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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Wed, 20 Jul 2005 01:47:34 GMT

hii!!!! i def did NOT update at all!! and i dunno what to write cuz i don't like this anymore...

summers fun!! it has its ups and downs

tennis camp 9-12

SAT classes from 1.30-4.30 not tooo much fun!!!

yeah tahts my latest entry!!! bye

Sunday, April 10, 2005

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 15:01:11 GMT

heyy!! haha i'm finally updating after like i dunno forever

Everythings going well with me

SB was alright....track everyday but i got my haircut! and major clothes so whee

Track..yesterday we had this major ass Invitational we were gone from 7-5....damn was that intense...I ran one event 4 x100m I was the first one to start...i faulted cuz i just wanted to go i was the first one to give the baton to my teammate and in the end we came in 3rd so it was good. Then i went to Ians and yeah that was fun too. oh and i'm MAJORLY burnt..like everything gosh i coldn't move last night

I GOT MY FREAKEN PERMIT!!! WHHEEE!!! sooo excited!! and NO i can't drive ya'll

Yeah so hmph.. i dunno what else to write... which is why i barely update but oh wells! hehe

Monday, March 21, 2005

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 23:10:14 GMT

YEAAA look at my beautiful non pink xanga!!!! Hopefully ya'll like it since some people were complaining of too much pinkness!

Practice today sucked.. aka i didn't do shit, my ankles were killing me for the past week and i went to sit out ..well used the bike in the weight room for 30 min, i felt so bad cuz i got outta the practice and everyone else hadda deal with pain . Trainer said i hadda go to doctors to check em out.. uhh or NOT!.. damn i don't wuna go to a doctors....school officially sux for me.. grades jsut went down hill.. but oh well 3 more days til SB ..whe!!!! Can't wait at all..

I PROMISE

I promise to give you the best of myself
and to ask of you no more than you can give.

I promise to respect you as your own person
and to realize that your interests, desires and needs are no less important than my own.

I promise to share with you my time and my attention and to bring joy, strength and imagination to our relationship.

I promise to keep myself open to you,
to let you see through the window of my world into my innermost fears
and feelings, secrets and dreams.

I promise to grow along with you,
to be willing to face changes in order to keep our relationship alive and exciting.

I promise to love you in good times and in bad, with all I have to give and all I feel inside in the only way I know how.
Completely and forever

~ Dorothy Colgan ~

<3lovess

Sunday, March 20, 2005

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 17:41:25 GMT

Friday- Had the last practice really wasn't that bad i think we ran 2 miles? or maybe that was thursday i forget but it was an easy practice. Right after i went to hang out with Yoonhee and Chris and Yoonhee the smart one like slammed the seat against me head. grr hehe oh wells we ate mucho stuff and went card shopping for guys cuz we're dorky and corny like that!

Saturday- oh man.. we had the track scrimmage.. that was....interesting. i ran 100 at like 10ish or something the reph damn was he bitchy!!! i did extremely bad, it was amazing.. and then i cheered on my babe he did well!! and all my girls too and then I ran then 200 around like 12ish or something. i did that bad too. i wasn't really trying my best just cuz i didn't know how this whole deal was gunna go, but now i know and imma try harder on Thursday. Went to Ians house hung out with him. i LOVE him..<3

yea xanga's deffinetly loosing my interest in it now.. so dead boring

Thursday, March 17, 2005

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 21:48:04 GMT

Wow been pretty busy.. track actually isn't as bad as long as u got ur motions together.. for some reason i don't get as sore as some ppl.. ankles do hurt but i'm use to it by now..

Friday- Last practice before the meet..more like scrimmage.. whee..

Saturday-scrimmage from 7-1pm ish? then Ians house??? no idea hanging out with ppl?? hmm.. no clue but imma be MAD tired

Schools alright.. hope yall are working hard.. the MP's gunna be over before ya'll know it..

and leaving some love for my babe!!!! I ADORE YOU IAN!!

