i might not ever get over your smile

it kills me to know you're online
and you won't talk to me...its just time
i .r.e.a.l.i.z.e. that i don't mean anything to
you.. and never really did...

//sometimes// you *think*
you've --> gotten over
a guy... but when you see him
you *suddenly* realize that
you're || pretending || you're
over him, just to .e r a s e.
the `pain` of knowing he'll
::never:: be --> yours

isn`t it funny how when you want
it the most you can`t have it? && when
you have it you don`t care, && once you lose
it you'd do anything to get it back

how cOme whenever yOu like a guy`*
some other `-;; girL likes him too '`*
aNd they have like a m i L L i o N times
better of a chaNce getting him then you'

life is so full os [ SeCrEtS ] & {{ LiEs }}
` so when you get s/c/r/e/w/e/d over ~`
|[{ . d O n ` t BE s U r P r I s E d }]|

when he walks by |||||
i act like i .d.o.n.t. care
but in my |h|e|a|r|t|
im screaming ``` lifes NOT FAIR ...

no matter how many times you see a shooting star
how many times you make a wish at 11:11
no matter how many coins you throw into a fountain
or the number of fingers you cross ... if its not
meant to be .. its never gonna happen

i thought i would be able to forget you
but i was wrong
i thought i was getting over you
but i've lied for too long
i thought i'd be able to hate you
but that i cant do
no matter / what \ i do im still in love with you

&& the worst way to miss someone
is to be sittinq riqht beside them ;; `'
knowing that you can't have them </3

its like writing your name on a foggy
window then s l o w l y watching it
. . f a d e a w a y . .

& i`m sure you L O V E knowing
you can have .m.e. anytime
you want..

I might be [single] but`
myy <<3 is still [taken]

your l i p s are like w i n e
& i wanna get d r u n k <3

asking ME not to love <3 YOU
is like asking niagara not to f
a
l
l

more than ~angry~ words
i hate this ```scilence. its getting
so l|o|u|d

so play me that song from that night ,,,,
from when we fell so hard...

ON MY KNEES` SCREAMiNG AT THE CLOUDS
TEARS FALL FROM THE DARK SKY
::HATE:: iS A FOUR LETTER [word] BUT { <//3 }
<love> iS A FOUR LETTER [lie] ... *

i hate you and
then i love you ... its like i want to
throw you off a cliff
then rush to the
b o t t o m
to catch you

i bet you dont even remember
half the things i`ll never forget

as people grow up they realize
it becomes less important to have
more* friends and more important
to have real ones

i keep praying and praying that one day i will just pop into your head and you will say*.."gOd i made a mistAke"
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you dont have to be || - together - ||
for him to break your h/e/a/r/t
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i hope you come down with
something they cant diagnose
---brand new
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ii DON`t BEliiEVE ANYBODY FEElS tHE WAY ;; ii DO ABOUt YOU NOW ¢¾
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*i wanna tell you that i love you but i don't know where to start i wanna tell you i love you but i'm afraid you'll [break my heart ]
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everything you >>ever wanted<< comes the `second` you --> stop looking
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youu know youu really love someone when youu don`t hate them for `----- b r e a k ii n q __ your heart. <3 xo0x
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youu know youu really love someone when youu don`t hate them for `----- b r e a k ii n q __ your heart. <3 xo0x
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it`s EASY to believe someone when they tell youu (exactly)
what youu want to hear <33
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she closes her eyes as the make-uP runs down her face. because - h e ' s g o t t h e b e s t o f h e r<3
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loving <3 him was the *best* thing .e v e r. & missing him will last ---> forever
losing him... it was [hard] to accept
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just when i gave up all hope, you came & gave me butterflies.
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He's the cutest, sweetest, nicest, greatest, sexiest, most romantic, most intensive asshole i have ever met.
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LET'S BE NOTHING.. I HEARD IT LASTS FOREVER <3

so here's to teenage romance & never knowing why it hurts like hell </33

I tear my heart open i sew my self shut my weakness is that i care too much

laugh when you can apologize when you should let go of what you can't change kiss SLOWLY play hard forgive quickly take chances give everything have no regrets

So FUCK Y0U and your untouchable face and FUCK Y0U For existing in the first place. And who am I, that I Should be vying for your touch? Who am I? I bet you C a n ' t even t e l l m e that m u c h .

*goodbye is the hardest thing to sayy . because you walk away with only memories ' & memories; well .. they f a d e away

as soon as you get online who's name do you look for @ first?

i spend too much time thinking about things that will never happen. and dressing up for the boy that will never even care.

all i want is for him to want me back. <3

the worst thing a quy can do is make a qirl fall for him without any intentions of catching her<3

okay, okay, okay…
i understand
im not good
. e n o u g h .
for you

You dont know what it does to me.... watching you, watching her the way I want you to be watching me.....

love is when you don’t want to sleep
because reality is better than a dream

she spends half her day doing her makeup and hair ; that perfect | pretty way for a guy who will never fuckin care *
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