Rewarding yourself is the greatest gift of all. When was the last time you took a good look at the stars? Or how about the last time you took a late walk and enjoyed the ambience of the night. Or the last time you just got to lay down and enjoy life? As exilherating life may seem and how great life may seem, that time you reward yourself defies all of that. Even the things you love, you just have to get away from them sometimes and live a little.

Happiness isn't money, a nice car, and  a load of friends you see every weekend after a long hard week at school. Happiness isn't an A on a test or being popular. Happiness isn't even being the best. Happiness is knowing you can always live life better and knowing there will never be a true peak to happiness. A life long goal should be to always reach a new standard of happiness and bliss, and knowing everyday can just get progressively better. Happiness is accepting that you can't always be happy and accepting life for what it is.

Some people just aren't worth your time. Not an hour, a minute, or even a milli-second. People are always going to be people no matter what. They are always going to judge their fellow peers. But don't let that affect how you yourself live your life. It isn't your lifelong goal to gain their respect if they aren't going to give you any. Show your trueself to those who count.

Anyone who wants to critcize ones beliefs is an overanalyzer. Saying one's beliefs contradict each other would be right. Life itself is contradicting and there are no real correct answers to make. No decision is right or wrong, but what is right is how you deal with your situation rather than dwell on what you just did at that very moment in time. Afterall when you stop, time keeps going.

So basically what I'm saying is, I'm happy with who I am. Anyone who has something to say, go ahead and say it. Your life just wouldn't be complete without your "color commentary" So to those who criticize and judge, get yourself a new hobby. You're just creating this standard no one can live up to, or would even want to live up to.

I love life, so shut the fuck up.

Peace Nixon,

~DrOoP~

Sometimes I wonder why there are times in your life where nothing goes right. Is that a sign of something? And by the time you think you have it all fixed...you feel the same way all over again. You think a sunny day can make it better, but sometimes you just want to be left in complete darkness. And when you see the dark, you realize how much you miss the light...the answers all lay in yourself, the question is whether you want to find them or take the time to find them or not. Why is it that I never want to find them within myself? But in the end we all know...no matter how hard we try, and no matter what we do to feel a sense of acheivement, to everyone else, it will not be good enough. It has to be good enough for yourself, and only yourself. Life isn't about being afraid about who lurks behind you. It is about running as fast as you can, with no looking over your shoulder because you are afraid of who's going to get you. Worry about the important things in life. Turning around, just slows you down...

~DrOoP~

Hey Everybody,

I actually decided to update again. I PROMISE (I mean I really really do..this time I swear.) That I'll actually update on somewhat of a normal basis. But yeah. Anyway, I've noticed that I've been doing a hell of a lot of shopping lately. I mean, I always loved it, but its like "binge shopping"

Today:  Shit, I spent over 100 dollars at the mall today. A few shirts at the gap (Including a peach one...look out for dat!) Then that nifty pair of sandles I bought for 6.99. What a deal!? Pilipinos a.k.a "The Bargain Shoppers" All the fellow flips know what I be talkin about. Where your Lolas would make you sit in the corner while she spent endless hours at the clearance rack at JC Pennies. HAHA. Right Shortay? But yeah. How bout those beat up pair of sunglasses I wear on my head? Well, had to go I'm sorry. Bought a pair of clear ones at Aero. NEATO!  But yeah I had to buy Jen a pair as well. Now we match! WHOOO! So yeah, then I played DDR at the mall and I think I need to retire. Hmmm let me think about that. NO! What was I thinking?! *Slaps self in the face* Then Me, Jen n Steve left and went to Starbucks. Coffee rocks and I'm a lil wired. Then we headed over to cluck for some nuclears. My sinus is gone now and my stomach feels like it is going to fall off of my body. But it was well worth it.

And I missed Lauren to the max...man I love that girl. MWAH!

Yesterday: Tennis w/ Jen and Steve, then Tabor and a lil bit of bowling. I think I beat Steve and Jen's scores combined... 

And I missed Lauren Pretty Bad. Lauren I love you more than you'll ever know.

Tomorrow: BBQ in the Park w/ Jen and her fam. Fun stuff. Steve's gonna help me w/ my pitching! WHOOO! It'll be a walk in the park....literally.

And I'm going to miss Lauren so much, it is going to hurt.

Monday: Memorial Day Parade, hope it rains. And I think I'm chilling w/Robyn? Lemme know! If anyone has plans just call the cell mmmmmmkay?

Im also going to wait on Lauren's doorstep and wait for her arrival home...

Hope everyone @ prom is having a good time. Everyone have good weekends. Ciao Ciao!

Peace Nixon

~DrOoP~

P.S.- B.P.S JUNE 8TH. GET IT! http://www.geocities.com/b_p_s_2003

Hey everyone! I just wanted to tell everyone that I have the greatest girl in the world. Lauren, you are the best and I love you more than you will ever know! You are the cutest most bestest person I know and I wish I could just hug and make out with your face all day long.

MWAH x AS MANY SECONDS I HAVENT SEEN LAUREN PRIMIANI. (I haven't seen her in about 6 hours....do the math?)

I  U LAUREN! MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW!

~DrOoPy~

A.K.A

"LaUrEn'S sEcReT LuBr"

Hey what's up. Droopy has awakened. I missed my xanga. Sorry Meg aka fellow fobster for not listening to you about updating the Xanga.  Well. I'm not going to like update what my life has been like since August, you should all know that....haha. Okay I'll be nice. I'll do the highlighted 5 things...

Cool here we go...

1. 7th Chair at Region band. Reppin the fellow flips! All state here I come

2. Bought a new cell. Slider V5....It slides. All of ur phones flip. BORING!

3. Lot of DDR.....Got better.

4. Losing marching band season....We'll get em next time..right guys?

5. One word...LAUREN!  I LOVE YOU BABY......MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW...

1. First Name: Andrew
2. Were you named after anyone? Hmmm......No Don't think so?

3. Which finger is your favorite? My Ring Finger...

5. When did you last cry? Hmm...August??? Men don't cry..LOL. There's no crying in baseball.

6. Do you like your handwriting? No. Hence I type everything.
7. What is your favorite lunch meat? Ham...everyday.

8. Any bad habits? Hmm...I eat late at night. Gotta stop! Im going to get fat. Wait...Already am.

9. What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf? N'sync..LOL J/K J/K!! Prolly Ricky Martin.

10. If you were another person, would you be friends with you? I dunno...I'm pretty dull and boring, Just why are all of you friends with me now?

Peace Nixon.

~DrOoPy~

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