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 00:25:43 GMT

March 14th, 2004... I would never forget when everything seemed perfect but one important detail when tears started to roll down my face... "he is dead" is all i remember.. so harsh yet so true.. sinking into the depth of my brain, I realized the loved one was gone forever... never able to say goodbye. He put up with our childish torture and was there when we got hurt, he solemnly and quietly moved from one room to another without any concerns... I hope he's happy up there.. after all we made him go through.. hopefully life is better for him.

You'll be in my heart forever.... <3 Mitya <3

Sunday, March 13, 2005

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 16:13:18 GMT

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY, IAN!!!!

I LOVE YOU SOOO DAMN MUCH!!!!

You're incredibly amazing

Eventhough we weren't physically together for a year.... our hearts were.

Through thick and thin, far or near, you'll always be with me

3.13.04

Sunday, March 13, 2005

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 16:10:51 GMT

heyy everyone!!

Thursday- i hurt my groin.. or however u spell it.. couldn't run OR walk.. iced my leg it looked like it got swollen so bad cuz the ice pack was under my pants (no worries i had spandex and shorts on too)

Friday- skipped practice cuz i had MAD hw, which i should do now and went shopping for my babe!

Saturday- FUUUNNERSSSS Ran track in the morning.. it was fun for me cuz i was the first girl to finish the Mile Run (outta sprinters and without the actually good sprinters, hehe) and was the first one to finish for the Half Mile run.. yea i felt special!

whohoo so today imma just do hw! YAY

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 00:12:22 GMT

WWHHEEE SNOW!!!

Eventhough i want the snow to go.. i still love snow.. it's sooo purty!!

I had no track.. couldn't see my babe but thats ok.. we didn't run and i'm HAPPY!!

Today was Women's Day.. aka Russian Holiday style.. i got flowers!

4 days babyyy.. 4 DAYS!

Sunday, March 06, 2005

Sun, 06 Mar 2005 16:48:01 GMT

hii...long time..

so i've been hardcore hanging out with Ian lately.. mad cool

Wed-after school went to Panera Bread..mad good with Yoonhee and Chris. I was actualyl suppose to be working out but.. no i went to eat more food ahha..

Thursday- stayed after to work out with Tina.. and then Ian sorta tagged along with me for like the last 5 min. We did our homework later and watched Chorus Line, the musical. it was intersting but i was like dozing off ... it was over at like 7.30 which is mad late! hhe

Friday- Track practice.. oh gee.. haha i did alright...8.30 for a mile.. it IS bad but for someone who hasn't ran for the patst like 3 months it's GOOD. hehe (i think?) and 5.87 for 40.. that was messed up. oh wlel i'll get better. OH yea so the coach wanted me to do hurdles..whoptyy. later went to Ians house.. hung out, ate chinese food YUMMYYYYY

Saturday- had track in the morning.. it was good cuz for the first 45 min we just took stuf outta this shed. Then we ran, played bball.. well the sprinters. I hadda walk back with this guy cuz he fell... so didn't run back.. WHHEEE!!! ok so yea then Ian and i stayed for the Hurdles... HOLY FUCK THAT STUFF IS HARRDD...... argh i made all those thingy's fall.. hhehe i suck! then ian came over my hosue right after and we just hung out.. then Yoonhee came overr...drama drama drama and then went to see "Be Cool"... it was sucha racial movie... especially against like Me and Ian.. which was mad fucked up. but w.e it made us laugh a lil. Yet i thought that night woulda never ended.... it was like ...so horrible i felt like shit, and sore gah!

Today- woke up.. felt like shit again, about to ..vomit gross.... and so i was in my bed for a while. My sweet parents gave me breakfast in bed MAD AWESOMEEEEE

I"M FULL BODY SORE.....god damn it!

I FUCKING LOVE IAN!!!! thanx soooo much for everything! he was the reason that made my sat night a lil better!

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