Very nice figure, very, very, fine, top to bottom, the word: "Attractive" is written all over her if you look really closely and understand her personality. The beauty flows out when you know her better.
4. Maturity, same as me, or maybe less mature, or for others, very immature. I didn't bother seeing whether or not Gigi is mature or not, only figured out verbally... Later, she's immature =.=; Not to be mean, but immature people are hard to deal with at certain times. Still lovable.
5. Cute'n Pretty, can't ask for more.
6. Gentle, caring, generous, independent
If anyone ever wonders whether I miss her, I do miss her. Lots. I can't get myself to tell her though because I'm always telling myself. She has moved on, she's looking for someone else, she won't wait for me. We're only going to be friends, regardless of how much I change just to hope to put a smile on her face...
Lol = Laugh out Loud
Lmao = Laughing my Ass Off
Roflmao = Rolling on the floor laughing my ass off
Gl = Good luck
Re = Regards
Hf = Have fun
Dd = Don't die
Ds = Don't suck
U R A Q T = Gigi
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