| you know, life is strange. Half the time you spend telling yourself that you could do so much better and you try to do so. But once you achieve it you still want more. Or when others tell you that you could do better you dont believe them because you think you have what you deserve. What do we deserve? How do we know what we deserve? Is there such a thing... do we actually "deserve" anything whether it be good or bad? And who gets to decide? People stare at themselves in the mirror thinking they should be prettier to fit in.. while the other people look at themselves and say hey, im hot all the guys want me. Is that really fair. Why in high school was it that there was the populars that were hot and the rest of the people were nobodys? Is that fair? Life isnt fair. Life will NEVER be fair ... we always want what we cant have and stick with what we have because it is what we "deserve". Why? *~*Karen*~* |
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| Life .... REALLY SUCKS
hurting ... inside and out ... emotionally and physically
why dont you care??? |
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Investigators are learning more about what caused a car to go off the 581 overpass in Dauphin County Wednesday afternoon.Police said a tractor-trailer could not stop in time for a traffic buildup, switched lanes and hit a car driven by Samuel Maravich, 60, of Steelton.Somehow the impact launced Maravich's car over the barrier. Maravich's car fell some 40 feet. He was killed in the crash. Officials said Maravich was not wearing his seat belt. They also said it would not have made a difference if he had been. Maravich's car landed in a lot off Hummel Avenue in Lower Allen Township.
**I know the driver of the tractor-trailer ... he may be put on crimal charges ... |
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| here courtney ... an update .. however it will be short ...
once again this week, i work every damn day ... tomorrow i have an interview at smart styles at noon ... hopefully ill see mark a little more this week ... and my grandma and my uncle and my cousins and i went to hershey to see the fireworks on the fourth ... and friday my grandma and i went to the hershey outlets ... i started christmas shopping ... yes i know, christmas is 5 months away, but hey while i have the ability ill start now ... my dad is still a dead beat and hasnt given me the money for my nextel bill ... so that sucks ... and i guess this is about it cause now i have to leave and go to work ... because work is hell ... and life sucks!
I Love You! |
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| so this is my shitty week to come
tonight - work
friday - work
saturday - work
sunday - work
monday - scrapbook party
tuesday - I WORK THE 4TH OF JULY!!! THATS CRAP
wednesday - work
thursday - work
friday - I AM SLEEPING
saturday - work
ahhh i hate work .. and sometime soon i have to take my application back to the salon
and my car is dying and i dont know how long i will have it, i need to find another car!! and soon ... and cheap |
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